Monday, February 18, 2008
Do you know the feeling when you have a crush on someone and that someone doesn't even know you? The feeling you have when you know that's all there is to it? That every time you see him pass by, you go "Oh my _____" (gosh, God). That whenever he looks at you, your hands turn cold and you start talking in a really dreamy voice? Well, I don't.
Just kidding! Hello, I have this crush right? I see him all the time (not really all the time... just in our friend's parties, around their school, pictures... duh.) and it never crossed my mind that we would actually talk to each other. Lucky for me, I have my friends that are sooo good. We were in the same condo unit and I thought that was gonna be the closest I could ever get to him. I thought wrong. Mind you, I didn't do anything stupid or anything. I just sat there on the living room's sofa while he was there inside the bedroom. We were just introduced to each other and that was it. When they left my friend's unit, I was just happy and my heart was like pounding. Nothing happened until we all got together during the fair.
To make things short, I was right. He was so fun to be with. Seriously, he is. I'm not just saying that because I have this crush on him but oh my gosh, I like his sense of humor. He's good looking, hot, his hairstyle looks so cute on him and he knows how to dress up. He can carry the clothes he's well-- he was wearing Bench, by the way. BENCH. As in hahaha branded shirt, Bench. BUT STILL. It's looks totally fine when he's the one wearing it. The only thing that turns me off about him is that he drinks a lot and he smokes. Come to think of it, that's not really a huge turn off since everybody else is doing it. Who doesn't drink and smoke, right? (Well, I don't smoke... Good for me. Haha!)
I just can't stop thinking about him especially now that we're kinda friends now. I hate this. Does he even remember me? I guess not. When we see each other, will he go near me? I guess not. Will he say "Hi!" to me? No. Will he at least acknowledge my presence when I'm in the same room or whatever place with him? Impossible. Oh crap.
I hope this one's just a temporary side effect. I want this to end soon. Craaaaaaaap. I hate this. This is so unlike me. I'm blogging about my crush. My real life- normal guy crush. The reachable crush. Usually I don't do this but ah, why'd you have to be soooo cute? It's impossible to ignore you. HAHA. Amp. Say goodnight and go? Yeah right. Help meeeeee.
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Monday, February 18, 2008
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