Monday, February 18, 2008
Do you know the feeling when you have a crush on someone and that someone doesn't even know you? The feeling you have when you know that's all there is to it? That every time you see him pass by, you go "Oh my _____" (gosh, God). That whenever he looks at you, your hands turn cold and you start talking in a really dreamy voice? Well, I don't.
Just kidding! Hello, I have this crush right? I see him all the time (not really all the time... just in our friend's parties, around their school, pictures... duh.) and it never crossed my mind that we would actually talk to each other. Lucky for me, I have my friends that are sooo good. We were in the same condo unit and I thought that was gonna be the closest I could ever get to him. I thought wrong. Mind you, I didn't do anything stupid or anything. I just sat there on the living room's sofa while he was there inside the bedroom. We were just introduced to each other and that was it. When they left my friend's unit, I was just happy and my heart was like pounding. Nothing happened until we all got together during the fair.
To make things short, I was right. He was so fun to be with. Seriously, he is. I'm not just saying that because I have this crush on him but oh my gosh, I like his sense of humor. He's good looking, hot, his hairstyle looks so cute on him and he knows how to dress up. He can carry the clothes he's well-- he was wearing Bench, by the way. BENCH. As in hahaha branded shirt, Bench. BUT STILL. It's looks totally fine when he's the one wearing it. The only thing that turns me off about him is that he drinks a lot and he smokes. Come to think of it, that's not really a huge turn off since everybody else is doing it. Who doesn't drink and smoke, right? (Well, I don't smoke... Good for me. Haha!)
I just can't stop thinking about him especially now that we're kinda friends now. I hate this. Does he even remember me? I guess not. When we see each other, will he go near me? I guess not. Will he say "Hi!" to me? No. Will he at least acknowledge my presence when I'm in the same room or whatever place with him? Impossible. Oh crap.
I hope this one's just a temporary side effect. I want this to end soon. Craaaaaaaap. I hate this. This is so unlike me. I'm blogging about my crush. My real life- normal guy crush. The reachable crush. Usually I don't do this but ah, why'd you have to be soooo cute? It's impossible to ignore you. HAHA. Amp. Say goodnight and go? Yeah right. Help meeeeee.
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Monday, February 18, 2008
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Hey, Blog. It's been a while... I missed you! Not really.
First thing's first, I got a zero in Math today. Great. I hate Math and what I hate more than that subject is our teacher with a big fat nose, Ms. Benjamin. You should see her. It'll kill you.
What's worse? Absent ako today and ngayon binalik yung paper. Naka- post daw sa bulletin board yung paper ko for all the world to see. Oh that's just one of the many reasons why I value my friends so much. I love love loooooooove them to bits.
Anyway, I've got loads and loads of ideas for my debut. Dude. Sa dami ng ideas ko, ayokong may ibang tao na makakaisip din nun kasi gusto ko akin lang yun. Ako lang dapat ang may ganun. How's that possible? I don't really know. Kasi hello sa end pa ng October ang party ko and what? Practically 4/5 na ng mga kilala ko ay nag- party na and all that. Ohhh.........
Anyway, later.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
ooh i went to Laguna with my blockmates. it was super fun! we celebrated Cla's 18th and yeah, it was one hell of a trip! and oh my, oh my... Rei Sambo was there! ANYWAY....
Smirnoff-- bestfriend ng lahat ng nalasing.
Head Count: 22
from Cla's high school side: Anna, Wawie, Dara, Pie, Tin, Jason, David and Reifrom her Block: JC, Ken, Jun, Paul, Jill, Kath, Kim, Phyl, Eric, Sonny, Nikko, Alfred and Clerj
swimming- cannon balls, karaoke, Twister, 1- 2- 3 Pass!, food, sleep, laugh and a whole lot more.
THE Birthday Girl. Happy Birthday!!!
the pool
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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Friday, August 24, 2007
LASING.
i finished a bottle of Tequila Rose. not the whole bottle, mga 1/8 or 1/10 lang. you all know i don't drink. ;) i just felt like drinking a glass cause of some non- sense stuff.
LAHAT SILA NAGPAPAPAYAT NA. ako na lang hindi... ='(
si ATE nagg-gym na.
si WAWIE bumalik na uli sa pagb-boxing.
si ______ nagb- belly dance na and aerobics.
ang tanong: Eh si Phyl kaya anong ginagawa?
- NAGLALASING.
Eh si Phyl kaya kelan e-eksena?
- di pwede, LASING.
tapos tapos tapos........ naka- JACKPOT kami ni Mika. as in malupitang JACKPOT!! i can't say what pero ayyy nako. pati si Rhoda naka- JACKPOT. isang daan lang sa isang place aba, napuno ang check list. check list ng mga crush: ALL PRESENT.
anyway, Da Vinci Code na on Sunday sa HBO or is it Star Movies? basta never ko pa kasing napapanood. i read the book twice and grabeng asar talaga ako nung R18 yun. oh well, the long wait is over. haha!!
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Friday, August 24, 2007
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Monday, August 13, 2007
my face is soooo fucked up right now. i'm not getting enough sleep. i can't let my mom do her usual derma stuff on me cause there's no way for me not to be seen with red pricked skin. i'm tired. classes at 6 days a week? my room's at the fourth floor so that's like 60 freaking stair steps (not to mention 4 more per landing). come on.
i wanna wake up on saturday the way i woke up last last (last last last?) saturday.
mom: wake up, wake up! Debenhams is waiting for us!
that was a great day. we got there early and after 3hours, we came home with a lot of stuff. stuff na tinago muna from daddy's sight (haha!). i finally got the Get Happy necklaces inside Rustan's na matagal ko nang gusto!
there once was a girl who loved buying stuff.
when she was a little kid, she loved toys.
when she was 10, she loved chocolates.
when she was 16, she then came across this one poster with two words:
"Topshop- SALE."
she died. the end.
a tragic ending, really. i wish her mom and or dad could do something to change the ending into a happy one. i can only wish.
i miss my high school friends. =(
gusto kong mag- sleepover sa loob ng tent. (flashback: 1st sleepover ko ever, sa bahay nila betbet, sa room niya, natulog kami sa loob ng tent. AWWW.)
---bat siya natalo?? pucha.---
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i feel so spoiled. my dad just gave me a handful of Pilot sign pens, g- tech pens, ball point pens, mechanical pencils, lots of erasers and lots of lead. i texted them last night to buy me the pens but he told me it was too late, san pa daw ba sila makakabili? and that really pissed me off, 7pm pa lang, late na? WTH. when they got back from the party at around past 9, he gave me a small plastic from 7 11 na may 3 pens (na- touch ako kasi umakyat pa siya at pinuntahan pa ako sa room ko at the same time nabadtrip kasi i was asking for the Pilot stuff and now he's handing me a plastic na galing pa sa 7 11??) when i opened it pag- alis niya, aww. Pilot sign pens.
just a minute ago, he handed me a red plastic from National and grabe, ang dami niyang binili. i love my dad. the other night, i texted him na i need the certificate of ownership blah blah blah for the car sticker the next day and yup, morning pa lang it was already on top of the piano. AWW...
fuck PGC. it's doomsday tomorrow!
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Monday, August 13, 2007
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THE Birthday Girl. Happy Birthday!!!
the pool
Jill and I
girl blockmates with the STC crowd-- all smiles!
this is what i call real food! Mik- Mik and Chocnut!!!
sino mas matangkad? yung trash can o so Clerg?
tigasin DAW sila... -_-
Jill!! hahaha!!
boys...
will be....
boys.