what a sad day...
i'm feeling really sad right now. my kuya isn't here. he left kanina at 3am to visit puerto galera with his friends. errr. the sad thing is, hindi ako nakapag- bye. :(( he's out for five days and di ko man lang siya na- hug. i texted him nga in way na hindi masyado sweet (kasi lagi nag- aasaran eh... pero i mss him so much!!! and guilty pa ako na hindi ako nag- bye...) i texted him: "hoi panget, maitim at mataba! di ako nakapag- bye! haha. anyways, bye bye at ingat ka ha! wag kang lumapit sa mga girls dun dhil kawawa naman sila sayo at sabi ni lola no. haha."
i miss him even if he bugs me sometimes. haha. i don't like the feeling na may aalis sa family. :(
one time, first year, pupunta sila mommy at daddy sa Indonesia to watch something and babalik din sila the following day and sobrang umiyak ako. School day pa naman yun and hinatid namin sila sa airport (tapos after airport, schools na..). Iyak ako ng iyak. lam mo yung iyak na sa una pinipigil pa until ang sakit sakit na ng nose ko tas yun, lumabas na lahat ng tears. iyak ako ng iyak and hindi na ako nakapasok sa school. HAHA.
eto naman, summer before second year... pupunta sila mommy at daddy sa Japan kasi Rotary Club Trip for like a week or more and guess what yung ginawa ko?! haha. sabi ko kay mommy dalhin niya yung baby chick na stuff toy ko at kay daddy, pinadala ko yung baby hedgehog ko na stuff toy. ask me why i did that... sabi ko sa kanila "for you to remember me while you're away from us..." cute?! no. sweet?! uhmm... you decide.. gosh, i was turning fourteen back then!
grade one, mommy went to the U.S. for more than a month. sa time na yun, diniscuss sa amin nung CL teacher na "if you miss someone, just take a picture of that person and keep it near your heart and everything goes a lot better..." i followed that. i took a picture of my mom from our album and HAHA, while i was doing that, panira ng moment ang yaya ko!! pumasok sa room. eh medyo umiiyak pa ako nun and so i pretend na natutulog ako and tinago ko yung picture under my pillow. eh napansin yata ng loka, pag alis ko sa room, tinignan!!! tas kinwento kay daddy!! epal!! HAHAHAHAHA!!
anyways, no more fourth year today. :((
i can't understand how some of my batchmates love the feeling na kami na ang rulers ng school. well yes, of course, gusto ko yun. doii. pero i'm missing _______ so much. i can't explain why i do but promise i don't have a ______ on ______. i just feel so incomplete.
CONGRATS to my DIKO for graduating last night. haha. we ate at Italianis near eastwood and our bill was like woah. as in umabot sa five digits. we (my cousins and i) went across the street and played there sa powerstation. we played loads of games until our parents texted us to come back kasi uwian time na. pero no, after that, my kuya, my sister, giovani (vocalist ng higglegy piggledy<--- how to spell?!?!!?) and i sang songs sa karaoke room. we were there until past 11pm. eh dahil nga may classes pa ako and si kuya aalis ng 3am the following day, we left na rin. sayang. haha. fyi, throughout the whole event, i was wearing my spotlight shirt. haha. f na f ba?! hahahaha.
the other day (saturday) was my cousins ate carlyn and istine's graduation dinner. we ate at OUR gourmet steak house.. oh basta sa House of Minis. haha. (joke lang di yun amin, kela mr. disco man yun e... a.k.a. cj potpot or in short, cj. haha) grabe si istine, ilang steak nakain nun?! hahaha. tas si diko, ilang hom iced teas ininom nun?! pati si kuya?! haaaay... hahaha. grabe, dining out with my family is the best. haha. si lola naka ilang salads? sino umubos ng steak ko?! si ate, ano inorder?! haha. kuya, anong "hms iced tea" ka dyan?! hahaha. it was so fun.