Gosh, high school is almost over... In a weeks time, I'm going to march and get my diploma. Let me tell you something about my experiences during the past graduations I've attended to...
Nursery- hindi ako nag- march kasi umiiyak ako.
Prep B, nag- march nga ba? if ever yes, hindi din ako nakapag- march. I'm sure.
Grade six, hindi ako nag- march sa aisle kasi late sila mommy at daddy. Wala akong parent. =( i cried so hard grabe, i was alone sa podium, crying, hinihintay sila dumating. nauna na kasi ako with the driver kasi si DADDY, ayaw bumangon! so nung dumating sila, oh wow, the drama.. umiyak ako lalo, tumatakbo ako towards them and i was telling them na "ako na lang nandito bat naman kayo late?!!" iyak, iyak, iyak and more iyak..... then yung temper ng dad ko tumaas and ang kapal ng mukha niya nung time na yon... pinapatigil ako umiyak and as if naman masto- stop ko right? so wala, umiyak lang ako lalo dahil nakaka- bwiset siya and hindi pa siya tumigil... sabi pa niya: "hindi ka titigil? tara na! umuwi na tayo sa bahay!" and so akala niya titigil ako? NO. ang sabi ko pa "tara! mauuna na ako!" hahaha. oh yes, grade six grad. unforgettable eh. hindi ko na maalala kung ano sinabi or ginawa nila para maging okay na ako pero naalala ko, sumingit na lang ako sa gilid para makapunta sa seat ko. really, what a kupal dad.

Hopefully this grad, hindi na ganon.

after the grad nung grade six, nandon ako sa may kubo, ayoko kausapin si dad and whatever naiinis na nga ako nung time na yon kasi kami na lang ang nandon. lahat ng mga tao umalis na... so mag- isa ako sa kubo outside the gym and sila i don't know kung nasaan biglang pagtalikod ko... aww... bumababa ng ramp sila ate, kuya & diko... may dala silang roses for me... as in isang tao, one pink rose... then pumunta sila sa akin and hinug ako and binigay sa akin yung roses... so then again, i cried.

nakakainis. bwiset. ewan ko. pero gets? errr--

Danger! High Voltage- by Electric Six
--> the Rodrigo Santoro song. why? Remember Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle? yeah, the biker/ surfer guy/ boyfriend ni Phyl? kaso yung namatay? haha. yep, it's Xerxes... i mean, Rodrigo. No wonder why ang gwapo. Shockingly gwapo. Basta danger high voltage, as i remember yung song nung pinapakita siya. oh my gulay nakakamatay. AHHHHHHH!!!

soon to be added videos sa iPod ko: videos of the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show. ooh la la! deym! Adriana Lima! Heidi Klum! Tyra Banks! Phyllis Santos!
AYYY! JOKE. HAHAHA.

WALA, ang gwapo pa rin ni Sean Paul. Ahhhhh!!! ang sobrang weird ko lately.
so, the search for the right ball dress has just begun. show me everything you've got, designers, and let's see if you guys truly deserve the title.
my ideas:
-super old vintage whatever: the type na beaded dress, yung may head thing na may feather, yung may cigarette holder na stick yung mahaba na whatever. gets? imagine that. ang cute. naisip ko lang one time ang cute non.
-skin tone and black lace over na fitted dress- it's hard to carry pero whatever. as if naman makakahanap ako right? it's just an idea.
-hilary swank's dark blue gown nung nakuha niya yung award niya for Million Dollar Baby.
-something very simple na flow- y.
-something Victoria Beckham/ Posh Spice- ish. eveything about her is ultra- fabuloso.
-i still can't get over with the Stepford Wives- ish dresses so there.
-bold prints.

whatever whatever. i'm not gonna follow my list kung meron akong nakitang better. yikes. the last thing na ayaw kong mangyari is may kapareho ako ng dress. mamatay na lang sana ako. HAHA. pano pa kung yung kapareho mo someone like-- _______ (insert a name na super tragic kung pareho kayo ng dress.)