phyllis

2008-02-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

Do you know the feeling when you have a crush on someone and that someone doesn't even know you? The feeling you have when you know that's all there is to it? That every time you see him pass by, you go "Oh my _____" (gosh, God). That whenever he looks at you, your hands turn cold and you start talking in a really dreamy voice? Well, I don't.

Just kidding! Hello, I have this crush right? I see him all the time (not really all the time... just in our friend's parties, around their school, pictures... duh.) and it never crossed my mind that we would actually talk to each other. Lucky for me, I have my friends that are sooo good. We were in the same condo unit and I thought that was gonna be the closest I could ever get to him. I thought wrong. Mind you, I didn't do anything stupid or anything. I just sat there on the living room's sofa while he was there inside the bedroom. We were just introduced to each other and that was it. When they left my friend's unit, I was just happy and my heart was like pounding. Nothing happened until we all got together during the fair.

To make things short, I was right. He was so fun to be with. Seriously, he is. I'm not just saying that because I have this crush on him but oh my gosh, I like his sense of humor. He's good looking, hot, his hairstyle looks so cute on him and he knows how to dress up. He can carry the clothes he's well-- he was wearing Bench, by the way. BENCH. As in hahaha branded shirt, Bench. BUT STILL. It's looks totally fine when he's the one wearing it. The only thing that turns me off about him is that he drinks a lot and he smokes. Come to think of it, that's not really a huge turn off since everybody else is doing it. Who doesn't drink and smoke, right? (Well, I don't smoke... Good for me. Haha!)

I just can't stop thinking about him especially now that we're kinda friends now. I hate this. Does he even remember me? I guess not. When we see each other, will he go near me? I guess not. Will he say "Hi!" to me? No. Will he at least acknowledge my presence when I'm in the same room or whatever place with him? Impossible. Oh crap.

I hope this one's just a temporary side effect. I want this to end soon. Craaaaaaaap. I hate this. This is so unlike me. I'm blogging about my crush. My real life- normal guy crush. The reachable crush. Usually I don't do this but ah, why'd you have to be soooo cute? It's impossible to ignore you. HAHA. Amp. Say goodnight and go? Yeah right. Help meeeeee.

Hey, Blog. It's been a while...

2008-02-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

Hey, Blog. It's been a while... I missed you! Not really.

First thing's first, I got a zero in Math today. Great. I hate Math and what I hate more than that subject is our teacher with a big fat nose, Ms. Benjamin. You should see her. It'll kill you.
What's worse? Absent ako today and ngayon binalik yung paper. Naka- post daw sa bulletin board yung paper ko for all the world to see. Oh that's just one of the many reasons why I value my friends so much. I love love loooooooove them to bits.

Anyway, I've got loads and loads of ideas for my debut. Dude. Sa dami ng ideas ko, ayokong may ibang tao na makakaisip din nun kasi gusto ko akin lang yun. Ako lang dapat ang may ganun. How's that possible? I don't really know. Kasi hello sa end pa ng October ang party ko and what? Practically 4/5 na ng mga kilala ko ay nag- party na and all that. Ohhh.........

Anyway, later.

2007-09-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

ooh i went to Laguna with my blockmates. it was super fun! we celebrated Cla's 18th and yeah, it was one hell of a trip! and oh my, oh my... Rei Sambo was there! ANYWAY....

Smirnoff-- bestfriend ng lahat ng nalasing.

Head Count: 22
from Cla's high school side: Anna, Wawie, Dara, Pie, Tin, Jason, David and Rei

from her Block: JC, Ken, Jun, Paul, Jill, Kath, Kim, Phyl, Eric, Sonny, Nikko, Alfred and Clerj

swimming- cannon balls, karaoke, Twister, 1- 2- 3 Pass!, food, sleep, laugh and a whole lot more.

THE Birthday Girl. Happy Birthday!!!

the pool

Jill and I

girl blockmates with the STC crowd-- all smiles!

this is what i call real food! Mik- Mik and Chocnut!!!

sino mas matangkad? yung trash can o so Clerg?

tigasin DAW sila... -_-

Jill!! hahaha!!boys...

will be....

boys.

okay, i'm still waiting for Cla to upload the pictures from her cam so i could post it on my site, too. i got the pictures here from Kim and Jill. it was just an overnight thing but it sure was fun! HAHAHA!

2007-08-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

LASING.

i finished a bottle of Tequila Rose. not the whole bottle, mga 1/8 or 1/10 lang. you all know i don't drink. ;) i just felt like drinking a glass cause of some non- sense stuff.

LAHAT SILA NAGPAPAPAYAT NA. ako na lang hindi... ='(
si ATE nagg-gym na.
si WAWIE bumalik na uli sa pagb-boxing.
si ______ nagb- belly dance na and aerobics.
ang tanong: Eh si Phyl kaya anong ginagawa?
- NAGLALASING.
Eh si Phyl kaya kelan e-eksena?
- di pwede, LASING.

tapos tapos tapos........ naka- JACKPOT kami ni Mika. as in malupitang JACKPOT!! i can't say what pero ayyy nako. pati si Rhoda naka- JACKPOT. isang daan lang sa isang place aba, napuno ang check list. check list ng mga crush: ALL PRESENT.

anyway, Da Vinci Code na on Sunday sa HBO or is it Star Movies? basta never ko pa kasing napapanood. i read the book twice and grabeng asar talaga ako nung R18 yun. oh well, the long wait is over. haha!!

2007-08-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

my face is soooo fucked up right now. i'm not getting enough sleep. i can't let my mom do her usual derma stuff on me cause there's no way for me not to be seen with red pricked skin. i'm tired. classes at 6 days a week? my room's at the fourth floor so that's like 60 freaking stair steps (not to mention 4 more per landing). come on.

i wanna wake up on saturday the way i woke up last last (last last last?) saturday.
mom: wake up, wake up! Debenhams is waiting for us!
that was a great day. we got there early and after 3hours, we came home with a lot of stuff. stuff na tinago muna from daddy's sight (haha!). i finally got the Get Happy necklaces inside Rustan's na matagal ko nang gusto!

there once was a girl who loved buying stuff.
when she was a little kid, she loved toys.
when she was 10, she loved chocolates.
when she was 16, she then came across this one poster with two words:
"Topshop- SALE."
she died. the end.

a tragic ending, really. i wish her mom and or dad could do something to change the ending into a happy one. i can only wish.

i miss my high school friends. =(
gusto kong mag- sleepover sa loob ng tent. (flashback: 1st sleepover ko ever, sa bahay nila betbet, sa room niya, natulog kami sa loob ng tent. AWWW.)

---bat siya natalo?? pucha.---

edit*

i feel so spoiled. my dad just gave me a handful of Pilot sign pens, g- tech pens, ball point pens, mechanical pencils, lots of erasers and lots of lead. i texted them last night to buy me the pens but he told me it was too late, san pa daw ba sila makakabili? and that really pissed me off, 7pm pa lang, late na? WTH. when they got back from the party at around past 9, he gave me a small plastic from 7 11 na may 3 pens (na- touch ako kasi umakyat pa siya at pinuntahan pa ako sa room ko at the same time nabadtrip kasi i was asking for the Pilot stuff and now he's handing me a plastic na galing pa sa 7 11??) when i opened it pag- alis niya, aww. Pilot sign pens.
just a minute ago, he handed me a red plastic from National and grabe, ang dami niyang binili. i love my dad. the other night, i texted him na i need the certificate of ownership blah blah blah for the car sticker the next day and yup, morning pa lang it was already on top of the piano. AWW...

fuck PGC. it's doomsday tomorrow!

2007-08-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

so yeah, i finished Harry Potter and oh my God, it was soooooooooo nice. i cried. i was feeling really depressed that i even sent mika a really really weird message and it goes something like:

"i'm crying right now. i just finished Harry Potter like minutes ago and again, i feel as if my life's over. oh my God, it was so beautiful. i just can't imagine my life without it. it's all over now. fuck the drama but i can't help it. oh damn, cheer me up please? nothing could ever level up to how great that book is. again, i'm stuck in the wizarding world. excuse me if i might- (and sure of it) talk about Harry Potter in our normal daily conversations but oh my God, it's just too hard for me to control it and stop. WAAAAAAAAAAA. and the worst of it all: PUTANGINA NI GINNY. and i might consider naming my son Severus after reading the 7th book (or at least nick naming...) hahaha! i love it. i want more harry potter books. i don't want it to end. kahit na ba fan fic yon ni *toot* at puro sex lang nandon, okay lang. that's how desperate i am. GoodGod, help me. make me normal. i want *toot* or *toot* or *toot* or... Michael Jackson. haha! yeah, that's just what i need... or hit me with a memory charm. oh no, it's starting! haha! okay, nothing more to say."

i finished it in 5 long days. i could've read it in a day or two kung walang ginagawa or kung hindi ko binabasa word per word.

the simpsons movie was soooooo nice. awww. i watched it twice. first time after watching the dlsu- admu game and then second was this afternoon. i saw Dom B and Patty B in Gateway-- what a coincidence. Frances was there, too-- pero planado na yon.

what else? a lot's been happening. it's not much of a big deal but yeah-- it's fun. i like my blockmates, they're okay. we've been going out a lot and it's kinda hard when you're out and you're missing all the fun. i'm in a different mood right now cause they've all got their own "inspirations" and i don't.

last friday, nag- recollection kami sa medicine building auditorium. sa pinaka taas yun na floor at dun katapat nung door papasok sa auditorium yung door papasok sa mga lab...
girl: Professor, saan po yung cr?
prof: oh it's just down the hall...
...so hinanap nung girl at aba, putanginang malas niya, maling pinto napasukan niya. ano nakita niya? oh shit, a rotten cadaver. happy recollection na lang! hahaha.

okay, so kinwento ko yun sa mommy ko and she was recalling how her guy friends before used to bring home human body parts for study. na yung isang guy nga daw minulto. oh me, oh my. and to pass daw the med test dapat 10 daw yung napa- anak mo. etc. yikes.

i hope he wins! =)

omg i'm changing!!

2007-07-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

oh my God, i'm changing!!

mom: rest ka pa rin tomorrow, okay?
me: ha?! ayoko... papasok na ko!
mom: eh baka mabinat ka e...
me: 4 hours lang naman e... sige na please?
mom: whole day ka na ba walang sakit?
me: kinda... basta, titignan ko tomorrow.. okay?
mom: sige. pero kung ako sayo, hindi muna ako papasok.

oh my goodness. goodGod. that's soooooooo unlike me. when i was in Holy, i'd be acting all sick and shit but now i'm like this?? this is sooo weird. i want the old Phyl back!

oh yeah, i got sick. yesterday, my temperature reached an alarming 40! i woke up last Sunday feeling all cold and blah... the next thing i knew was that my temp was 39. 3... then i barfed at my kuya and diko's carpet! HAHAHAHA. sucks for them. i'm back to their room again and i sleep on the airbed. what a life. back to my barfing incident, i was feeling dizzy and when i got up, it was too late. i was inches away from the bathroom but no-- my stupid mouth can't hold it in. so there. i was too weak to shout "yaya, nasuka ako sa carpet nila kuya!!!" so when they came home i was warning my diko not to enter their dressing room eh hindi nakinig si gago. he entered and screamed. i laughed. "hindi mo pa pinapalinis kay yaya?" "hindi ako makasigaw e."

okay eto funny. nasa 7 11 kami ng mga ka- close kong blockmates kasi walang prof. habang nakapila kami sa cashier, biglang play ng kanta ni Mandy Moore na Crush. ewan ko pero lahat kumanta. even the boys were singing! then i shouted "ano to? highschool musical??! yuck ha, ang jologs!" hahahaha. then everyone came to their senses, tumawa at tumigil na. funny.

onga pala, yung 1800++ songs na meron ako sa iPod ko naging 280+ na lang. dahil sa punyetang ewan ko ba, basta nabura lahat. tangina 30 lang natira so yung 250+ songs, dinownload ko pa lahat. kasi yung iTunes library namin nabura lahat ng files dahil sa virus ng usb ni maan. one word: malas.

2007-07-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

on a sophie ellis bextor phase right now. i'm in love with her songs.

i was having an argument with my yaya a while ago and i just realized how ready i am to let her go. i don't need her anymore. she's getting old and she complains a lot. if i could just tell it straight to her face, i would. she's been talking a lot and it's so irritating.

yesterday was the UAAP opening. i got 6 Patron tickets and gave them away (not for free, of course!) to my blockmates. since we got there at 1:30, we just sat on the Upper A side. i got the tickets from Frances. thank you thank you and i'm sorry sorry super sorry! wawie, cla and i bought friendship slippers yesterday. we trio got copper/ gold strapped havaianas-- i'm lovin' it.

The Order of the Phoenix is just 3 days away... oh my God!! i still don't know where i'm gonna watch it. everyone's telling me to watch it on IMAX but i don't have tickets!!! oh well, i can manage, my classes end at 11am, i have time.

we watched the GK movie last night and they got the good angle of our house. i don't really like the look of our house but yeah okay, they got the good side. the guy on the film as in the "kuya" guy looks a lot better off cam. ang jologs niya dun pero nung nandito siya, pwede na. HAHA.

2007-07-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

kupal. like okay sobrang kupal. dad. uhhh. kupal.

eh kasi gusto ko nga nung lash extensions tapos sabi niya aral na lang daw muna isipin ko. wag daw puro kaartehan. wtf.

maarte? maarte?? he should notice na hindi ako nagkakahit anong make up. or never pa akong nagka boyfriend. or nasusuka ako everytime na naririnig ko yung word na: boyfriend. na ang pinaka crush ko ay si Michael Jackson. na tumatakbo pa ko't nagtatago sa tarpaulin kapag nakikita ko crush ko. na.......................... and many more.

i'm soooo not maarte.
yun nga lang gusto ko e! and hindi man lang nga ako yung nagsabi na gusto ko ng ganon e! tinanong ako ng mom ko kung gusto ko kasi siya meron tas sabi ko lang "why not?"
errr kupal. i'm sooooooooooo not gonna talk to him (at least for the rest of the night). malas ko na siya naghahatid sa akin every morning. errrr. sana bukas driver uli. kaso kapag driver kailangan kong umuwi kagad. no time to bond!!! as in kain with blockmates then alis. hindi pa ako nakapag- bye sa lahat kanina.

i'm starting to not like my class that much anymore. maybe it's because of....... so okay, mali e. mali. bat naman siya pa? yosi boi e. drinker pa. okay, i need to stop. hindi niyo gets. i know hindi talaga. and let's keep it that way.

oh well... ladidadidah...
they're playing Love Today on tv. awwwwww.
you say what what in the butt <----watch it. it's really------- scary.

oh yeah, to someone who cares... Happy 4th of July! =)

2007-06-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

i love my block mates, really i do.
i love them, love them, love them BUT there's just this one guy i want to kill.
he's just sooo ugly and rude. i hate his stinkin' guts. he makes me vomit. he's the scum between my toes.

we had fun playing logical games... ang ingay namin sa Cerealicious and what's weird is hindi yun yung UST branch, Taft branch pa iyon. met up with bullet, rhoda and jed again. i gained 3 new friends cause bullet made us meet 3 of her block mates... we ate sisig at GP...

it was just kim, ken, julia, jc, jun and i... maan followed and when she got there, we left shortly after. it was fun, we had loads of good laughs! no S.Ex this time!

i'm bored. that's it.

2007-06-17T10:40:00.000+08:00

So it's been 4 days. 4 fun days. hindi ko inakalang magiging fun sa UST. UST. UST. i mean, i HATE the school, crowd and uniforms there. the place is nice-- and a few days ago, yun lang ang naiisip kong positive about UST. now i have lots of new found friends! pero i know my nff's can never replace the friends i have in high school.

last friday, i went to LaSalle to meet up with Rhoda, Bullet and Nikki. i was accompanied by one of my new friends, Wawie. weird name-- she's a she. haha! wawie and i went to SEX first and from there we met up with Rhoda. we hanged out with Jed, Leng at Greenplace-- it was fun. beer at 3 in the afternoon. along the streets we saw and chatted with lots of people-- Alvin, Rei, CJ, Anton and i saw Odi on our way home.

McDo-- coke float. Rhoda-- caramel sundae. Bullet- McFlurry. we waited for Nikki to finish up her class so we could all go home. i left Wawie with Jed kasi close na sila-- still at Greenplace. si Rhoda bumalik na sa condo tapos kami na nila Bullet at Nikki ang magkakasama... habang nasa train, super laugh trip. may kid na super taba na uupuan na dapat si Bullet. nakaupo kami sa floor, mind you. indian sit, itech. Nikki got off at Quezon Ave. Bullet and i sa TriNoMa.

**yesterday**
we were 8. 3 boys and 5 girls. wawie, cla, jc, june, ken and 2 othere girls-- i forgot their names!!!! we went straight to TriNoMa after classes-- medyo siksikan sa van ko at habang nasa van, nakinig kami ng super old songs na paang EMO moments. whatever, jologs but it was fun! we watched Fantastic 4. after that we went straight to my house and watched Turistas.

btw, sabi nila ako daw yung pinaka-swerte sa classroom kasi seatmates ko daw yung 2 gwapo sa class. hindi ko feel. haha. maybe for them gwapo for me-- normal.

akin si Brad Pitt at George Clooney. haha!

2007-06-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

i got there at past 7am... i went straight to the Main Building to get my registration form and fuck, 8am pa ang opening. eh pucha no idea ako kung ano room number ko. so fuck pag dating ko sa building namin ni mika, hinatid ko siya sa 4th floor hoping na may mga pangalan sa labas ng mga rooms-- WALA.

bumaba ako sa 1st floor and hinahanap ko yung uniforms area to kill the time... nakita ko yung guard at sinabi niyang 9am pa yuung opening tapos tinanong ko kung possible bang malaman room number ko and sabi niya pumunta daw ako sa 4th floor at pumunta sa office... pag akyat ko sa 4th floor sa office thing sabi nung babae, akyat daw ako sa 5th floor at yung unang door sa right, hanapin ko daw ang certain someone na Sir Joel...
pag-pasok ko sa loob, siya nakagad ang nandon at aba... hot siya. bwahahahahaha. well, hindi ko masyado nakita mukha niya kasi nakaupo lang ako at matangkad siya pero ewan, first impression eh.

when i entered my room, sakto na nagsea- seating arrangements na at saktong nasa SANTOS na...
prof: Santos is absent right?
ako: nope, present!
so nasa may door pa lang ako and syempre grand entrance, nakatingin sa akin lahat. bad trip. eto yun e, pati ba naman dito sa aisle pa rin ako nakaupo?????! puta e. putaputaputa. harap at likod ko girls so swerte... nasa left ko guy. okay lang, mabait naman siya at hindi siya yung type na sasabihin ko to sa utak ko: "pakshet ng katabi ko." hahaha. he's nice and i lent him my pen kasi wala pa siyang dala.

it's different kapag may bakla sa class, mas fun. sobra grabe. he was wearing a yellow shirt and the teacher called him to recite..
teacher: why is blahblahblah... the man in yellow, stand up please....
"man" in yellow: miss, i think blahblah... (in the gay- est tone possible)
teacher: "MAN" in yellow?
---- sabay umupo siya and we all laughed... okay... if you were there, you would've laughed, too! hahaha!

unang napansin kong POGI ay yung classmate kong naka- red. as in kakapansin ko pa lang na gwapo siya sabay yung prof nagtanong... "sino dito mga non- Catholic?" eh syempre tumayo siya...
prof: what is your religion?
pogi in red: sir, Buddhist po.
---- eh Buddhist nga naman. hahaha.

UST's not that bad... okay naman yung mga tao and wow ang swerte ko!! up to july5 pwedeng hindi naka- uniform!!! haha!

there's this game... we did this before nung interaction... may mga questions tapos magsi- sign yung taong magfifit sa description na yon...

-size 7 and above ang paa
-25 ang waistline
-from the province
-may mole sa face
-18 years old
-N yung start ng surname

guy: hey, uhmm is your waistline twentyf--
ako: hinde.
HAHAHAHAHA

bakla: hey, sign ka naman sa waistline...
ako: sige, kunyari na lang! hahaha!

may malas na babaeng dumaan sa harap ko...
ako: taga- probinsya ka ba?
malas na dumaan sa harap ko: hinde...
ako: omigosh, sorry!!
--- napabilis ang lakad ng loka. hahahahaha

yun yon e: "taga probinsya ka ba?"

what a ques. subukan lang ng isang taong tanungin ako ng ganun ng hindi siya nagjo- joke and i'll give that person 5 seconds to run.

an ate cousin texted me a while ago... "hey erose, blahblah... text mo lang si kuya jap kapag kailangan mo ng YAYO ha.."
-of course, that was a joke. patok lang na YAYO. hahaha. kuya jap-- pinsan kong malas at inaasar lagi... like one time gabi na tapos maliligo siya eh yung isang bathroom sa villa ng Mimosa yung lights nasa labas nung bathroom yung switch. so, pinapatay namin at sisigaw siya ng "HOY!"

mga ayaw kong nangyari:

-nasa aisle ako
-nagka- sugat ako dahil sa shoes
-ang dami masyado ng tao

**i know something about someone na super shocking lalo na for me. it's... it's... SAD and i'm wishing na hindi totoo yun kasi ang SAD talaga.**

bad thing na naging good thing:

-wala akong registration form at di ko alam room number ko pero in the end, tinulungan ako ng isang POGI.

eh yun lang naman. eto yung mga hinahanap ko...
- yung pinapahanap sa akin ni nikki tan na poging kumausap sa kanya
- yung poging nirereto sa akin nung babaeng graduate ng holy na isa sa mga nag- talk nung reservation ng slots
- ewan ko ba kay mael basta daw yung callalilly someone
- mga pinsan ko

that's it. i'm bored. i'd better start reading now.................................
ulul, fyi hindi librong school- related binabasa ko... Harry Potter 5 para refresher ko sa movie. wahaha

2007-06-09T10:39:00.001+08:00

we're going back to Mimosa... we're leaving DAW at 2pm. so most likely, 5pm yun, i bet.

nakakainis siya sobra, especially now. she knows i have problems in waking up early so why can't she just wake me up? will a little knock on my door kill her? i told her last night na I NEED A HAIRCUT so sasama ako sa Clinic niya (Megamall 10-11am) pero late siya umaalis ng bahay like kanina, 10:20 na nandito pa siya... anyway sa Shang yung salon so ang lapit lapit lang. nakakainis grabe. grabe. grabe.
today lang yung only chance ko kasi sa Monday pa kami uuwi. sa tingin ba niya may matinong salon sa Pampangga?!! hello, WALA. meron lang yata dun yung REYES HAIRCUTTERS-- PUHLEASE. 99 lang yata gupit don e, bwiset. hahaha. okay so kung Monday pa kami babalik, late na kami makakauwi. "orientation" na daw namin sa UST on Tuesday tapos the whole day magbo- bonding sessions lang with Bullet, Jill and the rest of the gang... onga pala, maghahanap din kami ng gift for Baby.

okay, para mawala ang inis ko... iisipin ko na nga lang yung guy na model sa Springfield or yung guy sa Top Man.

what's hot? Guys in skinny ties.
ayyy ewan ko na lang. haha

----------swerte naman namin, hindi namin naabutan ang mga "hidden cameras" ng school. dahil kung meron tapos nandon kami......... patay. haha ;D

EDIT**
it's 2:30 told you hindi totoo yung 2pm thing. God, they're not even here yet.
the boys are being the usual boys they are. weird someone's playing with the piano and they're singing: "So Sick" oh come on, guys. kanina it was worse than the So Sick one... "Thousand Miles" how gay can they be? they're like 10 b.ball players singing with the blendings. they make me laugh... makes me remember an old Even Stevens episode... the one when the boys were spying on the girls' sleepover thing. may hidden camera sa living room and boys paid for the viewing of "The Secret World of Girls" but in my case, it's The Secret World of Boys.

2007-06-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

in Shang kanina
mom: ano, is mika coming?
phyl: nope. but i'll meet up with nikki
mom: okay, where?
phyl: sa station?
mom: anong sation?
phyl: train! kung saan man yun
mom: san kayo pupunta?
phyl: sa lasalle
mom: sa taft?
phyl: ehh..... yupyup
mom: ayyy nako mag-isa ka lang??!
phyl: no, nikki will meet up with me
mom: anak, kaya mo ba?
phyl: of course!
mom: ang tapang mo naman, baby girl kita e!!
phyl: eh ma, pano ako matututo? (medyo teary- eyed na.. HAHAHA)
mom: osige na nga. mag- ingat ka ha
phyl: i will!
mom: sige, God bless you! (sabay hawak sa noo ko gumawa ng sign of the Cross)

ampucha.
never ko na uulitin na mag- isa ako. killer, dude. i can feel the pain nila nikki at bullet na sa bawat araw na ginawa ng Diyos na may pasok ay ganun buhay nila.

so okay wala naman like big deal na nangyari sakin nung mag- isa akong nagpunta ng DLSU. and of course, palusot lang yung imi- meet ako ni nikki sa station. ang gagang yun, tumawid pa ko mag- isa papunta sa gate nilang malapit sa McDo. jusmio, kebarbaridad!!!!

so ang dami kong nakitang tao that's why today is a very unfortunate day for me.
-naka- dress na pang- bata kasi si mommy sabi sakin.
-ang gulo ng buhok ko (as usual) dahil hindi nanaman ako nag-suklay.
-nag- feeling sanay sa loob ng train.
-tinignan ang ka- text ng poging nakaupo sa train.
-tama ang hinala na wala naman talagang iPod yung mamang naka- earphones... malas na lang niya nakita ko pa. tinawanan ko tuloy.
-tinitigan ng masama yung mama na feeling pinarinig pa sa lahat ng tao ang ringtone niyang "Me & U" ehhh duh, that's like old na. parang kami ni Rhoda tinginan then tawa. hahaha

it was an adventure na medyo wala pa kong plano gawin uli ng mag- isa.
Tuesday, i'll be there.

2007-06-06T17:35:00.018+08:00

Phyllis Santos in: Patikim ng Sitaw

so i tried eating Sitaw yesterday and tangina ang pangit talaga e. nasa loob kami ng Sinangag Express (SEX) and no choice kailangan ko kumain ng SITAW (wtf, right?) dahil sabi ko masarap and i lied!!! hindi ko alam kung saan galing yung sitaw puta naka- plastic pa eh. ewan ko naman kung saang KARINDERYA yun nakuha jusko naman.

someone: kumain ka ng gulay
ako: ayoko nga
someone: hindi ka kakain? papamigay namin si Snowie (yung aso kong panget)
ako: wag!! kumakain naman ako a! ang sarap nga ng SITAW e
someone: ulul, sitaw? ikaw? sige ha bibili tayo
ako: sure! (knowing na sa SEX kami kakain at hello maliit ang chance na may gulay don)

while we were inside waiting for the food, lumabas si kuya... kumuha ako ng water at tissue sa may counter... pagbalik ko may plastic ng SITAW. shet, patay. langya langya langya.

someone: o yan, kainin mo nga...
ako: eh duh wag ngayon, kaka- adjust lang ng braces ko, maawa ka!
someone: eh pano yung order mo? cancel na lang?
ako: no! when i bite sa side naman it doesn't hurt
someone: then "bite sa side"

walangya. i ate 2 cuts na mga 3 inches long. the horror. gaddamit.

so bakit ba kami nasa Taft? wala lang. nagpunta kasi kaming 4 (siblings) sa dentist and si ate may class ng 2:40 sa Benilde so dun na lang kami kumain. nakayuko ako the whole time i was there but i did saw nixie. nixie nga ba? hala, i don't know. i forgot.

tomorrow i think i'm going back there again dahil kay nikki tan and i'm going with mika. then tuesday again for bullet and i'm going with mael, mika and hopefully detdet and betbet. =)

----my God, have you seen L. Lohan's body in a bikini lately? i saw her's on a US tabloid we have here and hindi siya hot. hahaha. Cameron's body is not so din. Pink's body? uhmm... Vanessa Minnillo's errr. basta Drew Barrymore, Jessica Alba and Christina Ricci the best! [click this.]

2007-06-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna take off my braids yet.
i'm still searching for the right time. the right moment. a special event.
but i know i have to. it kills me whenever i'm inside the church and i can't take off my "hat" is that what you call it? it's like a bonet only it's made out of something else... it's a skull cap. there.

my gosh, someone died. she's just 24 and she was my cousin's ex. ang simple nung story... she got inside the car on the passenger's seat with her husband on the driver's seat and she just simply died. weird right?

mga 2 months na akong naaaddict sa Mika songs.
diko: hindi ka ba nagsasawa dyan? ang hilig mo sa mga ganyan... mga bakla!
phyl: hindi ako nagsasawa at HINDI SIYA BAKLA.
hahahahaha

i love my batch mates, super. i was just with some of them last night and awww, i don't know what it is exactly but there's something in them that i'm surely gonna miss. i just wanna go back to high school and experience riding on the new bus the school bought. hahaha!

i was asked "what would you normally ask yourself? as in the basic stuff." and i was like "what DO i normally ask myself?" really, i don't know. but i did answer this: what am i gonna wear?
--- that was it. that's all i can think of. weird.

okay, they're here now and i'm sooo happy! we're complete again!! we're gonna watch Mr. Bean later-- as in whole family. just like before, yey!
i got new stuff from my ate and it's not like i don't like the stuff she gave me but it's just that i was expecting a whole lot more. i like the things she got for mom especially that darling Michael Kors bag which was totally nice and BIG... i told my mom that i'm gonna borrow it for school one time and she was like "sa UST? you're joking right?" and i was like "uhhh.. yeah.. of course i was! haha!" but really, i was serious. dead serious. the only bag i got this time was a very ugly mukhang pangkatulong Coach bag. it's ugly, i swear. i would pay more for the paper bag than that ugly ugly hand bag. i'm telling you, pangkatulong. my yaya has one like that-- hindi Coach pero you get the picture.

okay, i'd better go now... i still have to take off my braids, remember?
so long, farewell, my beloved braids. i had a great week with you and it's been an honor serving you. i love you and i'm proud of you. good job, mate!

2007-05-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

okay pwede ba? sukahan ko siya e...
"second monthsary namin ni..."
awww with the matching hearts beating and cupids everywhere. cut the crap, please?
i'd be like Bette Midler in Stepford Wives: "why not place the Acorn on my vibrator and have a really Merry Christmas?!"
uhhh-- pathetic. just shoot me. shoot me now.
i wanna puke and gag at the same time.

the nerve to post it in multiply for everyone else to see!
(barf sound.... barf sound.... barf sound....)

let's skip that part--.

frances: gusto mo sumama sa amin bukas sa Celeb? mag- Tennis kami...
phyl: ano kamo? Tennis? kayo na lang, kakain na lang ako. hahaha!
frances: swimming, baka gusto niyo?
phyl: ano kamo? Swimming? kayo na lang, kakain na lang ako. better yet, magpapa- spa, manicure, pedicure na lang ako.

sports? ehh, i'd rather not. swimming? utang na loob. please lang. magsasayaw na lang ako. HAHAHA.

ruined picture

2007-05-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

may dumaan na group of girls in mini skirts, boots and fishnets...
gay person: ano yun? child prostitute?

okay, it sounds a lot funnier when you know who they were... basta that was during the 3rd year school fair, i think. hahahahaha!! oh the memories. shit college na talaga ako? yikes. tangina eh no? hahaha.

so what's up? grabe ang boring sobra. it's raining and i can't breathe. pweh.
so last night, i was uploading the Bora pictures i had and fuck, i accidentally deleted the original copy of the picture i took na i think is the best one. punyeta.

the first picture is supposed to be the real thing, glad i uploaded it on Friendster before the unfortunate incident, tae. the black and white one is the edited one, of course and dahil dyan i accidentally deleted the original colored one. now the colored one looks crappy ang pangit ng pixels dahil sa putrang Friendster but oh well, at least.

sad. it's so pretty!! :((
so paano naman kaya ako makakakuha pa ng another picture like that? pupunta akong Bora at magpa- parasail uli? what about the sky? it's just sooo nice. i love it, really i do. ang tanga tanga ko naman kasi bat ko nadelete?!!?!? gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

friday morning. they're arriving on friday morning. my sister, my kuya and yeah my new stuffs (whatever kung ano man yon) hahaha.
yesterday i was watching Cinema One and OII showing ang All About Love. eh syempre duh, pinanood ko. eto mga pucha the best lines:
"My friends in Manila call me Mitch.."

"Hindi lang isa, baka isang libo o higit pa..!"

"Oo, Dhonabelle with an H, taas noo!"

"I'll be like the libag you can't remove!"

oh yes, sige lang. grabe so ang Miss Universe ay si Miss Japan. she's really pretty pero mas maganda pa rin yung Miss Japan last year... the Miss Philippines girl is really pretty! Miss USA super cute nung naka- Elvis outfit siya. Miss Korea's my favorite. 'nuff said. tapos, i know na since the first episode of Search For The Next Pussycat Doll na si Asia mananalo pero why?! WHY?! she's butt ugly. i want Chelsea pero sige si Melissa na lang pero ahhhh-- Asia!?! and sa ANTM, bakit si Danielle?! Joanie!! Joanie!! i like her so much. siya or si Jade-- haha. sa Project Runway, i like Michael so much. hindi dahil sa name niya na oh my gosh pero basta he's really a great designer! diba? dunno yet kung sino mananalo e...

i'm repeating Desperate Housewives. from start to finish. Andrew. John. Andrew. John. hottt.

more Ungpakorn

2007-05-28T00:38:00.016+08:00

Dr. Ungpakorn has become an inside joke... whenever we're going somewhere we always joke about him that he might be there, too. tawa ng tawa si diko nung narinig niya ang surname niya... i mean yeah-- "Ungpakorn" nga naman... hahaha! then while we were laughing my mom was like, "hey, don't laugh at his name-- i heard he's rich in Thailand" and we were like, "ah really?! Ungpakorn... hahahahahaha!!!" (pero on the inside i was like... shet ang gwapo niya talaga, shet. hahaha!) when we got off from the car, walking papunta sa Tender Bob's for dinner, si Diko may naalala... mayaman nga daw siguro talaga si Thai Speaker, why? do you remember Prince ChulalongKORN? bwahahaha. may KORN lang, mayaman na. ampff. pero it makes sense to me!

my mom's thinking of inviting him over for dinner here at our place... parang ako, "what for?" then she replied, "wala lang, he's nice and his talk was great. maganda yung may mga contacts tayo na ganyan..." and deep inside sumisigaw na ako ng.... "wuhooo, wuhooo, wuhooo... (with the matching dance moves)" hahaha.

my mom forgot his first name but she remembers his nickname and boy, mas malupet pa sa surname niyang "Ungpakorn", mind you. it's... it's... Pepe.

idadagdag ko na sa listahan ko ng friends or people with weird names:
1. Kiki
2. Tete
3. Do/ Dodo
4. Mane- thanks to Do and Irish, may double meaning pala ang word na "mane" (mane as in peanut, ha... not Mane as in Mane N Tail, haha)
5. Pepe*

okay it's nearly 1 in the morning-- i can't sleep. i miss my cousins!! =(( i really really really had fun with them sleeping over here! pero i'm having this weird feeling about this cousin... text ng text eh nawiweirdan na ako dahil parang hindi na normal... oh well, it's nothing, i guess. pero just to make sure, i won't reply na lang... they were here from last Sunday to Thursday!! waaaaaaaaaa! nung Tuesday night, 6am na kami natulog dahil nag- movie marathon pa kami! so Wednesday na ng umaga yun and i took the chance na mang- bwiset ng mga taga DLSU dahil first day of classes na nila nun. hahaha. ilang mura inabot ko at ilang "weh whatever phyl, matulog ka na nga lang uli!" ang nireply sa akin! hahahaha. fun.

we're just a few days away from Memorial Day!!! yeah, i told my sister to buy me lots of stuff. you know what happens during Memorial Day-- todo sale!!! lahat sale!!! joke. pakshet Cole Haan isang malaking sign nakalagay: SALE!!! tapos sa baba may maliit na.... 5% OFF ON ALL ITEMS. wow. i'm sorry.

i have a henna nga pala, of course! dapat joke time papagawa ko eh... you know the Lacoste logo? yeah, the crocodile one? yup, i want one na as small as the ones on the shirt on my upper left front. gets? as in kung saan sa shirt, doon din yung henna. ewan ang patok, tawang tawa ako sa idea pero wala, ang hassle. kawawa naman yung gagawa if ever gagawin niya. haha!

(while looking at the henna designs...)
phyl: manong, meron po ba kayong kahit anong Michael Jackson na henna?
manong henna: wala e... Michael Jordan lang meron...

amp. (-_-) amp. (-_-) amp. (-_-) amp. (-_-) amp. (-_-)

2007-05-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

i'm back from Boracay. i was just 12 the last time i went there and God, i was so weird, naglalakad ako sa Bora ng naka- robe. freak of nature, no wonder hindi kami close nila ate at kuya before. napaka loser ko naman kasi no.

during my trip, gumagawa ako ng mga short notes habang nagtra- travel...
Day 1:
Shit ang corny ng mga matatanda... i can't imagine myself old, sharing corny jokes with other old people... they're talking about derma stuff- oh damn. fuck it. but wait, i'm seated beside the Thai Dermatologist Speaker-- Dr. Ungpakorn (WTF, right!?) and oh, he's kinda hot, i swear.
Day 1 1/2:
Shari, Do and I tried the Strawberry flavored Shisha in Cocomangas a while ago around past 11pm... it was okay, sorta. not really something i'm gonna crave for but it was not bad. i'm not a smoker so okay, i can't really puff the smoke in a normal way. haha! nakakaubo at first, badtrip!
Day 2:
So may crush akong doktor. hahaha! nag- banana boat kami kanina nila Shari, Do, mom and sister ni Shari!! okay, now it's the PACCD Luau thing-- eh syempre naman naka- vintage Donald Duck shirt siya (the Doctor i was telling you about..) ngayon,. with his glasses and the hair! oh the hair!! eh pwede na! ahahaha! so what if he's old? is he really old? hindi mukha e!! super hindi mukha and great, i don't have a picture!
Day 3:
So okay, maybe he's old. i have a tita na naging teacher daw niya in Thailand si Dr. Ungpakorn and you know how old my tita is? she's 35. so i'm guessing he's 40 now. i think he's gay. he looks gay and he moves in a gay way. still single at age 40? makes you wonder, huh?... gay or not gay, he's still hot. and cute. and gosh, he's leaving today!! his flight is at 5pm!! it's 12nn now!!! oh what a tragic day.
Day 3 1/2:
pucha. i saw him!! we said hi to each other!! nyahahahaa!! parang ako pag- alis niya nung malayo layo na, "Do! Do! siya yun e!! waaaa!" eh shet talaga bakla yata. pokra naka pink na ewan basta uhh-- colorful! my gosh, nakita ko pa siya bago siya umalis!! now, we're going parasailing! yeah!
Day 4 (kaninang morning):
medyo uwing uwi na ako. ooh we tried the Apple Shisha naman last night at Summer's waaaa, i forgot the name. we ordered Pina Coladas and wow, may fireworks pa right on top of the place we're staying. Doctor Ungpakorn is long gone... sad sad sad.

Right Now as in Right Now:

okay so diba sinundo na kami sa airport? we went straight to The Fort, kumain sa Sakae Sushi and after that, bumili kami ng Krispy Kreme and fuck, guess what!?!? nandun si Doctor Ungpakorn! eh pucha!! TADHANA e! LOL. as in seryosong nandon, nakaupo... parang ako "Ma look, it's the Thai Speaker!" (eh syempre hindi niya alam na crush ko no)
pero medyo malayo meaning mga 10 steps away na kami from him so naglakad na kami papuntang Cupcakes by Sonja. the best kasi yung Vanilla Sunshine, Peppermint, PB & J cupcakes nila e! hahaha... so nung paalis na kami, WOW pucha nandon siya!! right outside!! and so of course my mom, said hi and yeah we said hi din! eh shet pucha ang gwapo talaga. nung nakaupo pa lang siya sa Krispy Kreme hindi ako makapaniwala na siya yun pero my gosh, medyo memorized ko na ichura niya at porma niya so...... oh basta yon. hahaha. what a day.

2007-05-22T10:42:00.016+08:00

the performance of Halili Cruz was great! so great that my mom wanted me to enroll there:

(this was after their performance)

mom: erose, you want to join? ie- enroll kita...
erose: no.
mom: sige na o, ang gagaling nila o ayaw mo?
erose: ayoko. bayaran mo muna ako ng one million.
mom: pag- isipan mo, i'll enroll you next year...
erose: ma, taon yung kailangan para maging ganyan ako kagaling... plus, hindi ako matatagpuang bangkay ng nakasuot ng ganyan (ya know, ballet outfits).

so 4 of my cousins are sleeping over here. since sunday until tomorrow.. it's fun, we've been goin out a lot.. we've been staying up late at night... reminiscing the past... we used to go inside this tv box, switch off the lights on my parent's bedroom and scare the shit out of us while we're inside the box... my Diko was in grade 7 back then... Chris and i was in 5th grade, Nico in 3rd and Shane in grade 1... imagine lahat kami naso loob ng isang box sa loob ng isang room na super dilim... super siksikan sa box...
yesterday i met up with Betbet, Bullet, Joshua and Rene in Greenhills (with my cousins)...
went around Fully Booked, then we bought the movie tickets then Timezone... after that we watched Whisper/ Whisperer? whatever basta the scary film. Joshua said it was boring, i think kung walang sound effects corny, cousins ko super takot na takot, sila Betbet hindi nakatingin... Rene left early, around 4? so he wasn't with us when we were watching...

we went to Celeb after and nagswimming sila... kami ni Nico nasa poolside, nag- aasaran habang nanonood ng Michael Jackson videos ko sa iPod...

Nico: ang panget ni Michael Jackson!
erose: gwapo gwapo kaya!
nico: ang panget! pano mo ba siya nagustuhan?
erose: eh magaling kaya siya sobra, walang papalit sa kanya.. pogi o!
nico: ang panget, bakla pa!
erose: Nico, alam mo kung sino panget...?
nico: sino?
erose: isipin mo...
nico: si Britney, calbo?
erose: hinde, gago. isipin mo.. isipin mo ng mabuti
nico: si ate Chris?
erose: ang sama mo susumbong kita mamaya.. hinde!
nico: eh sino ba?
erose: ikaw

Later Eastwood past 4pm for Shrek3... Same people uli pero si Rene 4 uli aalis so ewan.. haha! ampff mga cousins ko gusto mag- ice skating-- shet.

cousin: erose, ice skating tayo habang nagcli- clinic mom mo...
erose: ha? kayo na lang, manonood na lang ako...
cousin: ano ka ba, masaya yon!
erose: masaya? no way! anong gagawin ko dun, gagapang sa yelo?

erose: ma, sasama kami sa clinic mo pera mag- iice skating daw kami
mom: malapit na start ng classes mo baka naman manghiram ka pa ng mukha sa aso niyan..

wtf was that line?!?! manghiram ng mukha sa aso!?!? ewww.

okay i'm sleepy. i'm so so so sleepy. hindi ako nakatulog last night... ang aga ko pa nagising! my tito called my mom up just a while ago, seems that my ate and kuya missed their plane... they were inside the airport but they were early so they went around, ate lunch, took their time... and wow, they missed their flight. the sad thing is, nauna na yung mga gamit nila... wow.. they're going back to LA or San Jose.. so now they're stuck in Chicago. hahaha! funny.

2007-05-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

apo: lola,lola tinuro samin sa school ang pag gamit ng po at opo...
lola: aba, ang galing ah.. edi alam mo na gamitin ang po at opo?
apo: OO

lola:akala ko ba apo eh marunong ka na gumamit ng po at opo..bakit OO ang sagot mo???
apo:oo nga noh...sorry PO lola..
lola:ayan marunong na gumalang ang apo ko.. galing mag turo ng school mo ah..
apo:anong pag galang?? tanga ka ba??? po at opo lang tinuro samin ngayon.. ewan ko kung kelan ituturo yang pag galang na yan.. o baka naman lola nang gagago ka lang.. wag mo ko ginagago ah..tang ina...nakaka init ka ng ulo ah..
lola:sorry po..

amo: knock knock
chimay: hus der?
amo: amo mo!
chimay: amo mo hu?
amo: tangina mo inday! papasukin mo ako tanga!
chimay: ikaw ang tanga! kumatok ka kasi, wag ka sumigaw ng 'knock knock', bobo!

>okay ang sama pero tawang tawa na ko.

it's Tierra Pura's Fiesta today and yup yup, it's gonna be fun!!! the only fun-sucker around here is my yaya.

yaya: erose, sa pasukan mo ayoko ng madaming bisita dito ha.

(like wow, pucha eh bahay ko to eh paki mo! --> pero syempre di ko sinabi yun. kapag salita siya ng salita sinasagot ko lang "ah, okay! ah talaga? ahh..")

yaya: erose, dito muna ako matutulog ang init init kasi. (sa room na tutulugan namin ni Mika, imagine may visitor ako gusto niya pa matulog sa same room?! hindi siya marunong mahiya..)

yaya: erose, dito muna ako sa kwarto mo matutulog ang init init kasi hindi naman ako manggugulo!
erose: okay.
yaya: paki alarm naman yung cellphone mo ng 6:30 para magising ako o...

ladidadidah... what would YOU do if she was your yaya? i'm trying my best to be patient but other yayas aren't like that!! now i'm thinking, when can she leave? my mom told me that she'll be my yaya daw forever. thanks, but no thanks. please lang wala siyang manners. as in grabe from the minor things to the major ones! she doesn't even knock! papasok na siya kagad sa room and kapag sinabihan mong mag- knock siya magagalit siya tapos hindi na siya titigil magsalita at lahat na ikwekwento niya like yung mga anak daw ng amo na inalagaan niya dati blahblahblah... kung pwede lang sabihin na "wala akong pake" sasabihin ko na eh. i'm so mean but imagine my whole life ganyan siya. 'nuff said...

there's a 12 year old kid na nagpa-lipo. how i wish ako din. hahaha.

hey my ate's turning 22 tomorrow and God, i miss her.

*edit*

so iniba ko na layout nito. pangit pa rin pero wala akong magagawa, hindi naman ako marunong gumawa ng original echas na ganito. so okay. naiinis pa rin ako kay yaya. parang umaabot na sa inis ko dun sa isang taong nagpa- iyak sa akin nung Silvered na show dati noong 2004 o 2005. hahaha. bakit nga ba ako umiyak nung gabing yun? hindi ko rin alam eh, nakita ko yung tao na naka-upo sa same bleacher na inuupuan namin at naiyak ako sa inis. kinausap pa ko edi lalo lang ako nainis. oh memories.

sinong jologs? ako.
sino ba naman ang bobong baduy na magsusuot ng japanese- like wooden clogs sa isang mall, habang gumigimik kasama ang mga kaibigan?
sino ba naman ang magpapa-picture sa likod ng karton na kotse ng Herbie Fully Loaded?
sino ba naman ang pupunta sa The Podium ng naka- SHS jacket, brown uniform at wooden slippers na keterno pa ang mga kasama? isang pink, isang black at isang puti.
sino ang tumatawid o naglalakad sa daan na Podium papuntang Galle na suot suot pa din ang nasabing "outfit" kanina?
sino ba naman ang walang buhay na pati picture ng ibang tao ay meron sa cellphone?
sino ang may wallet na sobrang bigat at kapal na dahil sa mga iniipong movie tickets?
sino ang may disc man na dinadala dati sa school na hindi naman siya ang may-ari kundi ang ate niya?
sino ang kumakanta ng mga kanta ng D'Sound ng malakas habang naglalakad sa hallway?
sino naman kaya ang nagtago sa likod ng tarpaulin ng Oh My Ghost! na ang bida ay si Ruffa Mae Quinto noong nakitang paparating ang crush?
sino rin ang tumakbo papalayo nung nakitang papalapit ang crush?
sino ang nakikinig ng Through The Rain ngayon?
sino ang natulog sa dalawang sofa na pinag-dikit at nagmukhang crib nung isang gabi?
sino ba naman ang gumagamit ng expression na "Ay jusko!"

--AKO.

dati naman.. haha! well yung last line medyo iniiwasan ko na pero eh. hahaha.

2007-05-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

16 THINGS TO DO INSIDE WALMART

I wanna try numbers 1, 6, 7, 8, 11, 13, 14 & 15!!

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens.

5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"

9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously, loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.

12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through,
say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream..
"NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!"

15. Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while and then yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!

16. Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "go, pikachu, go!"

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

I WANT: 1, 5, 6, 7, 9, 10 (while wearing slippers), 13, 14, 15, 17, 18 & 22!!

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"

2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.

3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.

4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.

5) MEOW occasionally.

6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly

7) SAY -DING at each floor.

8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.

9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."

11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"

12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.

13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."

14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.

15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.

17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"

18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"

19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.

20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.

21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.

22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

you wouldn't believe kung saan ko nakuha yan. hahahaha!!

2007-05-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

alex: ate erose naihi ako.
erose/phyl: hah? (sabay tingin sa baba... okay, gets.)

so okay i'm not good with handling kids but i think they had fun playing with me.. they were always calling me, they want me to sit beside them, they give me stickers, they hug me. awww-- i love my cousins!

shit, si poging pinsan ang pogi talaga. PERIOD.
seryosong pogi tatlong taon ko na yata crush. pota yan.

magpapakulay na din ako ng buhok!! hindi na blue gusto ko, red na!!
pero konti lang... =)

2007-05-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

knock knock jokes are soooo funny. especially when my mom is the one who's sharing it.
okay 2nd entry for the day, i have an excuse medyo matagal na rin naman since my last post kasi ewan ko.. busy ako? wow, for a change hindi na ako nagpapaka baboy dito.

right now, i'm thinking kung ano naman dale ko? i'm downloading Usher & Alicia Keys' "My Boo". pucha ang labo, naalala ko lang yung kanta dahil super gustong gusto ko yung wedge shoes ni Alicia Keys doon sa video tapos wala pa pala kaming ganon sa iTunes library namin.

so yung Zuher person may pagka- skwater pala... may crush pa nga pala akong malupitang first cousin ko (oo, first.. pati yung third cousin ko POGI din! haha) then nung napag- usapan namin nila andrea, gem at jamie last night, hindi lang pala ako ang guilty... si gem at jamie din pala. haha!

we're planning a band. or are we just pretending we're planning one? i dunno. let's just pretend that we have one already! haha.

okay, so i'm back to drawing and painting stuff.
i hate the name Susan, it scares me.
Greta is the name i know i'm gonna be scared of next.

okay-- i just saw the pictures taken last night and great, i look DARK and STUPID. how's that for a description? (-_-)

we're going to Mimosa tomorrow!! wow after 2 long years, i'm finally coming back. i love the idea, buong Santos clan nandon-- but i'm telling you it's not like we're the clans na rich type-- how i wish we are. kami yung pucha nakakahiyang type na may baon na adobo, puta yan. hahahahaha. may dala dalang stove at pans para mag-prito ng tilapia. may mga pakwan sa loob ng ref! bumibili ng buko sa daan. may dala dalang hot & cold water dispensers at mga baso. may mga "de- lata" at minsan pa may leche flan. see? imagine that-- nakakahiya at the same time, nakakatawa. (?)

isa pang ka- jologan.. i'm downloading: Heaven- Dj Sammy- puta what's gotten into me? nyay, grade six days! mga All I Have ni J. Lo at yung Cause I Got High na song. ohh the torture.

i love Mika by the way. not Mika- Mika Margarita de Guzman a.k.a. "Gar Gar" codename "Jenny" who also answers to the name "Jennifer" but Mika the singer. is he gay? or is he just like one of those Glam Rock people na weird?

Grace Kelly.
Love Today.
Relax, Take It Easy.
Billy Brown.
Lollipop.
Any Other World. plus the whole album: Life In Cartoon Motion.

2007-05-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

wow ako pa unang pumasok sa room sabay yung POGI na nakita ko sa lobby ay nasa loob nung room, naghihintay sa amin. ayyy pwede pwede and holy guacamole, he's funny! teacher pa talaga namin eh noh? ayyy. may isa pang POGI na nakikita ko sa lobby na natatapat na siya lagi katabi ko kapag naghihintay kaso ang corny niya kasi modelling yata kinuha niya eh. eww. pwede ba? hahaha. so anyway nag-research ako about kay "kuya" z*h*r or *u*e* weird name, sobra pero basta patok yung friendster niya eh hahaha! ang cheap! wahahaha. type niyo name niya tapos 12 accounts lalabas, yung 11 dun siya. nakakatawa medyo masuka suka na ako. kadiri eh, hindi na tuloy siya POGI. wahahaha. balik Enchong Dee na lang ako or Jude Law or Ryan Reynolds or Ryan Philippe.

kaka- ulan lang, kanina naka- kumot pa ako habang nanonood ng tv dahil ang ginaw and ngayon? ang init nanaman. nakakinis sobra. ayy eto pa pala ang mga nakakainis, BAKIT BA MARAMING BABAE ANG MAY SIZE 8 O 7 NA PAA? ako lagi nauubusan e!

naghahanap ako ng black pumps eh medyo may hinahanap akong certain shape gusto ko sharp talaga as in killer pumps at gusto ko plain black lang, walang ka- ekekan na ribbon o mga white na mga tahi or basta gusto ko plain.. nakahanap ako sa TYLER and fuck walang size pucha kahit sa powerplant branch or sa glorietta (shang branch kami that time) yung sa CMG putrages size 5 at 10 na lang sa lahat ng branches ang meron. so sino naman kayang unano at higante at magsusuot non, diba? yung sa JANILYN wala na din kahit na ayoko talaga dun tinray lang namin kasi ang dami na namin pinuntahan.. yung sa FOOTNOTES na CHINESE LAUNDRY wala na yung mataas na kind, ang nandon yung kitten heels na pwede ba?.. walang pumps sa SHOE SALON. sa buong RUSTAN'S yung nasa TYLER lang talaga gusto ko. yung sa MANGO wala na ring size ko. nakakaiyak grabe at naaawa na ako sa mommy ko dahil lakad kami ng lakad. hahaha.

i like my week! hindi ako nakakamiss ng mga shows na dapat kong panoorin: house of carters, america's next top model, search for the next doll, csi, martha stewart (no, seriously maganda!), rachael ray, isaac, queer eye, e, et, american idol... i have a life! (-_-)

onga pala... JRP is fun. everyone should enroll! =)

2007-04-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

just do it with love love love love.

wow like the other day ko pa lang napanood yung video. hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit pero nanonood naman ako ng tv! so okay, anyway, big deal. i'm proud na napanood ko na yung bagong Maroon 5 video.

i'm addicted to the different versions of The Girl From Ipanema.
Sitti Navarro.
Sergio Mendez & Brazil 66.
Nat King Cole.
Stan Getz & Astrud Gilberto.
Peggy Lee --- "The Boy From Ipanema"
Frank Sinatra

tall and tan and young and lovely the girl from ipanema goes walking and when she passes, each one she passes goes- ahhh...

oh gosh, i'm still in love with Robin Thicke. ooh baby you're the perfect shape. hahahaha!
i love the song ayyy jusko. hahaha! napa- "ayy jusko" ako ng di oras!
how does it feel to know that i love you babe?~

we just got back from Baguio-- it was fun! Manor was still Manor and my favorite bell service guy person is still there!! i wasn't able to meet up with Carissa and Ara-- Carmela was the only one i saw but that was it. lahat tired from the trip. ate Mica saw me-- i saw her after i got inside the car.

so anyway-- Baguio wasn't THAT bad. a trip to somewhere would be better.
oh, Batangas please be true.

2007-04-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

Wala Nang Iba- by The Bloomfields!!!!!
iTunes play count: 29
play count from my iPod: 27

i can relate to the song. like super. lalo na with the line "ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko! ikaw lang, ikaw lang! ikaw lang at wala nang iba.. "

--wow and we finally talked.--

so okay i'm already enrolled in UST. like oh my gosh, tataasan ko grades ko dun para makalipat! shetputanginaayokotalagadunasinsupernowaytalaganakakaiyak.
the place is great-- wow. the uniforms-- suck. the poeple well-- as of april 24, 2007 at about 1:30pm sucked less because of someone.

while i was enrolling in UST, i was lucky enough to find Do there. so we sat next to each other and while we were talking, we saw someone... we were joking and stuff, teasing each other and oh it was fun.. Do went outside because she had problems with her P.E. schedule and when she got back.. she texted me:

Do: aba phyl, kausap mo na si _____ ah!
--hahahahahaha! eh ano magagawa ko, pumila sa likod ko! wahaha!

so anyway the not- so- class- party happened yesterday... it was fun! since 3 is a crowd, then we're practically a bash! (head count 6 and 1/2) ooooh. we finally used the chocolate fountain our tito gave us... it was such a waste, ang daming chocolate na tinapon! as in tinapon hindi natapon kasi wala na daw kakain... sabi pa nila yaya, diet daw sila eh i can't eat it din kasi diet din ako! NOT! hahaha! no i can't kasi yung blood sugar ko delikado.. hahaha!

we watched The Holiday-- naiyak nanaman ako.. after the movie, nagpunta muna ako sa bathroom and what a shock, yung mascara ko kumalat na na para akong yung weird na namatay sa video ng MCR na Welcome to the Black Parade! ahahaha! leche.

after that, we watched Turistas and then Dreamgirls.

i love it. tapos ang daming mga news about people! hahaha. okay basta yun.

before the "class party" i went to my JRP orientation and wow, i'm starting to like it cause i get to buy new clothes and shoes!! kasi...
* no denims
* no rubber shoes, flip flops -- anything rubber
* no shorts, mini skirts (aww, bawal!?! NOT! ewww! i hate those!!)

smart clothes lagi and if hindi mo na- follow yung dress code, you can't enter the class. i'll start my sessions on May 7...

yes! thank you, Lord!! Baguio na bukas!!

2007-04-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

it's different now.

everything is a lot different now. now i'm not satisfied with prank calling people and actually, never ko na uli ginawa. except the time nung... when we... and they... then we... yeah and that was it. wala na yung urge na excited akong magtatawag sa mga bahay ng tao. haha. okay, not so big deal.

i've been listening to 311 songs for the past hour now and wow, it brings out memories. the summer of 2004 just before entering our sophomore year... blahblahblah.

aia texted for a change. she's leaving for the U.S. on Wednesday... i can't believe she's really leaving... we've been friends since grade four! woah-- i can't believe that while i was reading her message i actually cried. i can't loose her. i sent her text messages before but she never replied.. oh well, i'll see her later and i'll try not to hug her... baka hindi na ako mag- let go eh... oh the drama. yikes.

it's our enrollment for UST tomorrow. oh shit oh shit oh shit i can't believe i'm gonna study there. oh help me. i'll be there by 9am and after that, i have my JRP orientation with Susan Javier-- who kind of freaks me out by the way, because of her being her usual self! i'm like enetering a pageant with the oh so great and beautiful people and i'm this rugged, mag- aaral sa UST girl. yuck. poor me.

i miss my iPod. 5 days na siya nakay Bea. waaaa. gusto ko na marinig yung mga songs ko na nabura ko na from my iTunes. haaaaaaay.

really now, where is _____?!?! last log in: 2 weeks.
i miss ______ so much and i don't know why!!! i've got no clue where that person is and i don't want to ask anyone or that person where the hell _____ is!

Pananagutan 07 Class Partay on Wednesday here at my house okay!?!

bring food. lots of food! =)

bring a pool. an inflatable pool. =)

spread the word. =)

okay yung isa kong friend, jam packed siya this week. as in ang daya. so ako din naman e!
today, monday-- aia's party
tomorrow, tuesday-- UST in the morning then JRP with Susan at 2pm and at night Band thing at Corinthians..
wednesday-- class party
thursday-- WALA!! shet!! i need to fill it out, poknat!
friday-- Baguio!
saturday- Baguio
sunday- Baguio.

thursday!! anong gagawin ko sa thursday!?! AHHHHH!! visit jill! yeahboiii!! meron na!! hahaha.

2007-04-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

sa States. lahat na lang nasa States/ meron sa States.

okay. anyway ate called kanina, wala na daw siyang pera. whatever, wala pa nga silang 20 days dun, paubos na?

ano ang badtrip?
> ang magpa- reserve ng book 7 ng Harry Potter like a month ago at sasabihin sa iyo na hindi ka pala nareserve.
> ang araw araw na pag- pilit sa akin na kumain ng gulay.
> ang pag- NO nila sa sinasabi kong operahan na lang ako at lagyan ng bakal yung likod ko para umayos ang posture ko. (kasi daw walang ganon?)
> lahat ng masasarap na pagkain ay masama. masama na nga, nakakataba pa.
> super boring. mapapa- mura ka sa kaboringan. as in parang ganito: putangina, ang boring.
> ang init init pa. shiyet tae.
> ang dami kong friends na hindi nakikita.
> ayaw akong bilhan nung inflatable pool kasi daw wala daw akong paglalagyan. sabi ko sa loft ko tapos sabi niya gusto ko daw bang bumaha sa loob ng kwarto ko?..
> ubos na yung grad gift money ko na P_ _, _ _ _.00. ang sad. =(
> nalaman ko na yung much awaited Bora trip ko ay isang malaking jologs sa buhay. bakit? sino sino lang kami? ako + mom. oh joy!
> there's still no sign of ......... where the hell is .......... ??!

oh i have a summer job and it's so lame. ano yun? mag- call out ng names ng mga next patients ng mom ko for like 3 - 4hrs lang (so nakaupo lang ako, nagbabasa and pag lumabas na yung person i'll call out the next name, etc.) and i get P500 na! hahahaha! not bad no? eh si diko nga yung job niya sa McDo Market! Market! tapos P45/hour lang! hello, mas mahal pa gas niya papunta don! ahahaha! talk about La Loser. okay.

when i was a kid, i used to love summer.

2007-04-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

puta, nasaan ba mga tao ngayon? eh ako lang yata nabubulok sa sarili kong bahay a! si ganyan nasa Singapore, si ganito nasa Bohol, sila ganire nasa Europe. ayyy shet. eh si phyllis santos kaya nasaan na? unti unti nang nawawalan ng mga taong nagYYM or nag lolog in sa multiply or friendster. bakit ba?! nasaan ba kayo??! magsabi naman kayo kung aalis kayo, malay mo pwede akong sumama! hahaha.

ang init init pa ewan ko na lang. so okay, imagine mag- isa lang ako sa bahay halos buong araw. what a sad life, shet. wala si ate at kuya nasa States. pwede na sila idagdag sa mga listahan ng mga tao sa mundo ko na nasa ibang lugar... si diko (the hell i care) madalas din wala sa bahay kasi nasa kanya yung isang car and marunong na siya mag- drive.. mommy may mga clinics.. dad, duh-- work. so ako? EWAN. shet. well minsan sumasama ako kay mommy sa clinics niya para medyo nakakasingit na nakakabili ako ng kung ano ano...

so eto, inuulit ko...
phyl: ma, gusto ko talaga mag- football/ soccer lessons.
mom: ikaw na nagsabi sa akin na lampa ka.
phyl: eh joke lang yun.
mom: erose, nakita ka ng ate mo, nadapa ka sa treadmill.

poknat, it's true. nadapa ako sa treadmill. big deal..! hindi naman like nalaglag/ nasubsob/ nabungian ako dahil dun no!

so ano nga ba ginagawa ko normally sa bahay? well, eto routine ko..
12 noon- wake up
1pm- breakfast/ lunch/ whatever you call it
2pm- tv, tv, computer, tv, phone?, tv, dvd, check out the dogs, tv, computer, tv, tv, computer, tv, computer... in between nung mga productive activities na yun minsan naglalaro ako ng Monopoly sa cellphone ko. na nakakabanas, lagi akong panalo. net worth ko: 8, 956 with 14 properties, 16 houses and 3 hotels... yung kalaban ko? net worth: 324 with 7 properties (5 mortgaged), 0 houses, 0 hotels. great.
7pm- dinner
8pm- tv, tv, computer, tv, tv, tv, computer, tv, tv.....
1am- sleep

my parents are forcing me to enroll in JRP. so what's JRP, phyl? well i;m glad you asked... JRP stands for John Robert Powers. like shit. ayoko. well, gusto ko pero gets? ayoko. pinamukha pa sa akin ni nikki tan na mahal dun. pero anyway, parents ko naman namimilit so sige, why not? let me put it to you this way, mas mahal pa siya sa tuition fee ko ng 1 sem sa UST. imagine, 1 sem sa UST and eto mas mahal pa tapos 20hrs. lang. great noh? siguro i'll start in May. i need clothes for that. i think wala silang lusot sa akin kapag sinabi kong i need 10 new outfits kasi hello, uniform naman ako sa UST. yes, imma wear one of those ugly uniforms. it's sad, really. grabe. i can't wait na makapag test sa ibang colleges next school year. well, that is kung ayaw ko pa rin talaga sa UST...

mika: phyl, nakita mo na ba kung ano itsura nung mga uniforms natin?
phyl: hindi pa, why?
mika: white na may red stitches sa may pocket thing-- basta!!! mukha tayong nagtratrabaho sa Mercury Drug!
phyl: fuck.

oh just shoot me. (preferably sa noo or sa heart para patay kagad-- haha.)

Virginia Tech Massacre-- scary shit.
Julia Campbell's body found-- sad. i saw her blog and naiyak ako. kasi super bait niya...
Plane crash in Paranaque-- scary/ sad/ weird.

masyado bang masama kung crush ko ang third cousin ko? i swear, ang gwapo. eh last last weekend ko siya first time nakita and shet,"woah ang gwapo mo!" hahahahaha. pero syempre duh, hindi ko yun sinabi! hindi ko nga kinausap e! basta, magkatapat kami sa table! ahahaha! and tumatabi siya sa akin! i repeat, TUMATABI siya sa akin. he's a year older and same batch kami. nagpunta kami sa house nila and ha! nakapasok ako sa room niya! bwahaha. okay, what a joyful and triumphant feeling. change topic.

isa ako sa mga taong walang direksyon sa buhay. eh ano magagawa ko? wala talaga e. no wait-- wala PA talaga e. hindi ko talaga alam up to now kung ano balak ko. basta here's what i want..
magkaron ng franchise ko ng isang well- known na restaurant na matino-- MATINO as in the type na may cozy chairs, table napkins na may logo nung restaurant or pwede na rin yung cloth napkins, plates na may logo din ng restaurant or Noritake, heavy silverware na hindi madaling mag- bend, glasses na goblet style.. whatever basta ganun. basta one thing is for sure, hindi magiging Chinese restaurant kasi ang baduy baduy. sorry pero oo. lumaki ako sa mga ganon dahil may lahi kaming Chinese.. may mga secret/ private rooms pa kaming pinapasukan na dadaan pa sa kitchen nung restaurant etc. errr.. yung isa pang old place MA MON LUK sa may Quezon Ave? whatever isa pa yun-- waaaah. never.
gusto ko din ng franchise ng isang clothing line. yuck as if kaya pero feel ko kukunin yun ng Rustan's one day pero gusto ko ng L.A.M.B. (love.angel.music.baby.) by Gwen Stefani or yung kay Paris Hilton or yung "M" by Madonna or the first ever Bloomingdales in the Philippines. haaay, how i wish.

anyway, it's 12:10 in my clock and i need to wake up early. 10am clinic ni mommy and sasama ako then i'll meet up with Mika. yey. after that wala bahay na to watch i don't know-- tv? basta dvd's and stuff. ang ganda ganda nga pala ng The Holiday. naiyak ako!! ahahaha! SHET ANG HOT HOT NI JUDE LAW. LORD HELP ME. WAAAAAH. ANG GWAPO. tas ewan Jack Black yun pero ang galing pa rin! i love it grabe. Love Wrecked is nice, too. predictable but still nice. ang gwapo naman kasi eh! yung nakakainis lang sa mga storyang ganun ang tanga tanga ng mga babae! i mean hello, hindi ba nila nakikitang ang gwapo gwapo ng bestfriend nila!? okay, i'll snap out of it. Pan's Labyrinth, yep, i expected more from the movie but it was okay.

now it's 12:17am and tandaan: Pichay, itanim sa senado.

wow.

2007-04-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

hassle.

last monday, i was in Shang with my mom and sis when i saw this darling hat from Zara. i was like oh my God, i need that to complete my beach outfit. the hat is a huge circular black one. the dress i bought was white, beachy, halter (i know... eww, yuck.. but i figured wala naman makakakita sa akin so why not? bibilhin ko na.) and jackie o sunglasses. so huge black circular hat + white dress + jackie o's and picture near the shore line? oooh. i love it. pero not yet-- kasi yung hat naisip ko baka may ganun din na kind at culte so i looked din pero wala. sad thing is, kailangan na namin umuwi so goodbye hat.

so kaninang nearly 7, i told my mom na i need to go to the mall. just for a while kasi may kailangan akong bilhin before the trip, so okay... i went there and una muna rustan's kasi may pinareserve akong something and when i got there, WALA DAW DUN. they checked everywhere! oh my gosh, that was the longest 15 minutes of my life! the line "this isn't happening, this is sooo not happening" shit was filling up my head. just to make myself calm, i went near the dvd's section.. got Not Another Teen and Spanglish. i was like no, i'm not going home empty handed. so okay after 15mins., nahanap na yung pinareserve ko, it turns out, the girl kept it somewhere na mas safe. so yey. i got there at around 7:30... just minutes before the closing time and yey everything worked out pretty well...

after that, may time pa ako para pumunta sa Zara. i went straight to the hat's location.. asked for some assistance dahil nasa pinakataas na lalagyan na nakapatong pa dun sa ulo thing. hahaha! when i got it, i went straight to the cashier and yey, it's inside my room na.

oh i love this day. yey!

2007-04-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

alright today is my kuya's birthday. he's what? 20? yikes. i can't believe isa na ako dun sa may mga kuya/ ate na matanda na. waaaaaa! MATANDA! OLD! OLD! OLD!! just now i realized na ayoko ayoko ayoko ayoko na talagang tumanda. just the other day, a tita asked me how old i was and i said 15! so okay, dinner whatever and nung nasa van na ako, omigosh! 16 na nga pala ako!! tae! and soon enough makakanta ko na yung I AM 16 GOING ON 17! yikes! and when i turn 17, magfi- fit na sa akin yung song na DANCING QUEEN and ka- age ko na si Rose sa Titanic! gaaah. and so again, back to my kuya's birthday, i'm expecting a lot of GWAPO people. ayyy takte baka si *** uli nandito later! alala ko nanaman nung kinausap niya ako last year- oh wow! hahahaha! pucha yan!!! hahaha!

EK's over and yep, the magic stays with you. it was so much fun!!! imagine mo, 5 lang kami! and when we got there at around 11am or maybe 12? OMYGOSH it's CLOSED. eh yun naman pala 2pm pa ang opening. and waaaaa ang saya! no lines sa mga rides! sa line pa lang papasok may GWAPONG NAKA GRAY SHIRT, SHORTS and GRAY VANS. ayyy jusko, okay na. okay na okay. ahahahaha!! we were like making fun of ourselves like kung paano kung lalapit ka sa kanya and then... blahdiblahdiblah. pure fun. no worries, grabe. we ate at Cafe Breton in Paseo de Sta. Rosa while we were waiting for EK to open.. we pigged out and ate 3 crepes! tas mga health/ weight concerned people ate salads-- ewwie! hahaha!

mom: erose, you want salad?
me: nooo!!! yuck!!! pwe pwe pwe!
mom: you have to learn how to eat this. it's good naman eh..
me: ma, i'm not that poor to eat veggies.

eh yun yon eh. hahahaha! so okay anyway back to my EK story, ang saya saya! we even watched Titanic on the way!! and the good part is, hindi masikip sa van ni Frances kasi nga 5 lang kami! it was just Frances, Dom, Bea, Maan and I... ulit uli some other time and more people pa!

-rent a villa in Mimosa
-Subic Triboa
-our Fuego house
-Puerto Gallera
-more EK trips!
-Tagaytay!

oooh, that's what i call summer lovin'. the great thing about us 5 is that pinapayagan kami sa malalayong lugar. maybe not always and yeah, in my part maraming mga tanong pero it's okay! haha!
things i've tried:
sit upfront sa log jam.
sit sa log jam na 2 lang kami magkasama
sit sa front ng space shuttle
ilang beses na madami talaga sa anchors away sa dulo
kumain nung mini donuts at nung corn
kabobohan ko na magsuot ng white shirt sa EK
sunod sunod sa log jam ng hindi pumipila

fun fun fun.

2007-03-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

okay. so i went out today- Thank God.
i'm soo bored and it's soo hot.
buong araw naka- aircon lang ako pati yung aso kasama ko sa kwarto dahil naiinitan na din sila. and napapansin ko na na pasok ng pasok sila yaya, nakakainis na. haha.
bullet texted and she told me na nasa Eastwood siya with Bet. so i followed. i called frances and yeah there. we watched a movie and guess what? 300 pa din.
Marky and Rene was there.. si Joshua hindi na naka- follow eh... sad.. fourth time na ni Marky mapanood, ako third, si Frances second and si Bullet, Betbet and Rene first pa lang yata.. so Marky and i was like looking at each other while covering our mouth whenever malapit na yung part na AHEM (oracle and the scene na you know what..) basta it was fun. tawanan and ang ingay namin. i was explaining to Rene some of the parts kasi ewan ko, hindi niya gets...
after 300, we went to the Cybermall part. Gusto nila magpa- haircut but ewan, nag- change sila ng mind so off we go na to Fazolis. we ate, had fun shouting AWOOO all over. hingi ng hingi ng bread sticks and wala shared jokes and stories. it was fun and wow, naka- alis ako ng bahay. haha!
when super nasa van na ako i was like wait up, super one shout lang wait! so i went out-- who was there? it was my dearest Jamie. Jamie with "yey"! i'm sooo happy for her! haha! so there, hi- bye lang and stuff. awww. please we need to go out soon guys. kahit once a week lang na gimmick as in sa mall. then once or twice a week na house ng mga tao- tao.

summer plans:
>mag- bake ng stuff sa bahay ni Betbet.
>sleepover with friends
>movie marathon!
>makapanood ng at least 6 movies during this vacation..
>go to Manila and take lots of pictures. i like it there!
>go shopping with friends.
>meet up with friends na most likely di ko na makikita dahil aalis na sila..
>at least two EK trips with my friends and my buskada.
>water balloon/ water gun fight.
>flour fight.
>egg toss.
>gumawa ng music video! AHAHAHAHA!
>inuman sessions! kailangan kong matutong uminom!! puro cruisers at mudslides lang kasi iniinom ko eh.. kailangan magustuhan ko na ang beer!
>sleepover with cousins
>out of town trip with friends na as in magche- check in somewhere! i'm thinking of booking a villa in Mimosa.. that would be so much fun! or booking a Triboa house in subic! yeah!!
>go out somewhere with someone and stay up late!
>go to at least two or three different parties
>magpaturo mag- draw kay andrea- haha!
>get crafty with friends..
>recycle stuff.
>plant stuff na hindi lang yung joke time na pinag- gagawa ko dati na sinira ko yung clean cut grass namin dahil may mga naliligaw na monggo plants. as in weird, may parts na may monggo. ayaw na ayaw ng dad ko yung itsura, haha.
>try watching the whole of One Tree Hill and The OC. i'm not fond of it pero sabi nila maganda so okay, i'll give it a chance.. i want Desperate Housewives Season Four! PLEASE.

okay that's the idea.

a kid once wished for "World Peace and a Boyfriend" for Christmas and aww, that's just tooo cute. if i was that kid, i would wish for "Word Peace and a Metrosexual Boyfriend" or "World Peace and a Homo" haha. "World Peace and Mimi". kidding guys, kidding. "World Peace and Michael Jackson", that's better.

2007-03-30T04:17:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep.
i've been downloading stuff for the past 7 hours- woah.
I'm cleaning out my iPod. i'm deleting the songs i'm not listening to. i'm adding every detail- the album covers starting from Michael Jackson.
i've been listening to the same song for like 30 mins already. it's the old old Maria Mena- You Are The Only One song. it's soo nice.

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though.

ayy tae ang cute. o-kay. malabo. for the past 7 hours, sumasideline ako ng mga research about people.. yeah nothing really WOW but it adds to what i know and it adds to my paranoia. sino siya? ano sila? wait kung friend lang eh bakit? oh shit and stuff. damn i'd better stop doing this. but ooh this is kinda fun and it kills time.

i changed the song i'm playing.. medyo masyado ko ng memorized tumutunog panget na. haha! it's now- Way Back Into Love. not the Hugh Grant- Drew Barrymore duet but the Haley Bennett one kasi the Drew copy we have is messed up. so okay. I love Hugh Grant oh my golly. The accent, oh the accent. give me a British boy, now! give me The Streets-- i know they're not that good looking.. to the point na masasabi ko right now na mas gwapo pa yung crush kong Pilipino kesa sa kanila pero the accent! oi! oi! oi! ahahaha ang cute nila lalo na sa song na Don't Mug Yourself! wahaha..

okay i'm all done. tapos na ang aking mga dinadownload.. =) well, except yung isang Michael Jackson na video na ubod ng bagal at the rate of 1kb/s! shet! kanina 3 biglang ngayon 1?! okay tae mehn! but i'm not gonna quit. i'm just gonna sleep for a while.. okay, goodnight/ morning. whatever. shit, it's quarter to 5! naririnig ko na yung mga manok! seriously meron talaga!! woah! grabe eto na ang simula ng summer days/ nights na walang tulugan...

before i go let me share to you two stories about computer addiction..
my mom's friend's son just dropped out from Ateneo because of his computer addiction.. the guy's in therapy kasi super wala na daw siyang feelings as in wala na daw paki sa mundo. and my tita is like crying, thinking where she went wrong dahil super hands- on na daw niya as a mother, hatid sundo tapos yun pala hindi naman pala sa class pupunta ekek. saaad...
and so my mom can't stop thinking about that tragic story so she researched more about computer addiction in the net... she found out that i think it was in Korea? basta Asian country din na may family na as in starting pa lang sila so may baby eh kailangan nung mom pumunta somewhere so iniwan niya dun sa daddy yung kid for the day.. the dad was a computer addict so nung umiiyak yung baby, wala siyang ginagawa.. after using the computer, he then realized that the baby was quiet.-- too quiet so he checked the baby and he noticed that the baby's lips turned purple already.. so the baby died and blah..
my mom is going crazy. she keeps on talking to us every time we're using the computer. another thing is that a real good friend of mine since childhood is addicted to alcohol, smoking and she also has bulimia. she's also in therapy right now. grabe ang sayang sa career niya. she's my age and i'm serious about the career thing. one time she was in Petron like yung malayong malalaking Petron and may lumapit sa kanya para i- shake yung hand niya.. buti sana kung okay old friend or family member but no-- first gentleman pa itch. kilala kasi siya dahil sikat siyang ____ and basta madalas siyang nasa news paper with all her triumph whatevs. in my opinion, she looks good the way she is. i mean, she's the kind you see in string bikinis and wala kang comment kasi okay. but oh well, who can really blame her right? blame those fucked up stick thin models! haha!

okay now, i'm sleepy. goodnight. :)

2007-03-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

chattanooga choo choo
in the mood
mr. sandman

are the Glenn Miller songs i'm sooo in to right now.

so the EK trip is still under the planning board. damn- ilang cancellations na ba yun? shet. don't blame us- blame our parents and our shitty schedules!

okay this summer, i'm going to do something interesting.
my mom wants me to do something and she suggested a very weird errr... let me put it you this way, if she suggested that way back 4 years ago, then i might agree to it but now? err- no way. what is it? mag- John Robert Powers daw ako. i was like: "Ma?!!? Please lang!" i mean okay, that would somewhat make my summer a little more productive and that would surely take out boredom but what the!?! AYAYAY! and so i told her: "Ma, it's alright pero ayoko kasi alam kong ipo- point out sa akin dyan ang posture ko e wala na akong magagawa don. so wag na. no thanks!"

so i was thinking, why not engage myself with sports? hello naman kasi wala talaga akong alam. so i asked my mom if i can take football/ soccer lessons and she said: "erose, lampa ka!" errr fine yeah, but that's the point- gusto ko yun mag- change. so yeah imma be sporty. wahaha. so i guess pag nakita niyo ako, bago na ang ilong ko dahil nagpa- re constructive surgery na ako by that time kasi alam kong madadapa, masusubsob, maaaksidente ako don. yey! thank God, may insurance ako. haha.

my mom made another suggestion-- she asked me if i'm interested sa pagkuha ng crash courses ng whatever culinary ekek. baking na! no wait- de lalo akong tumaba don. baka tuluyan na talaga ako maging diabetic! ahaha. fun!

so anyway. ang boring bwiset talaga. the only thing na nagpapasaya sa akin ay yung mga singing audibles sa YM. oo, yung mga Taiwanese ba yun whatever. basta yon. Yung naka- red, naka- gold na may matching thing sa head, si Thank you my dear Monica, at yung isa pa yung may hand actions pa. yeah.

grabe i was watching Phantom of the Opera kanina and i was singing all throughout the entire movie. flash back chorale auditions nung second year-- ano kinanta ko? Think of Me. eh kung di ba naman ako bobo. pero okay lang, pumasa naman ako pero i'm telling you- pakshit. pero naabot. sa tingin ko? pero oo e. haha. damn.

So okay medyo umo- okay na ang summer ko dahil tuloy ang aking Bora trip. yeaboi. super daming trips na badtrip naman kasi wala namang out of the country. shiyet.

we're going back to Fuego, baby! for some reason, walang gumagamit ng house namin don. nakatira lang don yung Japanese caretaker na dating chef and i'm telling you he's old. like 55 or more? basta the good thing is, mabait siya at magaling magluto- wow. pero there's a catch na medyo eww kadiri.. may girlfriend siya na 23 years old lang and laging nandon sa bahay! leche! onga pala yung house na yun it's a family/ clan house and what's great about it is that dun sa isang room, may 24 double decks so that makes a total of 48 beds in one big room! yeah! the downside? sa room na yon, isa lang yung banyo-- bobo kasi nung gumawa e. ewan ko naman din kung bakit nakalusot no.. shiyet. last punta ko dun, summer of last year pa! with gay people and old doctors and yeah, my family pero wala si diko. ilang beses na akong nagpunta don? thrice. sayang no?

as usual na halos every month naman kasi kami nandon.. Subic. so SYC again.. i guess Triboa this time kasi matagal tagal ang stay.. Ocean Adventure!! Zoobic!! Beach!! Steak (Meat Plus)!! Yeah!!

Baguio with Rotary San Juan North!! yey!! i can imagine it, isang buong floor sa Manor puno ng Rotarians and kids!! miss ko na kayo!! pero miss na miss ko na rin and Strawberry Cheesecake ng John Hay! SM Baguio and syempre, Raisin Breads ng BCC (Baguio Contry Club). OII! OUTREACH ULIT THIS SUMMER OKAY?! MISS KO NA SILA "Junbert" at si "Bill" na babae! hahahaha!! ang laki na siguro nila no? tas yung baby siguro malaki na rin? yey!!! LEND A HAND, YEAH!

okay fun fun fun activities. yeah. i'm soo excited. gusto kong mag- camping. mala camping ng Parent Trap pero wag naman ganon katagal- baka bangkay na ako pag- uwi e.. haha!

i miss my busmates!! :(

2007-03-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's our grad party. see you all there.

but can you believe it? wala pa akong dress. bukas ako ng morning bibili/ maghahanap. bukas ng morning in just 2 hours! 10 ang opening ng mga malls and 12 dadating yung magma- make up sa amin. why maaga? kasi graduation nung anak nung make up artist sa gabi. so okay, there. e so far, they're the best i know. sila yung nagmake- up sa amin nila Mika, Ellie at Aia last prom...

partner? i don't have any. it kind of sucks, not having the guts to ask the person i want to spend the night with, but what the hell, hindi nga ako nag- bayad ng with partner e! haha!

Diko: bukas grad ball mo? monday? ang loser!
Me: it's a party, not a ball. Yup, tomorrow and ang pangit mo!
Diko: so sino naman ang partner mo?
Me: wala.
Diko: ang corny mo!
Me: Diko, at least ako na- ask sa ibang prom, ball at soph's night, twice ng ibang tao! e ikaw? hahaha!
Diko: Erose, kaya hindi ako nagpunta sa prom namin kasi it's my choice. sa ball nagpaset- up ako pero pumayag! Na- ask ka nga sa ibang prom at may partner ka nga nung prom niyo kaso bakla naman!
Me: e crush ko naman yun that time so that goes way higher than your excuse na pumayag ang sinet- up sayo nung ball niyo!

and more funny stuffs. mga hirit. mga normal brother- sister conversations.

i need a dress or else.
Me: hindi ba pupuntang mall today?
Mom: tomorrow..
Me: e wala pa akong shoes!
Mom: akala ko ba gagamitin mo yung peep toe mo?
Me: IKAW ang nagsabing yun ang gagamitin ko, hindi ako. that's different.

yun ang mga sagot. haha!

oh my gosh i can't believe it! i'm going to have a camera of my own!! yeah!! a Sony Cybershot of my own! sa wakas, may camera na akong magagamit na matino! i mean hello ang digicam namin ay KODAK. hello, puta yan. i mean ang BIGAT BIGAT, TABA TABA, LAKI LAKI, NAKAKAHIYANG IPAKITA non. imagine kunyari nasa Embassy ako tapos yun ang ilalabas ko na camera? hell no. (Embassy amp. whaa!?) yung isa kasing cam na flat, cute kasi kay ate yun. pinili niya cam kesa sa iPod na pucha napaka wise choice kasi bumili din ng pink nano mom ko e hindi niya ginagamit so parang kay ate na yon... e so dahil kanya yung camera, pauso lang yung "sure, kunin niyo lang ito sa akin anytime.." line niya everytime na nandon sila mommy at daddy. uhh! now i'll have a camera that's way better than yours! hahaha!

2007-03-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

no more:

i- don't- know- whether- to- laugh- or- cry..- i- don't- know- whether- to- live- or- die..- and- it- cuts- like- a- knife,- she's- out- of- my- life- moments with Paula Prado.

why- Andre,- there's- a- child- in- the- TTTREE ni Paula Alcantara.

si- bo- peep- nagbibihis na lagi kong sinisigaw everytime na pupunta akong bathroom tapos si bo- peep, nagbibihis sa may pintuan.

i'm- "standing"- with- the- man- in- the- mirror ni Oma.

baby- baby- baby- when- you- touch- me- like- this- and- you- hold- me- like- that..- i- just- have- to- admit- that- it's- all- coming- back- to- me moments with the whole class.

this- is- it- ohh,- i- finally- found- someone,- someones- to- share- my- life- i- finally- found- the- one- to- be- with- every- night songs with Patty, Aura, Kc, etc.

you- aint- got- to- buy- nothing- it's- not- what- i- want- baby- it's- you cajon moments with Mael, Shari and Do..

everything- you- are- falls- from- the- sky- like- a- star lines ni Nikki V.

do- you- know- how- to touch,- know- how- to touch- a- girl? ng mga tao

mamatay- ka- na,- bwisit- ka! lines ng mga tao kay...

anne- talaga- o! moments everytime na nahuhuli/ naririnig ko si Anne na may sinabi na something green.

si- olan! moments with Mael!

"serious?" "seiously?" ni Dom B.

"weh Elisa" ng buong class.

"ang hot ni Kathy" ni Gemmalie

"nicki david, hottie, hotness!" ng lahat!

"akin si Maan!" ni Mael

"weh, Kar. You suck!" ng Pananagutan.

HANG MAN MOMENTS SA BLACKBOARD

tinginan kapag may tanga sa harap.

giggles kapag may na- barok.

JTM sessions na super sana- mamatay- na- lang- ako basta lang hindi ako mag- speech sa harap.

anime lovers. everything is japanese.

Ate Erika's black "Death Notes" notebook.

"naka- punda" ampota!

oh my gosh, there's so much more!

grabe miss ko na. ang sudden ng last day natin. bad trip kaya. iyak tuloy ako/ kami ng iyak sa bus.
ang hot hot mo, Mimi! Sana hindi ko na lang pinanood yung play niyo para lang hindi kita ma- miss ng ganito!
i love you so much, Lilly! you're my everything! we're so much alike! you were always beside me! (like literally)
"Biba" forever- like the Spice Girls! "tube- biba"! you're my partner- in- crime! awwww!!
Chua yayakapin kita kahit na masasaktan ang "front" ko dahil sa back brace mo!
Anna, baka pag hinug kita mabuhat mo ako sa lakas ng pep powers mo! it's nice to see you in school yesterday!
Jj baka hanggang waist mo lang ako pag hinug kita!

AWWWWWWWWW.

"dang, girlfriend!" with the black girl voice & tone.
"oh no, she didn't!" again, with the black girl voice & tone.
snap, snap, snap in different directions.

errr. words can't express how i really feel.. :'(

2007-03-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

okay whatever.
last week--
Monday:
right after school, we (tiongson, gem, andrea & i) went to galle, podium then back to galle for some secret reason. i was looking for a size six of a certain pink dress in Dorothy Perkins and can you believe it, WALA NA IN BOTH MALLS. i was gonna use it for that stupid turn over thing the next day. shit. ang stupid naman kasi the last time i checked, isa lang yung size six. tapos ang daming size fourteen, twelve, sixteen and EIGHTEEN na naka- hang and as if naman may matabang magsusuot ng super one shade of color na bold hot pink dress diba? isang kilometro pa lang, kita mo na yung tao! ANO BA. so, great.
after that, i went to the block kahit na walang Dorothy Perkins dun e wala akong mahanap na iba e. oh well, goodbye pink dress. you will forever remain in my memory.

Tuesday:
eastwood right after school. yeah fun, we (maan, bea, frances, gem, andrea, mika & i) watched 300! so it was my second time around and whatever, Astinos pa rin!

Friday:
mika was supposed to sleep over but uh, my mom scheduled something for us (kuya, diko & i) at seven thirty of the next day so mika went home at around 9pm... the next day was one of the worst mornings i've ever had in my entire life. it was another sugar blood test na kailangan kong i- take every two weeks (twice a month ampotah) for us to check if my blood sugar is still normal. thankfully, the result was good. it was lower than the last time. malapit na daw kasi ako maging diabetic, border line na daw ako. oooh fun. -_- so again, i cried out not in pain but in fear. haha! imagine home service so wala akong lusot AND pinaakyat sa room ko yung whatever person na kukuha ng blood ko. nakakainis aga aga yun yung gigising sayo?! pakshet. well at least nung gabi medyo okay na... we went to Zensho again.

yesterday (Monday), we (frances, mika & i) went to Glorietta to look for grad party clothes and well yeah, i saw one inside my home, Rustan's i mean. haha. well whatever i saw one but i know it's so impossible for me to get it, why? it's 59,500php, girl. the anna sui dresses i was hoping to find there wasn't there. grr. Zara was nice. i loved the boots and dresses. Mango sucked, clearance sale kasi e. Debenhams? "pang- matrona" as they described it.

the grad party is less than a week away. the graduation itself is on Saturday and i'm still not feeling it. our grad practices are so impractical. why not make everyday a half day then todo practice as in maximize the half day and in that way, mas malakas yung songs, and gets? uhh-- whole day practices are well, kind of pointless...

i'm soo bored. i need a grad party dress and grad shoes!! wala pa din ako mahanap! gamit ko yung luma, ang sad. :(

from a pinoy movie:
"ang cute ng paa ko no?"
"oo cute, parang luya"

2007-03-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

allison - posted 18/8/2006

hayuuup parang bulag!wahahaha (suma-sideline ka ba sa duty free?hahaha)

OKAY. nabasa ko lang sa comment sa Friendster ni Katie. patok e.

wanna hear something funny?!
kinwento lang ito sa akin..

P.I.G.: ang taba ko..
Patrice Sibug: Patty, kung taba yan, anong tawag dito? (while holding her tummy)... LITID?
litid ampocha. hahaha!!!

Dorothy Perkins: we went there in uniform... si Gem nagsusukat ng top.
sabay nagkalaglagan mga barya niya..
Phyl (outside the dressing room): Gem ano ba yan mga barya mo!! HAHAHA
Gem: Ahahahaha!! oonga eh! piso yun Phyl e, PISO!
Phyl: bwahaha!!
Gem: Phyl! Omigosh! Diba top tong sinusukat ko?
Phyl: yeah, why?
Gem: Tignan mo!! ahaha
Phyl (pag- open ko nung curtains): Ahahahaha! Gem, bagay! pwede na! hahahahaha
ano nakita ko? si Gem, suot suot yung top... naka- chemise!! AHAHAHAHAA

2007-03-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

tights are tight. stockings are yucky. it's very sales lady- ish. nothing personal but uhh-- you get the picture.

things are turning out pretty good... not the really well- yeah- wow- type but I can handle it.
Thank you, Lord. Thank you.

Gosh, high school is almost over... In a weeks time, I'm going to march and get my diploma. Let me tell you something about my experiences during the past graduations I've attended to...
Nursery- hindi ako nag- march kasi umiiyak ako.
Prep B, nag- march nga ba? if ever yes, hindi din ako nakapag- march. I'm sure.
Grade six, hindi ako nag- march sa aisle kasi late sila mommy at daddy. Wala akong parent. =( i cried so hard grabe, i was alone sa podium, crying, hinihintay sila dumating. nauna na kasi ako with the driver kasi si DADDY, ayaw bumangon! so nung dumating sila, oh wow, the drama.. umiyak ako lalo, tumatakbo ako towards them and i was telling them na "ako na lang nandito bat naman kayo late?!!" iyak, iyak, iyak and more iyak..... then yung temper ng dad ko tumaas and ang kapal ng mukha niya nung time na yon... pinapatigil ako umiyak and as if naman masto- stop ko right? so wala, umiyak lang ako lalo dahil nakaka- bwiset siya and hindi pa siya tumigil... sabi pa niya: "hindi ka titigil? tara na! umuwi na tayo sa bahay!" and so akala niya titigil ako? NO. ang sabi ko pa "tara! mauuna na ako!" hahaha. oh yes, grade six grad. unforgettable eh. hindi ko na maalala kung ano sinabi or ginawa nila para maging okay na ako pero naalala ko, sumingit na lang ako sa gilid para makapunta sa seat ko. really, what a kupal dad.

Hopefully this grad, hindi na ganon.

after the grad nung grade six, nandon ako sa may kubo, ayoko kausapin si dad and whatever naiinis na nga ako nung time na yon kasi kami na lang ang nandon. lahat ng mga tao umalis na... so mag- isa ako sa kubo outside the gym and sila i don't know kung nasaan biglang pagtalikod ko... aww... bumababa ng ramp sila ate, kuya & diko... may dala silang roses for me... as in isang tao, one pink rose... then pumunta sila sa akin and hinug ako and binigay sa akin yung roses... so then again, i cried.

nakakainis. bwiset. ewan ko. pero gets? errr--

Danger! High Voltage- by Electric Six
--> the Rodrigo Santoro song. why? Remember Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle? yeah, the biker/ surfer guy/ boyfriend ni Phyl? kaso yung namatay? haha. yep, it's Xerxes... i mean, Rodrigo. No wonder why ang gwapo. Shockingly gwapo. Basta danger high voltage, as i remember yung song nung pinapakita siya. oh my gulay nakakamatay. AHHHHHHH!!!

soon to be added videos sa iPod ko: videos of the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show. ooh la la! deym! Adriana Lima! Heidi Klum! Tyra Banks! Phyllis Santos!
AYYY! JOKE. HAHAHA.

WALA, ang gwapo pa rin ni Sean Paul. Ahhhhh!!! ang sobrang weird ko lately.
so, the search for the right ball dress has just begun. show me everything you've got, designers, and let's see if you guys truly deserve the title.
my ideas:
-super old vintage whatever: the type na beaded dress, yung may head thing na may feather, yung may cigarette holder na stick yung mahaba na whatever. gets? imagine that. ang cute. naisip ko lang one time ang cute non.
-skin tone and black lace over na fitted dress- it's hard to carry pero whatever. as if naman makakahanap ako right? it's just an idea.
-hilary swank's dark blue gown nung nakuha niya yung award niya for Million Dollar Baby.
-something very simple na flow- y.
-something Victoria Beckham/ Posh Spice- ish. eveything about her is ultra- fabuloso.
-i still can't get over with the Stepford Wives- ish dresses so there.
-bold prints.

whatever whatever. i'm not gonna follow my list kung meron akong nakitang better. yikes. the last thing na ayaw kong mangyari is may kapareho ako ng dress. mamatay na lang sana ako. HAHA. pano pa kung yung kapareho mo someone like-- _______ (insert a name na super tragic kung pareho kayo ng dress.)

2007-03-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

long story short, hindi tuloy sa EK.
more details? ayaw ni dad na si mang romy (our driver) ang mag- drive kasi daw hindi safe.
so i asked him kung pwede si kuya anton na lang (yun yung driver niya) para mas safe at baka mas alam niya yung daan and sabi niya mas wala lang daw akong mapapala kasi kaya daw niya yon hinire kasi fluent mag- english, nakakapagbasa at sulat, nakakapag- email at walang pamilya.
to sum it all up: puchanamanbakitngayonlangsaakinsinabi.

"bumbay, muslim, intsik at arabo"

mga words na please, dapat ibaon sa lupa at never ng gamitin. ang sama e. mga linya ng mga yaya.. mga famous lines...
yaya ni patrice nung bata siya: "sige ka, ayaw mong matulog? ilalagay kita sa sako ng bumbay!"
yaya ko dati naalala ko lang kanina: "ayaw mong kumain? sige ka, kukunin ka ng muslim!"
yaya ng neighbor: "bad boy ka? papakain kita dun sa instik!"
yaya ng cousin: "ikaw na bata ka, amoy arabo ka na!"

why??!

kanina grabe on the way kami sa Taft kasi susunduin namin si ate tapos nung nag- stop, may jeep sa harap ng car namin eh nasa front seat ako so kitang kita ko yung buong happening...
may bata na sa looks, mukhang 5 years old na malnourished. may hawak siyang basahan tas yung ginagawa niya, habang naka- stop yung jeep, papasok siya sa loob and pupunasan niya yung mga shoes ng mga taong nakasakay. so siyempre, inuna niya yung nasa dulo near the opening... then hanggang sa huli tapos pabalik, sa other side naman ng seat. sa lahat nung mga tao isa lang yung nagbigay ng money. yung kid holos umiyak- iyak na nung palabas na siya tapos inaabot niya yung hand niya sa mga tao but still, wala na talagang nagbibigay. eh oh my gosh... kadiri i- type pero shocks, nag- pick siya ng nose niya in public tapos yung same hand, yun yung nilalapit niya dun sa mga tao... so yung iba no reaction na lang until naka- lapit yung bata dun sa una niyang nilinisan ng shoes... inabot niya yung hand niya so yung initial reaction nung guy, lumayo na parang nangdiri dahil nga dun sa dirty hands... tapos okay... highlight of the story... ano ginawa nung kid? pinunas niya yung finger na ginamit niya dun sa arm nung guy.

una awang- awa na ako e. umexit yung bata, tawa ako ng tawa e. bwahahaha. grabe yung mga scenes na ganon, never kong naimagine na makakakita ako ng ganon. eeek.

I NEED RODRIGO SANTORO.
and wala, it's official... crush ko na talaga si Sean Paul. (yikes?!)

2007-03-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

I love lists.

I paint when I am bored or depressed.
I scream for ice cream.
I love my purple pen. (right now, it's missing. damn it.)
I like (not love) my voice when I sing alone.
Sometimes I'm this good but when I'm bad, I'm bad.
We don't talk much about normal stuff. That's what's different.
I have an uncontrollable attitude... Sometimes.
Sometimes I run. Sometimes I hide. (enough with Britney Spears already but literally, I do)
I have bisexual tendencies. "Oh my gosh, Kim!" (ANTM)
I like Ellen Degeneres but I'm afraid of her. I don't want her to go near me or dance her dance in front of me.
My lola and I are soo into shoes. We like the same kind, can you believe it? I'm not talking about the lola shoes here-- she likes the high heeled type. if only she's that rich.
Lately, "DUDE" is an overused word for me.
I like taking pictures of useless things. I know my shots are way better than the "Contemplatio" pictures we have in school. yeah, those loser pictures with numbers.
My hand turns cold, my face turns red, I stutter and run away every time I see him.
I miss her.
Nothing I really like is happening.
I drown in deep thoughts.
For me, "discern" is a funny word and when I become someone powerful, a new word in the dictionary- "discussted" will exist. (cough)
The looks of the room reflects it's owner. Bullshit.
Boys are cheaters and liars. They're such a big disgrace. They will tell you anything to get to second base- ball, baseball, he thinks he's gonna score.
I like my nails clean and cut short but right now, I'm too lazy to notice them.
Boy, you're funny.
Secretly, I want to be in a band.
We have a lot in common. Don't you realize that?
Yes, I'm laughing. I'm laughing at you.
I miss the days when I go online just to visit Bryan Boy's site.
A person told me once before: "You're so full of it." Yes, I'm full of it, whatever IT is.

80% of my head is full of: other people's lives, jokes, pick up lines, music, movies, green stuff (thanks to the duo, Gold and Anne-- haha), fashion, couture, useless knowledge, animals, art, destruction, ways on how to kill the woman I hate most and the excuses to get off the hook for the murder (hahaha), Daniel Radcliffe's shockingly small johnson that reminds me of a Greek sculpture's you- know- what, e7ite, and of course, Michael Jackson.
10% of my head is full of my personal infos
the remaining 10%- does not exist.
29. I want a detachable tub. The one with the 4 short legs. Also, I want the tubs they use in commercials. It makes me want to stay there for the rest of my life.
30. When I'm OC, I'm OC. When I'm not, well, look around.
31. You can kill me easily, just wear one of those stupid "How Soon Is Now" shirts. puke.
32. The ThrillerzzZ- yup, that's where I belong. nyahahaha
33. It's up to him. Whoever HE is.
34. Post Pardon Depression or Attention Deficit Disorder?
- Both.
35. "Are you happy?"
- "Am I happy? What kind of question is that?"
"ANSWER ME, ARE YOU HAPPY?"
- "Wow, that's hard. Can you ask me another question instead? Thanks!"
36. I can't wait for Rush Hour 3.
37. I gasp, puff, pant, huff and wheeze whenever. . .

2007-03-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

why do you want to marry him?
- well, it's because i love him.

why do you love him?
- because we can connect, he's fun to be with, we can talk about anything under the sun, he's there whenever i need him, blahblahblah......

okay. now i'm asking you this: if you can't connect to him anymore, if he's not fun to be with anymore, if you can't blahblahblah with him anymore, will you still love him?
- well, yes. (?)

yes? well then, the answers you gave a while ago are not the reasons why you love him.
now answer me, why DO you love him?

all because of Sonnet 116.
i'm in love with it.

so what's the answer? reminds me of adam sandler in Anger Management when he was questioned by jack nicholson. . .

2007-03-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

o- kay.

*My Needs As In Like Super Needs*

Plain Black Turtleneck Long Sleeves

> I have one but it's not quite the one I'm looking for. The one I have right now has a big hole on the back. A demure front with a bold back. Weird. I wonder why I bought it. It was an impulse.

Plain Black Pumps

> I also have a pair right now but come on, first ProSec field trip ko pa yun binili!! And that was like hello, October 3?! Badvibes. It's sooo ugly. It's sooo old and ruined. I hate it. Ginamit ko sa BAGUIO, pinapang- takbo ko, daan ako ng daan sa damo AT sa field, nagti- tip toe ako. Oh yeah, it looks soo brand new.

Plain Hot Pink or Red Pumps
Gold Chunky Necklace
New Pair Of Jeans
Dare To Be Different Shirt From Dorothy Perkins

> I went there yesterday and for a change, I shopped alone! Anyway, the t- shirt I'm looking for was too big for me. No more smaller sizes so I got another design. The one with the huge "ROCK" written on it. Wow, I'm wearing shirts now! Well, i wear shirts with long sleeves inside.

Plain Brown, White and Black Longsleeves

> I want the basic tees from Mango. It's cheap and it's so wearable. I can wear it under a shirt or just as is! I like it so much. The one I have now is in Gray. Kainis bat ba isa lang binili last time?!?

Skull Buckled Belt With Rhinestones

> Yes, it's the one from Topshop. It's on sale na yesterday, 30% off!

Michael Jackson Shirt

> The one from the Boy's side of People Are People. Third time ko na nakikita yun but I never got the chance to buy it. Like I said, I was shopping alone yesterday and hindi ko kayang bilhin yun dahil for boys yun. Wahaha. I need my kuya or diko.

Black Wedges

Purple and Green Tights
> I want one even if I might end up looking like Peter Pan. Okay lang, at least Michael Jackson likes Peter Pan. He even pretends to be Peter Pan.
Cheetah Print Hand Bag
> I saw one yesterday and again, it was from Topshop. Pero the handle is broken. Ang cute cute pa kasi ang gusto ko ng combination ng Cheetah Print + Pink and you know what? Cheetah yung labas nung bag and the inner part is in pink! Gurrr.
(i also like Zebra Print + Green)
> I'm not that big of a fan ng animal prints but i just want that bag.
New Apple Earphones
> I've been suffering for more than a month now. Sira na yung sa right ear!! No more sound! %&$^$@$%!(#%@ kasi naman bat ba nila nasira!?! errr. Imagine, iPod tas sira yung isang side?! Dude, nag- iPod ka pa.
Descent Speakers
> Ayoko na ng cheap na speakers!! Yung nandito pang- banyo e. Galing sa Greenhills. Badtrip ang panget, kaya nga nasa banyo e! Ahahaha. Gusto ko nung nasa Chocolate. Yung speakers na bag! Pero it doesn't have to be that one exactly. Bose dapat. Yeauh! whatever- as if!
Pinstriped Tuxedo
> For girls naman. Gusto ko ng matching. haha. Pang- defense. Ahem.

Oh well, Physics na later. Yeahboii.

Reminder for my next post: it's about party plans.

Maheleg me sa mga kolay. Feborit ku ang...

KULOR FENK. KULOR GREN. KULOR YILLO. KULOR BLOH. KULOR FARPOL.

2007-03-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not o sing out of key

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away
Does it worry you to be alone?
How do I feel by the end of the day
Are you sad because you're on your own

No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love

Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can't tell you but I know it's mine

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends
With a little help from my friends

happy first friday of the month!!

so we had our last first friday mass as high school students just this morning. it was so weird. i felt nothing. i remember how i felt the last time the seniors of last year celebrated their last mass with us. i was so unhappy. i can't imagine life would be like without......................... well, here i am. i survived. ha ha! i haven't seen that person in such a long time now and wow, this year the person is turning 18! i hope it would turn out great. awww, i miss that person so much. i just can't stop thinking, what if? oh well, it's over. awww.

2007-02-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

She was in my dream last night. It was weird, i woke up and i felt something weird. I finally realized that i miss her so much.

nandito kami sa bahay ko, nandito sa tapat ng computer. magkatabi kami sa isang chair tapos nag- iinternet kami and tawa kami ng tawa. i don't remember why we were laughing but we often do that before. titignan namin yung mga site ng mga tao and tatawanan namin, mangsta- stalk at mangga- gago. i miss those days. i miss her. can you believe it?

march 23, that's the date i'm planning on talking to her. the day before THE day. Graduation day... i want to graduate in peace. haha. such a lame thing to say basta i want everything to be okay. who knows? we might even end up studying in the same school together with the same course. aww...

so anyway.. enough about that stupid dream! para sa mga madalas manood ng mga home tv shopping whatever channels..
BLENDY PENS! i want BLENDY PENS!!!! wooohooooooo!!!! grabe ang astig non!
BODYPOD21! ooooh!! BODYPOD21!!!! wooohooooooo!!!! i want one!! magga- ganon ako sa pool katabi yung airbed! hahaha.
HANDY CHEF! i want HANDY CHEF!!!! wooohooooooo!!!! imma handy chef every food that will pass by me!

movies i'm dying to see: The Persuit of Happiness
300!!!
Spiderman 3
movies i wanted to watch but never had the time to: Music & Lyrics
Apocalypto
Night at the Museum
The Fountain
The Holiday

kanina grabe, bumalik nanaman ang pagka- crush ko kay.............. Paul Young sa Desperate Housewives. e ang gwapo, bakit ba? hahaha. tapos, oh my gosh, kadiri kadiri kadiri ang Equus. aww shit, Dan. why'd you have to do that? why'd you have to pose nude? why'd you have to have such a hairy body? why'd you have to make me sick, Dan? uhhhhh!!! please.
...........................................................but i wanna watch the play though! hahaha. the story is so intriguing!! sa KABAYO?! kay pac*e? hahahahahahahahahahaha.

okay last night nakakatawa. birthday ni lola and we ate at this Japanese place so okay. i love the food. anyway, after that, my ate was like craving for icecream. not just any other ice cream but haagen daaz type. so okay it was past 10 for crying out loud!! but no, gusto daw niya talaga! and wala, barado ako kasi ginawa niyang excuse na bakit daw nung bata ako, gusto ko nung bagong Barbie na pinapakita sa Cartoon Network at 9pm na non tapos iyak daw ako ng iyak tapos naghanap ng store at binilihan daw ako. so okay, fine. first, nasa Timog area lang kami and saan kami umabot? Makati. Manila Penn to be exact eh wala dun so Makati Shang. di ko alam basta kasi yung isa don Dreyers binebenta eh ayaw pa din daw niya. so lumipat pa kami ng hotel. tapos nung nakabili na kami, biglang sabi ni lola, gusto daw niya ng seafood pizza. not just any ordinary seafood pizza but the one from hotel philippine plaza in manila. so we went there. pauwi, gusto ko ng donuts. not just any other donut but the ones from edsa shang. so we went there! so yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY lola! :)

2007-02-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

and in the end, you have no one else to blame but...... you.
-really, ilang beses ko na ba narinig yan. oh well. sa ilang beses ko nang narinig, maybe it's worth posting here. :)

she's leaving. she is actually leaving. on april 20, something big is going to happen. april 21? a drastic change.

i'm sooo busy. i don't know what to do. there's a lot of projects to pass and something bad happened to our oh- so- very- well- planned investigatory project because of a stupid something i had in mind. narealize ko lang na ang walang kwenta ng project namin and now we're not expecting to receive a high mark for that. eh may ganon nang binebenta bakit pa kami gagawa ng isa pa?! okay stupid.

now i need to drown myself with more Japanese videos from youtube.

i just realized that there was no day i never laughed.
i tell jokes everyday and there was never a day without me saying something funny.
everyday i learn something new. not from the teachers but from my friends.

what's so great about this day? nothing. i can't think of anything. well, it is my lola's birthday but things won't get started until 7pm. wow, even my lola's birthday is a bummer. we're just eating out somewhere. she's 74 now. boy, if i ever turn 74, i want a big party for me and my friends who are still alive. i wonder who they could be? when i get old, i don't want to live alone and i want to spend my remaining days making up for the things i haven't tried before. i'll try bungee jumping! haha. naiimagine ko na ang cause of death ko: too much excitement. hahaha. at least masaya akong namatay! wahahaha.

okay back to reality i have a big problem. i know it's huge but the weird part is, i'm not feeling it. ang stoic ko nanaman. boreeeeeeeeeeeed.

it's sad that we have to come to this end
knowing each other for so long
and now we have to part our ways
these things don't come everyday
but we'll see each other soon.

2007-02-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

i need an output for this!!!

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ang dami SANA eh. kaso errr, wag na lang. hahahaha

hey, you! how's life? :)
it's Ash Wednesday today. start na uli ng Lenten Season.
summer bummer: mga PROSISYON.
it's not like i'm not religious but i just don't get the point of why we should go and celebrate that yearly. i know it's just once a year but come on. candles, long walks, probinsyano people? uhhh- i'm soooo over that. dati gusto ko nung kid ako dahil kinakarga lang ako ng dad or yaya ko the whole time. when i reached the age of twelve wala na! maglakad na daw ako! kainis!!! nakakaiyak talaga! eto yun e... PROBINSYA. shitty. ooooh. greeeat.

makikinig na nga lang ako ng mga Celine Dion downloads ko! wahaha. yeahboi.

eto nung January mass yata or February mass..
sister: the body of Christ
phyl: thank you.
--sabay alis-- (1 1/2 steps)
-balik-
phyl: Amen pala!

what's wrong with me?!?

funk phenomena song-- before akala ko it was........ "sampung banana" like nung dati akala ko "kaldero ng Diyos". so ano nga ba ang kordero??!

oh yeah!!! we won!!! go blazing phoenix!!! go Pananagutan!!! we did it!!!
we won where?
basta napili lang naman yung song na ginawa ng group namin for our grad!! yeah!! grad song na ang... what's the title? Bluberri Heaven? Leaving Bluberri Heaven? okay, basta yon. kainis yung title pero kasi dun kami nag- record ng cd e! sa Blueberry Jam! wahahahahahaha.

okay, ang halata talaga ng girls magtinginan... "ayan o! ayan! siya yon!" ayyy amp. sige lang, hindi nahahalata nung mga tao. bwahahaha.

ugh. naiingit ako sa mga 3rd year. :(
miss ko na yung prom!!
ang gaganda ng mga gowns/ dresses nila!!! :(
kaka- inggit!!
i want another prom and a fashion show.
a cool fashion show.
a descent fashion show.
tapos gusto ko si ano yung sa opening _____.
oh gosh, it's all coming back to me now!!! (okay, so ayan ang napapala ko sa kaka- listen ng mga Celine Dion songs e)
EH PERO NAKOOOOO. i want!!!! :(

and now i'm looking at HER profile. we're soooo different from each other. oooh. nothing in common talaga. kami ni ano, marami! wahahaha.

KINGDOM OF PRETTY- BONNIE B. (song for Lea)

J. Lo songs are back on my list. grade six memories! hahaha

2007-02-14T18:05:00.001+08:00

Nympha Legazpi moments- Manang Janice! amoy panis!
- 5 years ago, sa simula pa lang ng Pebrero, magpapa- alam na sa nanay ko ang katulong naming si Manang Janice! (codename: MJ) nagpapa- alam mag- day off! yeah!! here comes Feb. 14 and wow, si Manang Janice, amoy panis! haha! sabi ng isa kong yaya: "ano ba yan, Janice! amoy Arabo ka!" okay laugh laugh laugh. anong suot niya? colorful leggings, very thick sports socks, white rubber shoes and a blouse with shoulder pads. hindi pwede ang "Annie Batumbakal" na song sa kanya. hahahaha

Bogart= Bhogart.
- prank call days. we used to call houses and we pretend we're this Bogart character na gay person na ma- H yung mga saHlitaHH. oh yeah. oh yeah. oh yeah.

oooh it's Valentines Day. i wonder what's gonna happen next..

gold: phyl, valentines na bukas, ano balak?
phyl: WALA NGA EH!! CORNY!

a month ago... (jan. 2)
gold: phyl, start na uli ng classes bukas, ano balak?
phyl: may sobra pa kaming sinturon ni hudas dito... ano, dalhin ko?

gurr. oh yeah the chocolate!! i got a heart- shaped chocolate from...
Nikki Tan!!
Nikki Tan na namuta... nakalagay sa chocolate (in icing ha..) "puso ko 2". ayyy... nang- chenes.

other messages na mababasa mo sa mga chocolates na binebenta sa school:

"SANA"
"OO"
"YES"
"MAHAL KITA!"
"MY HEART!"
"I LOVE YOU"
"HAPPY VALINTINES!!!" (valintines nga naman!)

malupitan eh. hahaha.

About A Year Ago...
my sister received a bouquet of roses (the ones from friendster) and blah blah. she felt really err-- kilig. (yikes!)

Yearly...
over the past 5 years, my sister receives a bouquet of flowers from my parents. i know how sweet and uh yeah-- lame. i don't really know why my parents keep on doing that. maybe they figured out that my sister is such a... hopeless romantic. (BRB, i have to gag and puke first!)

A Few Weeks Ago...
I just saw in the news how people rallied for our country/ them to regain the record of the most number of couples kissing in a given time. (Lovapalooza.) there's this other country who won over us so there, they made a rally for that. wow, what an important issue. come on people, there's lots of better and bigger problems in our country to solve that is really worth our time. another title nanaman ba yan para sa Pilipinas? wait lang ha, susuka muna ako.

Remember...
the past lovapalooza? i suddenly remembered how my brother's friend was so desperate... gustong- gusto pumunta sa lovapalooza eh wala naman siyang kasama! kung sino- sino tinanong niya, walang pumapatol. ang sarap sabihin: "pare, kung wala, WALA! asa ka pa!" harharhar. he's so ridiculous.

Just A Thought...
puno kaya ang mga hotels and oh yeah-- motels today? a weekday? wednesday? the middle of the week? yeah, i'm dying to find out!
may mga pupunta kaya sa mga cheap clubs with naked women mamaya/ ngayon? sa gay bars kaya? yeah, i wanna know!

A Non- Valentines Day Related Topic...
Ghost Rider: i'm scared.
R U D Man: i'm psyched!
Music & Lyrics: i'm feeling the love, brotha!

Back To The V Day...
maririnig ko nanaman bang kumananta ng "SANA" yung neighbor namin sa karaoke nila sa bahay?
may maririnig kaya akong "Mr. Lonely" sa radio?
meron kayang gagamit ng pick- up lines today?
-- will the pick up line work?

V... for Vendetta?
V... Michael V?
V... ate V?
V... C D E F G?
V... jolly- V?
V... V happy?
V... cause of you?

Way Way Back...
a Babalu film... sa isang movie, nag- punta siya sa bahay nung babaeng nililigawan niya... nag- abot siya ng 4 roses sa babae...

Girl: wow! roses! (points out each rose...) I LOVE YOU VERY... ayy! kulang! tanggalin na lang natin ito para I LOVE YOU.
Babalu: wag! nag- kulang kasi pera ko pero pinag- isipan ko na yan! kaya eto... (hands the girl a pack of posporo)
Girl: ano ito?
Babalu: MATCH. oh diba? I LOVE YOU VERY MATCH?
---corny. ---lame- o.

wow, this year is extra cool. changes are beginning to start again...
my diko walks in wearing a longsleeved polo, denim pants that really goes well with the polo, sneakers and... a bouquet of pink long stem roses. wow. now that's a drastic change. dati nag- aagawan lang kami sa remote ng TV nung Valentines and now... wahaha.
-diko, dumaan sa harap ko...
erose: weh!!! ulul?! hahahaha...

-mom dumating.... shouts: "Erose!!!"
erose: hi ma! happy valentines day!
mom: happy valentines day din anak! i got you this!
(hands me a huge tulip.)
erose: wow!!!! thankssss!! (i then gave her a big hug)

mom: where's your ate?
erose: not here... i wonder kung ano makukuha niya today...
mom: onga noh? meron kaya besides sa bibigay namin ni dad?
erose: i dunno.. sana meron.. what's for her? what's for her?
(shows me a big blue rose)

how lovely. how lovely. i love my tulip. she loves blue. it's all good. hahaha.

2007-02-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

okay, bummer. what a way to steal my happy mood.

i was screaming my lungs out. crying and shouting.

...............long story.

thank you for my ipod "dear" parents. cause of that, i have a reason to keep on smiling... without music, life would be a mistake. music really is the medicine of the mind.

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

now i need to cleanse... i'd better start preparing my cold peppermint chocolate.

3 parts milo
1 part peppermint tea
5 parts cold milk
shaken not stirred.

Music is what feelings sound like.
Were it not for music, we might in these days say, the Beautiful is dead.
He who sings scares away his woes.
If I ever die of a heart attack, I hope it will be from playing my stereo too loud.
My idea is that there is music in the air, music all around us; the world is full of it, and you simply take as much as you require.
Play the music, not the instrument.
Music is an outburst of the soul.
Music is the art which is most nigh to tears and memory.
In music the passions enjoy themselves.
When words leave off, music begins.
Music is love in search of a word.

2007-02-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

Sure na talagang gragraduate ako!!! hahahaha
amp.

My dad just got my card kanina. It was okay. I guess. (???) It was better than before... Sabi ng dad ko pinahiya ko pa daw siya dahil sa registrar niya pa pala kinuha card ko dahil hindi pa ako nag- bayad ng tuition last December. shocks.

kasalanan ko bang ang cheap cheap ng school at hindi mini- mail out sa mga bahay yung mga bills??! yung mga ganon na paper everytime na nakukuha ko, ginagawa ko lang pamunas ng ketchup na natatapon sa damit ko eh!! okay, anyway...

have a nice day. haha.

i need to rest. ang sakit ng mukha ko. like i said, dumami pimples ko dahil sa stress, puyat at pagod so nagpa- derma na ako.

one word: ouch.

oh well, kailangan ko na talaga eh. i wouldn't wanna end up looking like a pimple na tinubuan ng mukha. wahahaha. lagi yun yung pang- inis ng mom ko sa akin everytime... sagot ko na lang sa kanya: "ano yan?" (while naka- point ako sa belly niya) MWAHAHAHA.

2007-02-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

for the past two weeks, first time kong makauwi sa bahay from school ng naabutan kong may sun pa... kahapon, i was so happy dahil at last! yun na yung last day na uuwi ako ng late!

now everything's over and i'm thinking awww, shit. i miss my MYTH group. my "mythKADA". wuhoo!! i miss you guys! because of you, umuuwi ako sa bahay ng late pero masaya! kahit na stressed na stressed na ako from school at nagkaroon ng maraming pimples dahil na din sa puyat at pagod, shocks, no time wasted. it was all worth it. i love being with you guys! i enjoyed all the fun memories! haha! now Granwood is like my third home! (my home is first, school is second..)

Karakuch- the place to be, kahit na pamatay yung presyo't nauubos pera ko! haha.

1 turban ni lea;
2 boots ni frances;
3 "a child in the tree" na matigas ni paula alcantara at ang bato niyang napaka panget;
4 mga nangu- ngunang pagsasalita ni kc;
5 bahay, nanay, ate, aso at pagkain ni mari;
6 kembot at ang mga batong masterpiece ni maan;
7 sa pag- creep at ang palaging pagka- huli sa "and the people tremble" ni celestelle;
8 pam- batang tawa ni jennilyn;
9 malanding unlike the real margo na "help me! help me!" at mga batong may lumot ni margo;
10 "ulet!" "from the start!" "places with spaces" ni dom b;
11 pag- sabunot ni patty sa sarili niya;
12 mga tawa at iyak ni paula prado at ang kanyang super ga- gandang coconut trees;
13 ang pagka- wala ni ria sa poem;

I LOVE YOU AND I'LL MISS YOU...

...and so we didn't win. so what? well, Dom B. won and our class won several times!! wuhoo! yeah, that's the spirit you guys! haha!

i love you i love you i love you these words are my own!! :)

*gwapo namp!! nagpa- parinig pa eh... kaka- play ko pa lang ng "I'll Cover You"... sabay umakyat dito kumakanta sa may likod ko... shiyet.

HATE.

raissa: gusto nga ng parents kong manuod eh..
phyl: so pupunta sila?
raissa: di ko sure... nahihiya ako e
jill: onga, baka ma- shall we dance ka pa
phyl: huh?
jill: yung sa shall we dance... nag- sasayaw siya biglang sumigaw yung anak niya tapos nasira yung sayaw...
phyl: ah oo, %*#$% yung anak niya dun eh. $^*&(#@# ang panget! siya rin yung babae sa snow day... nagtataka siya kung bakit ayaw siya nung lead role na lalaki na gwapo e ang pangit pangit naman kasi niya! (hinga ng malalim...)

A- Okay.

-=*CHORALE BLUES*=-

phyl: sabay tayo ha..
person: ehhh ate....
phyl: sige na, okay lang yan... paano kung si ate krina na?
person: eh shy ako e...
phyl: ano ka ba, ako lang to (smile. insert mabait tone.)
person: okay...
phyl&person: tili tilibum tilibum tilibum ti litilibum... (then humihina boses ko)
person: (stopped singing na din eventually..)
phyl: o, eh bakit ka nag- stop?
person: ehh.. shy nga ako eh...
phyl: no, okay naman eh.. basta sa part na tilibum tilibum tilibumbum si... yung tone ay...
person: a! yun nga ginawa ko!
phyl: talaga? sige, ulit.. sabay tayo..
phyl&person: (sings)
phyl: (stopped singing)
person: (stopped singing after i stopped)
phyl: see, told you.. basta dapat ganito...
person: a okay okay.. gets, gets...
phyl: sabay uli tayo ha...
**repeat like six more times tapos palitan niyo lang yung mga sagot niya ng...
person: a yun lang pala.
person: kayang kaya yan.
person: ehh... shy talaga ako e
person: ang easy!!
person: okay okay
person: gets, okay, kayang- kaya.

okay, ang sama ko pero shit. sana kasi i- accept na lang niya yung fact na hindi tama tono niya. at sundin na lang niya yung sinasabi ko. shy amp. shy amp. shy amp. ang bait pa naman niya at "hi ate!" ng "hi ate!" sa akin everytime na nakikita niya ako pero vocalization pa lang niya iba na, pano pa sa kanta? errrrk.

nakaka- addict yung Lemon na Strepsils!!!

tired

2007-01-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

woah. i'm super tired. i've got a lot of things to do.

the chorale will be singing at the ateneo fair on friday... i think it's around 5? as if, lahat naman yata filipino time so i guess late yung start... we're singing a japanese children's song called "Hotaru Koi" (Ho Firefly), a tagalog song "Tilibum" and lastly the "Lift Thine Eyes". it's not the BEST song selection but it's fun. we're practicing up to 6pm everyday (of this week). Ate Krina wants us to memorize the three songs by tomorrow. (well actually dapat lang talaga kasi sa Friday na). i can't believe nga na sasama ako dito eh... Well, no choice ako kasi wala ang mga third year, i accept the fact na magagaling talaga sila so big deal talaga na hindi sila makakasama (field trip nila to Biak na Bato).

okay, English week pa. syempre gusto namin manalo pero oh my gosh, hindi ako nakaka- sama sa mga practice ng group dahil sa chorale... this week lang naman ako hindi makaka- sama eh... pero what the, next week na English week eh!!! memorize na nung iba up to the second page!!! eh ako? kaka- kuha ko lang nung papel ko yesterday!! sila last week pa! malapit ko nang mame- morize yung buong first page. (7 out of 11 parts- as of now)

NOTE TO SELF: don't ever ever join extra- curricular activities na practice ng practice kasi nakakapagod. in my case, nakaka- wala ng boses. now may colds ako and a sore throat. shiyet. goodluck sakin on friday!!

baby it's cold outside- since yesterday nagja- jacket ako papuntang school. weird, i don't normally come to school in a jacket but i can't take it. it's cold. clean- up nga pala kanina. wala namang ginawa! kumain lang kami!

ayy grabe lahat ng tao mga pinagsa- sabi puro pick up lines. nauso yun during our test days... si kyra may list... si mael binasa and after basahin, sinabi niya sa akin... so binasa ko din... kumalat and now up to the stat messages ng mga tao, meron. oooh, i love it.

my cellphone's missing. :( i don't know where i placed it. it's somewhere inside our house but i can't recall when was the last time i used it. all i can remember was reading a message from lilly last sunday afternoon. that was it. 3 days na. i don't really care. na- realize ko lang na nawawala nung monday evening kasi ise- set ko na yung alarm clock ko for the next day biglang hindi ko na mahanap. oh well. sana palitan na. i repeat: SANA.

i need to keep up. ayokong magka- sakit. my lola's having her eye operation right now (right) and tomorrow (left)... tomorrow my dad will be confined for 3 days in the hospital to undergo a series of tests/ check ups. i'm freaking out now. shit sana wala siyang sakit. i can't loose my dad. not right now. not in fifty more years (he tured fifty last year).

--- anong height mo? [5"10]
-- woah 5"10?!! paano ka nag- kasya sa puso ko?

word of the day "legs". so, wanna go back to my place and spread the word?

excuse me miss, but have you seen my little puppy? [no.] well i think i saw him enter the cheap motel room across the street.. can you accompany me?

2007-01-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

band aid year what?
i don't really know. who cares? it sucks.
i love my batch mate's band though.
i love the semi- calb guy in the pink shirt who's playing the guitar and lead vocals of Hansom.
who was he? it was Ton. yes, it was Ton.

it's 10pm, school fair, band aid pa. care to ask bakit ang aga nandito na ako sa bahay?
because it was sucky and crappy.
i just loved the way they designed the hallway leading to the gym with the black lights (funny story, i'll tell you later).
i loved one of the judges- yung isa sa Akafellas (my sis' crush: chubby but cute and really white)
may free water ang mga "special" people.
ang gwapo nung vocalist ng cala lily (kaya ko hinintay matapos performance nila).

i stayed there for a max of 4 hours. 6pm till 10. see? ganon ka- corny.
pag- uwi ko, YM kaagad and...

burns: how was the bandaid??
phyllis: what do you think?
phyllis: it's 10 and i'm here na
burns: hahaha!!
phyllis: yes. shet
burns: %#@$!!* shitty fair ampota!!

during the band aid, nalaman ko na ang earphones ng apple ay 2fivedoubleO daw. potra.
2fivedoubleO?? sana hindi yun totoo. pucha kung oo. anong gagawin ko??! titiisin?!? tan$@na naman o.

-band aid-
mas fun pa yung mga songs na pine- play habang break. mga oldies but goodies
-my girl. candy girl. etc. love it. <3>
ang boring sobra so nasa bleachers lang kami. nakaupo. nakatulala. tahimik. nanonood ng mga jologs na tao at minumura (inside our mind) yung mga JEPROX na mga PASLIT na mga LALAKE na NAGBIBINATA sa same bleacher na inuupuan namin.
--sabay biglang may umupo sa tabi ko na isa sa mga JEPROX.
JEPROX: Miss, miss.. kilala niyo po ba yung nasa gilid?
me: huh? nasa gilid?

being the taray biatch, ano ginawa ko? kinausap katabi ko and yung nasa gilid..
me: ewww shit alis na tayo please?! tinawag akong MISS ng di- oras p*ta! tas hindi lang yun! tinanong pa sa akin kung kilala ko daw ba yung nasa gilid! (mael katabi ko, shari yung "nasa gilid")
mael: bursts into laughter habang pinapalo pa yung kahoy ng bleacher.
shari: please? wag niyo kong iiwan.. it's scary!
me: sarap tanungin... claretiano ka ba? ahahaha
mael: go!
shari: haha!
me: never.

how lame can they be? MAY DALA PANG SKATEBOARD AMP!!! hiritan naman mga:

"boyfriend mo!"
"anak mo"
"pa- date ko yan sayo sa grad ball e!"
"pa- ligaw kita diyan eh!"

so eto yung black light story... nothing BIG pero it's funny..

meron kasing binili si mael na pens na sa blacklight lang makikita yung ink so kung saan- saan kami nagsulat ng mga words/ phrases/ jokes/ sentences/ fragments sa buong katawan namin. meron sa paa, sa clothes, sa arms, sa legs, sa knees, sa shoulder... DUN LANG.
sabay nainip na kami totally with up dharma (last band playing) so umalis na kami...
dumaan kami sa hallway papuntang gym na may black lights sabay- SHET. uhh- o. takbo. wahaha. no, not really takbo- more of tawa and reading the written stuffs there.
(oooh ala da vinci code! wahaha!)

que horror moments:
*nakita namin si Felix (one of the Roco twins) na may girl na niyayakap! ahahahaha!!
*may 2 matatabang naka- glasses (na kung sa states sila nag- aaral lagi siguro sila binabato) na nag- yayakapan! babae pareho ha! add to that na nagyayakapan sila while SPONGECOLA were performing. so ano yun? spur of the moment? pucha.
*we saw Jay na nababakla. uhhh--

ang gwapo ni ton. ang gwapo ni ton. ang gwapo ni ton. hanggang dun lang. hindi siya magaling eh. saaad. really, you can't have everything. oooh but you're fun to be with! hahaha.

//what's playing?// "YOU" songs
*****
you make me feel like dancing- Leo Sayer
~Youve got a cute way of talking
You got the better of me
Just snap your fingers and Im walking~
****
you make me feel like a star- The Beu Sisters
~ You make me feel like
Everyday's my birthday
Every night's a dream
Oh, and when you kiss me
I melt just like ice cream.~
***
you know my name- Chris Cornell
~ Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you~
**
you gonna want me- Tiga
~Baby,
A song for any season,
I got so many reasons,
You're gonna wanna make it some day
Some say, boy you're always teasing
I think you best be leaving,
Why you've gotta drive me crazy

I know,
You gonna want me,
But when you want me,
It might be a different story~

okay bored. going.... gone.

2007-01-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

do you remember? FAIRmily?
hahaha.

peace SHoutS. i agree, PEACE.
ang boring eh. omigollygosh amp.

err naiinis ako. may mga bagay na talagang tina- try ko yung best ko na ingatan yung condition niya pero wow, naging mabait ka na nga at nagpahiram, tapos ibabalik sa iyo ng sira. so okay, earphones lang yun pero the thing is- why?

sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko (and sabi ng dad ko sa akin) na dapat ako lagi yung nagpapahiram, huwag na huwag daw na ako yung manghihiram. as a good daughter yeah, i'm kinda (meaning most of the time) living that up but come on, do they really have to take things for granted?

have you ever experienced lending things to someone and that someone does not return it back? yeah, that happens to me a lot. it's not just with the "oo, damit ko yung suot niya" issue but how many times do i have to learn my lessons in the hard way? hindi na ako nadala.

if ever naman hindi na ako magiging ganon, ang pangit super. i don't want to be the person na sasabihan na madamot. nakakabanas nga na may mga taong...

you: please sige na promise ibabalik ko, sandali lang naman eh.....
person: no.

pucha, nung gradeschool days may hinihiram akong magic pen (i know, lame) sa isang tao and ano sabi niya? "hindi pwede, sa pinsan ko to eh.." sagot ko lang before as i remember was "ahh, okay.. sige.." yeah yeah- and if ever may sumagot pa sa akin ng ganon ngayon eto lang masasabi ko... pucha, lupet mo mag- excuse ah. lusot na lusot! sana sinabi mo na lang na..... blahdiblah.

now i'm thinking na dapat ina- admire yung mga taong ganon dahil nasasabi nila mga gusto nilang sabihin exept lang dun sa "sa pinsan ko to" part. LAME. okay so anyway, now i have to decide kung trust worthy yung tao next time na may mga "events" pa na ganon.

LESSON 1: learn how to say NO.

it's just a one syllable word with two letters. how hard can it be? NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.
see? that wasn't really hard, right Phyl?! yeah! you can do it! i know you want to! i know you can!

the fair- ang loser. last fair ko na to since sa college minsan lang magkaron ng ganon and what? magiging ganito pa yung most likely last ko? ang badtrip.

sumakay ka na ba sa tsubibo?
ako tatlong beses na!
sakay na sakay ka na ba?
sakay na sakay na!

Bum Tarat Tarat Ringback Tone Tally: 2
my diko
and rhoda

tonight is poker night. again as usual, nandito nanaman ang mga poker playing peeps. wala eh, sila poker players, ako poke- r. poke- r sa stomache kapag may nagstre- stretch. poker sa arms kapag may naghihikab. poke- r sa likod at poke- r sa gilid. ikaw? poke- r ka rin ba?

so napag- usapan nanaman ang storya ng babaeng maitim na malaki ang eyebags. may nadagdag pa na description eh- tingting. (care of tets)

paano nangyari yon? di ko rin alam eh... eto pano nangyari?
si Heidi Klum napunta kay Seal.
si Beyonce napunta kay Jay- Z.
Melanie Knauss napunta kay Donald Trump.

(well yung 3rd pair medyo obvious naman na dahil lang sa pera at power eh. eh sorry naman, nakatagpo siya ng matandang mayaman. bwahahaha. i'm not saying she's THAT pretty pero woah man she's hott.)

"gustong- gusto niya ng MMS pero never SMS. he likes trees but ayaw niya ng puno. gusto niya mag- swimming pero ayaw na ayaw niya lumangoy. he likes green but never red. he likes the moon pero the sun? no, he doesn't like that"

FUN. LAUGHS. GOOD TIME.

i'm not a Japanese addict or whataver pero i love listening to "Sazanami"

2007-01-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

why do old people allow themselves to be called "tiya" or "tiyo"???
Tiya Maring. Tiyo Hene (heh- neh). Tiya Abe (ahh- beh). Tiyo Piyot (the joke of all time- tunog utot). The way they pronounce the Tiya/ Tiyo pa: it's "cha/ tsa" or "cho/tso".

my mom's playing the piano again- i would rather die. she was playing downstairs and i was updating my iPod videos upstairs when she called me...
mom: erose!!
me: yeah?
mom: halika dito, sabayan mo ako dito sa piano...
me: sabayan with what?
mom: kumanta ka!
me: maaaaa!

happy.happy.joy.joy.

punyetangconverterngvideosyanbwiset! ang saya saya ko pa eh.. "finally, Thriller on my iPod!!" but no... punyetangvideoconvertergagogumawanonmamataynasiya! lintek sa buhay. magagamit ko ang linya ni panget eh: "omigushzzz, i'm so pissed!" (insert maarte tone-- that bitch) like hello, ANG LAPAD NG MUKHA NIYA. laugh it off.... HAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!

tomorrow? panic mode- anal geom. imma die. magtatanim na lang ako ng kamote sa kanto, bwiset.
right now? fair mode. yeah!

"disconnect the dots" by: of montreal. album: satanic panic in the attic.
lalalalalalalove it, tagal na.

whoa i've got big news about big money since my dad knows so much about- stuff. there's like a news about the oil - investing business na ang hirap i- explain but grabe... P1.2 Billion ang pinag- uusapan. what about? well, let's just say na yung perang yon ay inipon ng certain someone na secretly and now that person wants to commit suicide kasi..... long story. as if interested kayong malaman yon eh about oil... ZZZZZ... boring. pero woah, super tagal na namin as a family na hindi kumakain ng dinner ng sabay during weekdays but last night was different. malupit kasi yung topic. hahaha. gusto ko nga one time "mag- sideline" as a detective. kikita kaya ako?? bwahaha. pucha yan.

errr what else? oh yeah, the ever so famous (or nagiging famous) restaurant- HIGHLANDS STEAKHOUSE. located at the SM Mall of Asia and they serve the best steaks in town. family friend namin yung owner so nakakuha kagad kami ng matinong table kahit na super the day before lang kami nagpa- reserve. malupitan yung restaurant dahil sino ang mga iba pang owners a.k.a. "ka- sosyo"?- Henry Sy, just to name one. we were there sitting next to them. he's nice... sa loob loob ko lang, wala ba itong anak o apo na ka- age ko??! HAHAHA. what's more great about Highlands Steakhouse? kung member ka ng Tagaytay Highlands (i know right?), pwede mong i- charge sa account mo dun yung bill mo sa restaurant. astiggin' grabe.
ask me a question... "Phyl, member ba kayo?" my answer? HINDE. ahahaha!!!

kanina nung NCAE habang shinshadan yung mga circles para sa name... may naalala ako... paano si handsome? (yun ba or hansom lang? whatever. kung ano mang spelling ng banda nila). vergel- de dios. woah, haba. haaay nako anton!!! wuhooo! langyang gwapong may girlfriend daw na panget! hahahahaha. di ko pa nakikita pero sabi nila panget daw! (as in with the E na pangEEEt) so okay. back to the normal hindi nagju- jugde world (woah, is that even possible?) sige, positives muna... ANG GANDA NUNG FIREWORKS NG PILIPINAS!!! natalo ang China, infairness. hanggang China lang ang point of comparison ko dahil hindi ko naman napanood/ nakita/ nakindatan <--?? yung sa ibang mga countries eh. so okay, basta maganda.

ang bait ni Sir Paul. he's sooo nice.
Sir Paul's gender: unknown. hard to tell. maybe. a little bit of this. a little bit of that.

fair mode. fair ala mode.

2007-01-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

alright, it's official... the asking-a-date-to-the-grad ball has begun.. any plans?

-change topic-

i'm not happy. in fact i think a part of my life is over. why? this may sound lame but natapos ko na ang buong storya ng F.R.I.E.N.D.S. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! i cried myself to sleep last night!! i know right?! but really it's soooo depressing!! wala na akong papanoorin!!! bakit ba kailangan ng lahat ng bagay mag- end!? first nung nasa Baguio ako natapos ko na season 3 ng desperate housewives. shit. nabwibwisit ako.

so ok, enough about those depressing crap... even though the tv shows made me feel bad these past few days, this week was still fun! hectic but fun! tiring but fun! CL day was great! haaay, Greg Mercado is the shiznit, yeoh! Trading My Sorrows is the ultimate! yes Lord! wuhooo!

-next topic-

nakita ko lang sa notebook ko... nung isang araw sinulat ko yung ibang reactions ng mga classmates ko about the Smith case...

blind item1: eh ang landi- landi naman kasi ng putang yon eh!
blind item2: kung ako yung babae, sasama ako kay Smith!
blind item3: ang gwapo- gwapo eh kung ako inask nun... GAME!!
blind item4: pasalamat nga siya pinatulan siya eh!

wow, some of us can be really harsh.

-question-

sino pupunta tomorrow? let me know. please? so i'll know what to expect! haha!

another blind item: eh tangina gwapo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teka nga. kailangan ko muna magplipo NG MALUPET kung pupunta ako bukas kung my ganyan ka hot sa partay
isa pang blind item: kung oo, magpapa- salon na muna ko't magpapagalaw sa bakla!

SCORE BOARD:
three invites: EXCELLENT!!!
two invites: Very Good!
one: duh, boring. asa ka pa.

gosh i'm still not finished fixing my iPod songs. gurrr. there's currently 1,200+ songs there and there's just one video. guess what? it's Michael Jackson's "You Can't Win" scene in THE WIZ and shit, hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko kasi walang sound na lumalabas!!! grabe ang sobrang bad trip. ang tagal- tagal kong hinintay yon mag- convert tas biglang ganon?!?!?! baket naman!??!!? kainis!!!

-and now-

kaka-tanggal ko pa lang ng gala uniform ko and nung nakita ko arm ko... wow. NIKKI DAVID- Feather Boa. Nikki David. haha. binabasa ko pa lang yung pangalan niya shet na! hahaha! kidding! *wink wink*

what's playing? Lisa It's Your Birthday by Michael Jackson and The Simpsons. shucks. ano ba namang boses yon??! my gosh. i love him like so much.

happy dappy week!
monday- feast day
tuesday- regular class stuff. not so happy.
wednesday- start of CL week. practice all the way! 1 period lang yung class!!
thursday- CL day! two words: Greg Mercado. Yes Lord! three F's: friends+family+filipino. presentation of songs. oh happy day.
friday- half day. rustan's. then the experience of another night life.
saturday- ak's birthday party! children's party yeah!!

choo choo train, it's all fun and games! choo choo train....!!!

AND OH YEAH, THE FAIR...
"peace SHoutS"

26 to 27 of January. BINGO!! FOOTBALL DEMOS FROM DIFFERENT SCHOOLS!! BAILA!! BAND AID!! LOTS OF PEOPLE!! 4TH YEAR BOOTH and hopefully, RIDES and SLIDES and... INFLATABLES! wish ko lang. hahaha! speaking of Baila.. seryoso bang pupunta ang mga Xavier boys?! this is going to be FUUUN! hello, i loved every move they made! and the Ateneo dance din? wuhooo. yeah yeah yeah!!! sana. sana. sana. sana. hahaha! onga pala, nagbalik na ang nami- miss ko! haha!

-summer loving-

according to my mom, bora nanaman daw kami this summer. well 5 days in bora and 3 days in iloilo uli. yeah! "kodakan" moments! "chippy"!! my tito's secret mini zoo of wild animals and some endangered species! f.y.i. inaalagaan niya talaga yung mga animals. may mga palawan bears and more animals! there's this cage full of huge rabbits then sabi ko: "wow! awww! ang cute! ang lalaki!!" then he said: "yan? eh pagkain lang yang mga yan nun!" (pointing to the next cage) so six steps and the next cage is labeled "Philippine Eagle". wow. when i saw the eagle grabe napatunganga ako. eh ang laki, ang taba at ang cute cute. ang ganda sobra! di ko na maalala kung gaano talaga kahaba yung wing span niya pero basta malaki. hahaha! tapos meron pa doong maarteng cockatoo dahil almonds lang kinakain niya. haha!
wow, my summer is actually turning out right. Baguio din nga pala for the Rotary Distas trip. yeah!! summer here i come!

and now back to reality, biglang nag-play ang Love Me For A Reason ng Boyzone. funny, memorize ko pala yun! ahahaha! si Bruce tinatahulan friends ni diko. mga girls lang kasi gusto niya eh. okay enough.

2007-01-06T15:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday: feild trip day.
the last feildtrip we can ever join as highschool students. i guess it was fun. i'm guessing cause i wasn't there.
the place? mt. banahaw. -it's kind of freaky that's why hindi na ako sumama. plus, my kuya said it's just a waste of time and energy so, why bother?

the great EK escapade didn't work out yesterday... we all woke up late and a certain Mael Yap went to Clark. hindi man lang nagsabi AT nagsama! haha.
speaking of Clark, i'm missing Mimosa so much. i'm missing it as much as i'm missing my Mimosa membership card. that card meant a lot to me kasi yung picture ko dun sa card 5 years old pa lang ako and i lost the card two years ago. i remember it like it was just yesterday... December 28, 2005. the day when i went to EK with some of my friends. the trip which messed up our lives! EK sure is fun but after that dreadful incident (no one got hurt- physically at least.) errr it makes me feel sad, again. we were all having fun but something happened. well at least i got home early... i mean it, literally. about 5am or more? hell yeah, it was a fun trip. there were 10 of us inside a 10- seater van with no foldable chairs which makes it an 8- seater van. some of the boys sat on top of the hot engine area. (think of old kia or pregio vans with the "makina" under the driver's seat... the ones located in front of the first row seats) i know, how nice of them to sit in there- haha! oh well whatever, i lost my card in the baggage counter because i lent all my cards to some of my friends. even the old Forest Hills one where i was just 10 years old got lost, too! that's the ugliest card picture i have at pag may nakakitang ibang tao non!!!

aia went to Bacolod. ahhhh, the Lakawon beach in Bacolod. i saw some of our old pictures from there and to be honest, i can't even remember what it looks like. i was just seven or six back then when we had to visit an old friend of my dad's.

>>>the journey to the floating bookstore is still on. i haven't visited the place yet but i'm planning on going there hopefully this week. it's this big (i guess) boat that when you go inside, it's like a huge bookstore. they're even holding a guiness book record as the biggest floating bookstore in the world! lahat ng nagtratrabaho dun volunteers and so obviously wala silang sweldo. it's a German whatever nga pala and books there costs P100 or less! like woah right!? (baka naman German lahat kaya....- joke) maybe after that, i can watch the fireworks compet. yeah, that would be great! the floating bookstore will be here in Manila till Jan 22. next is Cebu then i think, Davao? nagpunta na yun around the world eh. astig right? let's go and support it! haha.

CONGRATS TO ALL THE FUTURE ATENISTAS. yeah!!!

(f.y.i. hindi ako nagtest dun. hindi rin ako nag test sa la salle kasi pakshet. pakshet talaga. LONG STORY. basta, pakshet.)

we watched a funny movie yesterday. kasal kasali kasalo. bwahahaha. watch it and look out for Bronson! ewan ko kung saan nila nahagilap yung batang yon kasi grabe. grabe ang KYUT.

mael, shari and do went here a while ago. we played with my two puppies and keana, the puppy next door. i'm still not over with F.R.I.E.N.D.S. season 7 na and counting! i don't want it to end. desperate housewives season three tapos ko na. errr, ang bitin!! questions i have in mind:
bakit buhay si alma?
anong nangyari kay monique?
ano yung secret ng mom ni orson at ni orson?
magigising pa ba si jane?
hindi ko na nakita si zach at paul young. (crush ko nga pala yung matandang yon- HAHA seryoso!)

bati na ba talaga si bree at andrew? (shet. hottie talaga ni andrew, my gosh. i love him)

enough questions. hindi lahat nanonood niyan. ahaha. anyway, goodnight.
manonood pa ko ng F.R.I.E.N.D.S. !!

blind item's mom: diba bundok yon? wala bang engkanto don? baka meron!
my yaya: erose, wag kang sumama diyan! baka may NPA!

my dad: papayagan kitang sumama kung gusto mo. pero anak, ikaw? kakarinig ko pa lang sayo kanina nagsasalita ka mag- isa sa banyo complain ng complain na ayaw mong madumihan sapatos mo!
me: hindi kaya ako nagsasalita mag- isa! kausap ko sapatos ko!!
dad: ano? kausap mo sapatos mo?
me: eh ayoko maputikan dahil bago (sa utak ko lang P*TA ni B***EP, frist time kong ginamit shoes ko tapos bwibwisitin niya araw ko dahil natapakan niya ng sapatos niyang may putik, leche!!!) tapos binigay ko na kay ate lisa yung luma kong rubber shoes! (ate lisa- our lesbo yaya)
dad: eh bakit maglalakad ka ba don?
me: syempre naman!
dad: ikaw? maglalakad? anak, walang bubuhat sayo don.
me: hindi kaya!!!! hindi kaya!!!! well, may point ka, ayokong maglakad... NG MALAYO.
dad: sige papayagan kita pero depende sa weather. kung umambon, wag na. delikado pa don. hindi ka rin naman bababa sa bus.

bakit ako hindi sumama? ewan, i forgot. hindi ko na na-feel kasi ang dami ring may ayaw sumama. tapos kanino pa ba ako nanghingi ng advice? kay kuya. anong sinabi? (read the very top paragraph of this entry. haha.)

2007-01-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

woah, everyone i know feels sad with the "gusto ko nang mamatay" line. and for a change, it wasn't me. i was the one saying "ako rin" pero hindi ako yung nauuuna. is this the start of something new? ewww- now i'm thinking Highschool Musical songs. shit. i can never use that line again.

Baguio's over. it was great. fun and we met Zsa Zsa, Dolphy and family. wuhooo! we were having our dinner and it turns out, they're checked in, too! Zathurnna amp. di ko alam yung spelling eh. hahaha. i saw lots of familiar faces but i never saw anyone i really know. Baguio was just as great as it was before. it was cold. i enjoyed John Hay a lot. the food? two words: Chocolate Soufflé/ Strawberry Cheesecake.

something funny happened while we were on our way to SM Baguio:
some number called me and the number wasn't in my list of contacts... i sent the person a message.. i said "hi! sorry i missed your call, who's this please?" i know, how polite of me and the person texted back "sorry wrong sent" (T talaga)

*FLASHBACK*

a few weeks ago someone called me din and i said the same thing and i remembered reading the same reply: "sorry wrong sent"
that was really stupid of him. how did he get my number? wrong sent???- he called me... TWICE!
then Mael texted me asking me what i was doing and stuff so i said: may bwisit na tumawag sakin tapos tinext ko tapos yung sagot "sorry wrong sent" pwede send ko sayo yung number tapos gaguhin mo? and Mael said: sure thing!
so i sent her the number...
first name: tangang bobo
last name: gago tangina

nakuha na ni Mael yung message eh hindi pa rin siya nagrereply... so i said: "And...??"
sabay tumawag siya sakin and wow! you wouldn't believe what happened next....
Mael: Phyl, tatay ko yun!!
Phyl: Huh?! Di ko gets!?!
M: (trying her best to talk kasi tawang tawa siya) Name ko sa phone ng daddy ko "Gold", ikaw "Gold's Classmate" so.....
P: Weh?!! tangina yan!! nakita mo yung sinave ko na pangalan?!
M: AHAHAHAHAHA!! OO!!
P: HAHAHAHAAHA. Sorry sorry, di ko alam! HAHAHA
M: HAHAHAHAHAHA

sabi ko nga sa kanya eh "one for the blog experience!" ahahaha. what are the odds?
meron pa yung tatay ni Trixie Neri.. tinawagan din ako... sinisisi pa ako bakit daw kami nagpalit ng number ni Trixie... etc. etc. like wow! hahahaha!

i'm starting to miss Baguio. i want more Baguio Country Club Raisin Breads!!!! MORE! MORE! MORE!
in four months, i'll be back because of the next Rotary Distas Conference. yey!! this time would be even better because i'll be with my fellow Rotarian kids friends! we really had fun during the Subic trip with the yacht, jetskis, beach, steak, hotel life and now... Baguio here we come! errr. tagal naman...

there are eight billion people in this world, eight billion lives are changing, i never felt so alone...
- a friend of mine was walking along on a street then he saw his friends and saw his friend's friends then he saw himself on the reflection of a store's glass- alone. he paid attention to his iPod and that song was playing. it's just overly dramatic.
wow, i used to feel that often before... when it's dismissal time and i couldn't find my friends anywhere and the bus isn't there yet. i've got nowhere else to go but to be on a certain place where when people pass you by, it feels as if everyone is looking at you. feeling sorry that you're all alone. shit. i hate it when that happens.

OMG- i need to draw. adios amigos! i've got tons of projects to do! oh i just love saying that word... tons... TONs: "i know how to treat girls like princesses" pala ha? shocks. :)

2006-12-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

mano po 5 sucks. bigtime.
with lines like:

"matagal kong hinintay ang halik mo..."
and
"bago mo ako sigawan, sampalin at buhusan ng asido sa mukha..."

....that should be enough for me to prove to you that the movie sucks.

the story was just so predictable.
what i liked from the movie? christian and richard. yeahboyz.
i enjoyed watching it with lilly, kiki, detdet, mimi and other shs girls. (1st- 4th year)
mga pangalan pa talaga nila eh noh? inuulit. sabay may pakshet na panira: phyl
we ate at teriyaki boy and we were 8 all in all. i met some of them for the first time kanina...

so okay john hay here i come!! we're leaving at 5am tomorrow... later na nga actually. haha. we'll be there up to december 31st and wala pa akong pina- pack. hindi ko pa alam kung anong bag gagamitin ko kasi hindi ko mahanap yung matitino looking ones. pucha mga bags na nandito eh may mga sulat!!!: fitness first, dermalogica, obagi, gold's gym, skin cosmetics, seba med, neutrogena, tri- luma, hershey's, lindt... NAKAKAHIYA. yun yung mga bags na libre lang eh!!! pwede ba? hahaha.

we said our goodbyes to vicky our korean friend. flight niya back to korea is on december 30. we made her a despedida party just a while ago and she even cooked for us! ang sarap ng mga korean food na niluto niya! bulgogi something... nakakatawa yung tawag eh. parang tunog- aso. we gave her filipino made products as a remembrance and ewan ko ba sa mom ko, ang laki- laki at ang bulky nung filipina doll na yun, yun pa binigay niya. kawawa naman si vicky sa mga dala niya. ewan ko rin ba sa sarili ko't naisipan kong bilhin for her yung plate- like na mother of pearl na may malaking PHILIPPINES na naka- emboss. shet. ang stupid.

yesterday, we had our private tour sa factory ng milo, nescafe 3 in 1, nescafe with diff. flavors, nesvita, pillsbury at maggi. i know right? ang weird. turns out my ninong is the one who provides our country with those products with their factory in sta. rosa, laguna. i love it there. the aroma and the freebies. HAHA. they built the factory inside their family's compound para daw in case may problems, ang dali lang puntahan. ang daya nila. i wanna be just like them. rich. haha. ayoko ng business gusto ko riches kaagad. wahaha. kidding.

oh well... have you seen the december- january issue of meg magazine yet? wala lang. it's the issue for Prom na and i soo love the dresses. Rajo Laurel, what can i say? Debbie Co, what about? Kate Torralba, like o- kay. Pia Gladys Peray, how i wish. Louie Claparols, my God. Rhett Eala, speechless. Sy- Kat Couture, i repeat.. couture?!
i know prom's over but there's still the gradball with our theme: fashion week. ayan na kaming mga eletista. let's rock it with glam, ladies. i want this to be memorable. i want that memory to last. the prom was great but it wasn't really close to what i thought prom would be. ang bitin and basta, nothing really extraordinary happened. so with the gradball, i hope everything will turn out right. errr, i need a good dress. wish ko lang couture, diba? pero ang feeling kasi ng ibang mga pinoy couture designers- iniisip nila super kilalang kilala na sila and as if naman their materials are THAT expensive.

okay enough talk, phyl. ang tagal pa niyan.

o- kay, i need to pack.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! :D

2006-12-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

"Santa Claus Lane"

I remember last Christmas Eve

Something happened that I couldn't believe

I went for a walk as the snow came down

And when it stopped I was in a different town

And the sign said have no fear; your not lost your here!

Walking this christmas

Down santa claus lane

No need to wonder

No need to explain

Just have some faith in what you see

Your right here where you wanna be

Walking this christmas

Down santa claus lane

Down Santa Claus Lane

Elves were standing in the street

Snow men and reindeer came out to greet

Silver bells chimed from far away

As santa rode by on an open sleigh

And he told me have no fear

Your not lost, your here!


so feel na feel ko ang pagkanta habang nakikinig sa aking iPod at the
maximun volume sabay...
may nangalabit... (ate)

ate: erose, ikaw lang ang naka- iPod.

shiyet.

Buddy the Elf: "The best way to spread Christmas cheer is
singing loud for all to hear!"

Phyllis Santos: "damn!"

okay so it's nearly the 26th of December. hopefully matapos ko
tong entry na ito within the 25th.

WAIT LANG. this just in. now playing in my iTunes dito sa
computer: lahat ng songs na "santa" related
sabay play ng "there it go" okay ang labo. sa title walang
ka santa- santa biglang yung kumanta: juelz SANTAna.
huwaw.

so anyway, i spent my Christmas alone, inside my room watching
MOVIE TRAILERS on "my" (by that i mean hindi akin pero parang akin)
portable dvd player. i started watching when my cousins from my father's
side already went home. for me the party was alright but i think my parents
just can't try their best not to humiliate you infront of the crowd. good thing
nobody (from the 3rd generation of our clan) really listens to old people
talking about their "speech". come on, their speeches could've been SHORT,
SIMPLE and FUNNY but it turned out to be something LONG, BORING
and VERY SERIOUS.
maybe they're just old and sad that they want US to suffer like them, too.
my Christmas is sooo unhappy and they're not making it any easier for me.
whatever oldies.

oh and yeah, "bum tarat tarat" - zip it.
after seeing almost everyone dancing with that tune i'm starting to hate the
song more. wow, i'm so bitter. i wonder why.
i've seen my relatives dancing in that bum tarat tarat song mixed with doo bee
doo bee doo. oh yeah, i was even cheering for them but really, it kills.
i've seen a couple danced that bum tarat song wearing MASKS, dancing and
singing the song ACAPELLA in SLOW MOTION. (it was really funny, though)

oh well this really is the most boring and cheapest Christmas ever.

Santa Clause, please come back and make my Christmas much much brighter.
Santa Clause, i miss you so much.
(si Santa talaga yan as in gift- giver. no person behind the code name. haha)

so there, i hope you guys had a blast during YOUR Christmas.
so far, everyone's not having fun.

wanna hear something funny? (YM kanina: chat, webcan and mic at my lola evie's
place kasi dun yung mother's side Christmas party ginawa)
my ninang (from the States): ilang taon na ba si Erose? gusto kong ma- shock.
ate: 16 na siya.
ninang: OMG.
ate: yes tita. why?
ninang: wala lang, ang tanda ko na pala.
ate: hahaha!
ninang: wala pa bang boyfriend yun!?
ate: wala. actually anti- boyfriend nga yata yun eh.
ninang: 16 na yun? bop it pa rin hinihingi at pinabili sa lola niya deluxe monopoly?
ate: well, oo. (Erose!!!!!)
me: hoy ninang cacay! erose here!
ninang: hoy erose 16 ka na pala!
me: yes! :D
ninang: ano ba naman yan! ako nung 16 ako may boyfriend na ako! 14 pa
lang ako may nangliligaw na sa akin!
erose: yuckkk!! pwe! pwe! pwe!
ninang: well, kung sabagay.. ilang taon ba ako nung kinasal ako? 27!!
erose: ahahaha!! (enters jigel..)
jigel: ninang cay, si jigel na to, aayusin ko lang tong comp. kailangan nang mag- log out!

bladibladibla. it's nice na may mga ninang na ganun. so far swerte ako sa mga ninangs.

my all flip flops ninang is asking me kung ano size ng paa ko. yeaboi.
she's really funny: erose, nasan na ba mommy mo?
me: i really don't know eh.. she told me she's coming na...
aff: pumayat na ba mommy mo or should we leave a big space for her to sit on?
me: ahahaha! it depends.. when did you last saw her?

blah blah blah. i love them. feel ko pagtanda ko, ganun ako. i hope so.

Little Miss Sunshine

2006-12-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

for the last day of school for 2006, i was expecting to come home and rush up to bathe, look for an outfit, get money from my mom and go. go and follow my friends in Greenhills- Promenade with the driver who'll be driving for me and staying with me 'till night time but instead, when i got home, my mom wasn't there. she's out somewhere maybe in her clinic with the driver parked somewhere sleeping in some parking lot or wherever. what's left of my money was just P140. oh how sad. oh what a beautiful day.

i was screaming my lungs out in my poor little pooh pillow and before i knew it, i fell asleep. it was 5:30 when i woke up. i went down to get some food, and saw that my mom was already home. she was sitting on her chair in our dinning room and said: "hi! nandito ka pala? kala ko ba aalis ka?" SHIT. so sa utak ko gusto ko nang umiyak at sigawan siya but no.. "eh diba nga wala akong pera? kaya umuwi ako dito dahil akala ko nandito ka tapos ihahatid ako sa Greenhills ni Kuya Romy." i remained calm. i made myself two cups of savory beef yakisoba and a huge glass of coke. i went to the fridge and sat there for like three minutes (with the door open- of course!) looking for a bottle of Vodka. someone drank it. it was mine. great.

MOVING ON...

went inside my parent's room to watch tv and when i opened the door, my ate was there sitting on the chair i usually sit on- my dad's la- z- boy. my last resort was my parent's bed...

"ate, i'm bored. last day of school na this year and i'm here. just here. most of my friends are out. i'm bored. my life sucks." (and i dived on my parent's bed full of pillows)

"wanna go out and watch a movie?"
"please. spare me." (while covering myself in my parent's comforter- not facing her)
"hand me the newspaper"
(i moved a little and accidentally dropped the newspaper on the floor since it was just on the tip of the bed- she picked it up...)
"Little Miss Sunshine. 7:30pm Greenbelt."

"Little Miss Sunshine?!" (sounding like i was about to cry)
"well, yeah unless you wanna watch The Nativity Story"
"my life sucks." (i whispered with tears starting to fall down my cheeks. my nose was starting to get all fuzzy)
"maganda yun, nandun si 40-year old virgin"
"and?"
"yung girl sa Connie and Carla"
"sino dun? yung mukhang bakla?"
"yup."
"sila laaaaaang?"
"yung girl kid sa Signs pati some Paul Dano guy.."
"PAUL DANO?!?" (faced her with my whole head covered in my parent's comforter with just my eyes showing)
"yup.. yung friend ni Emile sa Girl Next Door..."
"si Klitz right?!?!"
"yeah, i think.. yung naka- glasses dun..."
"OMIGOSH. TARAAA!!!" (sabay tayo)
"crush mo yun? eh hindi naman yun gwapo ah!"
"TARA NA. PLEASE??!" (while i was taking out the covers twisted on me and moving closer to the door)
"kung sabagay, crush mo din nga pala si Michael Jack-"
(i shut the door)

Paul Dano was the shiznit. i love him. he made my day.
besides Paul Dano (Dwayne- his character in the movie), the movie was also great. it wasn't the normal comedy type since it's an indie- film but it was really nice. it wasn't boring even though it looks like it. the Americans seated at our back were laughing so hard that at first it makes me want to say "stupid americans" out loud but because they were laughing their hearts out, i decided to join them and laugh out, too.

end of story.

thanks to Ella, nalaman kong may tittle na ang book seven ni J.K. Rowling. "The Deathly Hollows" ohhh.. how exciting.

it's the 24th of December tomorrow!! my relatives from my dad's side will be here. everyone's uhmm... gonna dance. shit. can you imagine me dancing?! great. just great. i'm gonna be dancing in a Christmas Song song. oh well.
btw, Vicky, our Korean friend would be joining us tomorrow. so yeah- Christmas with the Santos and may special guest pang Koreana. bwahaha. and oh yeah, i wasn't able to buy any new clothes/ outfit for Chritmas this year. i would be wearing the clothes i bought from before na once or twice ko pa lang nagagamit. ang loser talaga shet.

"i love your dress!"
"oh really? maybe when i'm done with it, i'll give it to you!"
- Material Girls.

read this.

now i'm wishing i'm THAT rich. sigh

2006-12-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

'tis the season to be jolly falalalalalalalala... i'm not. errr, why? there's lots of reasons.

- i don't have an atm account.
- mika posted the pictures i didn't want her to post. i mean i have a right cause i'm IN that picture and i told her a million times not to post it but she still did. what the hell? at first, i was asking politely. i was making jokes out of it but she wasn't really listening and so my patience ran out and now i'm this super kulit na nakakairitang person.
- i want lots of new things. mainly clothes and shoes that i can't have.
- i hate my kuya. he's such a jerk and super feel na feel niya ang pagka- kuya niya na he's abusing it. i hate him. i hate him. i hate him. okay, i will not ruin his iPod anymore kasi parents ko bumili non... basta i'm still thinking of ways on how to get even.
- i'm missing a lot on as told by ginger.
- walang new season ng beauty and the geeks and america's next top model.
-my puppies hate each other.
- may gwapo, bow.
- i'm bored like super.
- there's lots of food here and i'm not controlling myself. damn you fudge brownies, truffles and cake!

that's just some of it. it's lame, i know, but i consider it the reasons why i'm not "jolly" this season. haha.

oh 2007, please don't make my year a bitch. make it bigger, bolder and better. make it fun, fantasic and fashionable. make it louder: more parties!! yeah! :)

2006-12-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

we had our soiree last saturday with the 4- M boys of Ateneo.
it was really fun! now after 2 years, may nakilala na akong new "friends" come on, last one was during our interaction nung 2nd year pa and onga pala like a few months ago nung ang konti konti lang ng mga pumunta. ano ba naman yun. hahaha! actually, soiree yun ng Bayanihan but Angela/ Bullet was the one who organized it so ininvite niya kami nila Mael at Do. at long last, gets ko na ang "CLICK". yeahboi. ang super sarap ng feeling na ako yung nakaisip nung pattern na yon...
during the soiree ang original plan is by partners.. so one boy, one girl but hindi daw kaya ng boys na mag- isa lang so ginawang 2 boys, 2 girls. so we guys sticked together (do, mael, shari and i) and ginawang 4 boys, 4 girls na minsan 2 boys, 4 girls. anyway, first set: akala ko back to square one nanaman ako na bakla nanaman magiging crush ko but no...
*tiger*
shocks. grabe. what are the odds na pareho pa sila ng pangalan. nung narinig ko yung name niya parang ako: "what?" tas sinabi niya uli and tinanong ko whole name niya and aba yun na yon eh.. shet. "NOT" (<--figure it out) so okay, we left JB's (JB nga ba?!?!) house at around 8:30 because Timog time na. Switchback performed and it was great. the judges' comments were awesome and i'm just soo happy for the three of them. i love them sooo much. =) this year. this christmas season is gonna be really sucky. the fact na hindi ako nakabili ng Sweet Tarts for like 30 people. the fact na ayaw akong kunan ng pera ng mom ko sa bank ko tapos tinitipid niya mga expenses ko. great. just great. eto pa yun eh. may small kriskringle yung switchback. band people and band managers. malas nung nabunot ko. shet. my mom controls everything right now. pero at least nakabili ako ng gifts for 20 people... vodkas amp! yeah, you read that one right, mga vodka pangregalo ko. saan ba naman kasi ako nakarating? sa grocery. sa unimart. pinapila ko pa driver ko dahil baka hindi ako payagan nung cashier na bilhin yung mga yon. haha. goodnight. bye. if ever babasahin mo ito: yes betbet, bakla siya kahit hindi halata. sabi talaga ni aia. awww, too bad. TIGER *sigh* shades and black suit *marry me* BE MY WORLD AMP. 3 tao: okay _____ na ko.

2006-12-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

betbet: umiinom pa ko right now.
me: ng what?
betbet: cruiser lang naman!
me: err ako na nga rin, mudslide/ shake!

okay nice whatever.

i got my pasalubong from my lola. i now have a Deluxe Edition Monopoly set. tara let's play! iniisip ko nga one night like pupunta lang dito sa bahay to hang out, watch dvd's and stuff, play poker, cards, guesstures, jengga, MONOPOLY, Bop It and well maybe yeah, drink vodkas and stuff. it sounds fun. we'll all laugh the whole night out and have open forum conversations like what we girls usually have inside the bathroom na weird kasi nagkakataon lang. yeah, it sounds fun. let's schedule a date.

after that game/ movie night... party sa YACHT!! hahahaha. namuta pa. wala last year ko pa iniisip yun and nagtanong na ako sa mom ko last year...

me: may pinapa-rent bang yachts?
mom: of course! for what ba?
me: kunyari party...?
mom: ahh oo, meron.
me: weh? sa SYC, meron kaya? (Subic Yacht Club)
mom: oo meron. 17thou
me: weh?! serious? as in yun lang?
mom: per hour.

so okay. great. what? ano? sige! game! sagot ko lahat wish ko lang!

naisip ko pa, wala naman siguradong pupunta sa mga ganon kasi yung problem nanaman dyan yung transpo. LAME.

another thing.. naisip ko rin na one afternoon magwa- water baloon fight. water gun fight. egg- toss. flour fight. really, ang fun nun kahit na ang baho ng amoy ng eggs. haha! eh wala lang ang saya. pero dapat walang malandi or tangang babaeng magwa- white shirt dahil magbabasaan nga. hahaha. i've been there, done that...
nasa Granwood clubhouse kami nung 1st year (fair) tapos may dala dala akong water baloons eh konti lang nadala ko. like 20 tapos pumutok pa yung iba... tete, ellie, mika, jill at ako nagbabatuhan near the pool side. eh yung last baloon ko na green pa (fave color ko before) nalaglag sa pool! i was reaching for it biglang si Ellie tinulak ako!! so hinila ko siya or si mika.. (???) then tumalon na lahat IN GALA. sabay may pangupal na babaeng pinagsabihan kami: "ano ba naman yan.. naka- gala pa naman kayo, taga- holy spirit pa ba naman din kayo tapos....." yeah yeah. after that you can imagine us nung pagtalikod nung "lady" na yon... nagprepretend na may knife at sinasaksak siya. lulubog sa pool at magmumura. yeah even back then, nagmumura na. hello, first year na eh. hahaha. anyway basta.

tomorrow is the day. pink rockristmas day! let's go guys!! yeah!

2006-12-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

okay, so let's start with DECEMBER 2, saturday. shiyet ang saya nung SKECHERS! pero before that lsgh muna for switchback. after lsgh, gateway then araneta na. tapos wow may kleptong kupal na nagnakaw ng digicam ni shari. what a loser. POOR! anyway eto yung "buti na lang" na nangyari: after mag- play ng switchback, nag- cr si detdet tapos nagpasama siya kasi ewan ko, takot siya? so there kasi ba naman yung suot suot niya malupitan: DLSU t-shirt, wuhooo! sa lsgh pa talaga niya suot with matching green sweatpants. alright so habang nagbibihis siya, ang bababa lang nung mga cubicles tapos nasa akin pa yung digicam ni shari nung time na yon kasi pini- picturan ko sila nung nagpla- play sila. so nagpunta ako sa cubicle next kay detdet nung nakita kong sinampay na niya yung pants niya and shirt dun sa door ng cubicle meaning wala na siyang suot. tapos, pinicturan ko eh ulo lang nakita. so dinelete ko na lang... so, BUTI NA LANG dinelete ko pa rin kasi kung yung kupal na magnanakaw kinalat yon... AYYY! i'm screwed. haha! so moving on... nung SKECHERS. OHMYGOLLYGOLLYGOSH, XAVIER BOYS ayyy. ayyy! ayyy langya yan! wuhooo, idol! as in seryosong napatayo kami and all nung ginagawa nila yung "moves" nila. wow, i never thought that chinese boys would be that cool. hahahaha! AGLAIA was great, halos maubos voice ko sa kaka- sigaw.

i got my michael jackson visionary, yey!! i'm like so so happy. =) plus an iPod na rin but really naiinis ako kasi hindi ako marunong mag- lagay ng photos at VIDEOS. eh balak ko pa naman lahat nung visionary videos ilalagay ko dun. badvibes nanaman eh. onga pala ang kupal ng kuya ko like super pucha like last night gusto ko na siyang mawala but then tumawa na lang ako kasi naisip ko na napaka- pikon nga pala niya... pag- bigyan na lang. why? i was updating my iPod biglang hinahanap niya sa akin yung remote nung dvd player kasi daw yung mga kaibigan ko yung last na gumamit (saturday morning before lsgh). tapos tinry ko hananapin pero wala talaga tapos sabi niya: "bat di mo itanong sa mga kaibigan mo?!?!" "eh tulog na mga yun eh (hello past 11, nearly 12!!)" "di mo pa nga ginagawa may sagot ka na!" "eh wala ring battery phone ko hindi ko alam kung nasaan! (which is true, dahil iPod mode muna ako)" tapos umalis na ako at bumalik sa computer para mag- update ng iTunes. biglang pumunta near the computer tapos pinatay yung AVR nam ay kasama pang "bastos ka" tapos una reaction ko nag-tataka. tapos kongting inis. tapos bigla akong tumawa ng tumawa tapos ewan narinig niya yata sin-lam yung door. wahahaha!! pero may ginawa na akong revenge habang nanonood siya. yung rubber case ng iPod niya sinira ko yung bottom part pati yung notes niya sa yellow pad na nakaipit sa book ng accounting niya na puro accounting notes, tinapon ko. eh hirap siya sa accounting eh. bahala siya! =) after that, nag-continue na ako with my iTunes. hahaha.

so anyway grabe 2 hours akong natulog. tapos hindi ko alam gagawin ko dun sa prosec project thing kasi holos hindi ko nagawa kasi wala yung dad ko. so now what? i don't really know. right now, si mael nangungulit about the rocco twins. sabi ko na lang: "sa iyo na pareho, akin Xavier boys!!" wuhooo. hahahaha!!

2006-11-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

it was my dad's birthday yesterday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!) and today it's betbet's dad's birthday.

so anyway, here's my view on those collared t- shirts with the huge fake ralph lauren patches on the upper right part of the shirt. it's just plain eww. are you picturing the shirt? the one with the number on the side of a sleeve? it just creeps me out. shocks. i mean you can really take out the fake from the real ones by just looking at the color. wow, i just can't believe na may magsu-suot non with a round neck shirt pa inside puh-leeze. wala sigurong bakla ang magsasabing matino yon. what's worse is that yung nakita ko pang naka- ganon BABAE pa. eh sino ba namang matinong straight girl ang mag-gaganon?! uhhhh!!! TAWA NA LANG. here's the ralph lauren site and it's just pure love.

FUTURE STAR- is it really the place to be? i mean yeah, it's a cool place to hang out on but really, the place is a mess. i can't really decide on it if it's just old or if it's dirty or if it's old and dirty. errr. the walls? i can't even touch the walls! there's lots of junk taking up all the space and everything i see is filth! (i mean, ako na to na super ang gulo- gulo ng mga gamit) that's it. nalabas ko na rin ang nafee-feel ko about the place. i mean where else can bands rehearse na complete yung mga gamit, right? it's nice to have a place where bands can rehearse with just really cheap rental fees.

okay great ang babaw na kaligayahan ko pero nagpabili ako ng I <3>
1. kapag pupunta sa SM for no reason
2. kapag may family trips na malayo sa kabihasnan dahil baka may makakita sa akin na kilala ko eh napaka pangit pa naman ng shoes na suot ko
3. kapag maggro- grocery
that's it. haaay sana matino itchura non but what are the odds na oo??!

bye.

2006-11-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

wow magiging legal na daw or legal na nga yata ang abortion dito sa Pinas. so ilan yung mga taong "ano!?" "bakit?!" yung mga reactions pero nung nalaman ko parang ang nr ko lang... why? i mean so okay, kung legal na nga so what? basta alam kong hindi ko gagawin yun what's wrong kung hindi ako kokontra? ewan pero okay lang talaga sa akin. next na sana maging legal dito ay divorce! yeahh!!! i want that one!!! yeahh!!! hahaha!!

anyway akala ko tapos na ako sa eraserheads phase but no...

just a thought, what would life be without koko crunch? (??)

err, absent again, last saturday. how touchy, our relatives visited us... awww. really malakas yata kasi ako sa kanila kasi just last week sabi ko punta sila kasi nami- miss ko sila mommy and daddy and wow, dumating sila. lahat sila. awww.
onga pala 2 na lang yung puppies ko! from 4 to just 2!! why? kasi ang stupid stupid nung neighbor, hindi marunong mag- count!! nag- promise sa mga tao na bibigyan sila ng puppy tapos nag- kulang!! so hiningi nila uli si princess!! now my baby girl's gone!! tapos ano ba namang kakapalan ng mukha yan ng bus driver namin at nanghingi pa ng isa. bwiset. ayan, kaya 2 na lang. daym! and come on, it's just fair lang kaya that we have 4 puppies since 8 yung total and my dog is the dad!
nag band aid auditions na nga pala nung saturday and i wasn't able to watch SWITCHBACK perform. pero no worries, pasok naman eh!! ;)
omg, i just FREAKKIN' MISS MY PARENTS A LOT. i want them now. btw, the other day at 6am, my mom called. i answered my phone with a really raspy voice and she said:
mom: hi anak!!
me: hi ma!! i miss you so much!
mom: nabili ko na yung Michael Jackson mo!
me: yung visionary?!
mom: yes!
me: thank you thank you thank you!! bye!
mom: tell kuya na bumili ako nung buong The Godfather series.
me: okay okay, bye!
mom: nabili ko na rin yung mga "" niyo tapos nainggit ako kaya bumili na rin ako ng akin, color pink!
me: aba! wow! bye!

basta super tagal pa nung talk and after that, naligo na ako. while i was shampooing my hair, i realized na oh my God, bye pala ako ng bye. oh my God. ang sama sama ko! pero really, hindi ko naman alam mga pinagsasabi ko!! waaaaaaaaaaaa! umiyak nanaman ako... i miss them!!

last friday, my sister, vicky the korean and i watched happy feet at shang. GAWD it was sooo cute!! voice ni elijah wood, brittany murphy, robin williams, hugh jackman, nicole kidman and awww... Steve Irwin. before the movie, we went to zara and shit wala nang size yung skull shirt na gusto ko. ano meron? LARGE. gosh, never. vicky told me that ZARA is soo cheap here in our country. maybe, third world tayo eh. hahaha. pero really, ang tama lang nung prices and to think na makakahanap ka na ng thick decent coats for just seventhou? during the movie, i was eating chareleston chews and apple tapes. chareleston chews... reminds me about the time when we (a long lost friend and i) got inside the wrong play because we went to the theater on the wrong date. stupidasskasikamieh. we thought 6 yun pala 9. we ended up seeing someone there watching his brother for support because kasama pala sa play yung little brother niya.

so okay DEC2: schoolture shock auditions and SKECHERS. go AIA!!!

2006-11-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

letter shaped chicken nuggets...

bigay ko sa kanya to eh, E for epal!
bigay ko sa kanya to eh, K for kupal!
bigay ko sa kanya to eh, T for tae!
bigay ko sa kanya to eh, P for pu*r*!
bigay ko sa kanya to eh, E & T for "eh tang**a"!
hahahahaha. tralalalalalalala.

today was such a sabog day. really. hindi ko alam, may intrams practice pala. wow.
sungka all the way!!!

and oh yeah, WUHOO FOR AIA!!! GALING MO!!! like super.

2006-11-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

just got back from "our" band practice. yeah, you read that one right! i'm now a member of switchback. (all smiles) happy happy. yeah yeah! \m/ marunong na akong mag- drums! yeah, you can call that marunong. walang aangal dahil kung aangal ka, ipapa- yakap kita kay....... :D

yesterday, my siblings and i went to unimart. i was looking all over the place for the Kraft Macaroni and Cheese mix but it wasn't there. i went looking for it at the pasta section- nope. imported goods part- no clue. junk food area- nada. i asked someone who works there and she told me to go to the pasta section. again, bumalik ako don thinking: baka hindi ko lang nakita kanina.... BUT STILL, wala pa rin doon! so i asked another person...
me: uhmm excuse me po, nasaan po yung kraft na macaroni and cheese?
person: macaroni and cheese? ano itsura non?
me: blue po yung box na ganito kalaki (tapos basta may tinuro ako)
person: ahhhh, ano uli yung brand?
me: kraft po.
person: ahhh... sabay naglakad so sinundan ko na siya... on the way pa lang alam ko nang wala eh.. bakit? saan siya papunta? aba lintek, sa dairy section!!! sinabi ko lang na kraft, cheese na hinanap! so parang ako: "hinde, sige po, okay lang po, wag na lang. (smile. sabay talikod, alis, hagalpak)

eto pa, one time yung tito ko from the states nagpapabili sa mommy ko ng mga Lacoste shirts...
tito: pabili naman ako ng mga Lacoste shirts kasi balita ko mas mura daw dyan eh...
mom: medyo, pero konti lang ang difference pero sure! ano size mo?
tito: XXL.
mom: (napatahimik)
* napatahimik hindi dahil ang laki laki ng size niya pero napatahimik kasi DUHHH, hindi naman letter sizes sa Lacoste eh!! numbers ginagamit don!! lols.

now camping's over and yeah, it was fun. naligo ako at past 12midnight. naflashlight- an ni ellie habang nagbibihis sa bleachers ng gym. natakot sa kapre. na- bwiset dahil sa apoy. natuwa dahil nakaluto ako ng kanin. nabitin dahil puro TABA yung LIEMPO. nabanas kasi leche yung suot kong shirt. napuyat like super.

i'm still waiting for DECEMBER TWO. but for now, eto plano:
nov24- haircut at the basement then happy feet at shang
nov25- shs band aid auditions then danceleb at dlsu.
DECEMBER2- dentist (red and green braces), lsgh, skechers at araneta then pick up mommy and daddy! yey!
JULY 13 2007- HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX. shiznit.

so ano nanamang ka- bwisitan ng mga pakshit na tao at sinasabi nilang hindi daw abot ni michael jackson yung we are the world na song noong world music awards, ha?! hindi nga kasi nakapag- practice yung tao and kinut- off pa yung mic niya so ano magagawa niya? natawa na lang ako nung napanuod ko si chris brown na nagthri- thriller. wuhooo.

2006-11-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

I still can't stop thinking about December 2. why December 2? My perks, Chorale’s contest, Aglaia’s contest, NO Saturday CLASSES… that’s the best news ever. Plus, I get to keep my puppies at home at last!! 2 months na sila so they’re “mature” enough. I’m only allowed to get 3 puppies and pretty soon, ipapamigay din yun. Wala pa silang names but I’m thinking about something na mahirap sabihin OR name the puppies like how I used to name my stuffed animals (doggie ogie, pinky baboyi, hubby) ayyy eto, I used to have a chicken named “Booboo” and she was really fat. Fat to the point na hindi na makatayo at ikaw pa maglalapit ng food sa kanya. One night, yung ulam adobo… nakita ko yung chicken parts sa dinning table and I asked my mom: “wow, turkey?!” and she said: “uhh… uh… yes.” So alright okay, I wasn’t really a meat eater back then so I just ate rice plus some of the sauce. The next day, I was looking for my chicken Booboo and so I screamed: “YAYAAAAAAAAAA!!! Nasan si Booboo???!” then my yaya answered: “hiniram ni _____” (I forgot who) and so okay, after a week, wala pa rin si Booboo biglang narinig ko si yaya sa phone, kausap lola ko: (pabulong way pa) “hindi pa nga namin alam kung paano sasabihin kay Erose na kinain na nila si Booboo eh…” tas biglang umiyak ako at nagsisisigaw. LOL. Booboo was my friend. Booboo is black. Booboo will forever be Booboo inside my heart. Haha. I can’t imagine na naniwala ako sa palusot ng yaya ko na may humiram ng manok ko. Ang labo nun ah, sino namang pakshet ang hihiram ng manok?!?! Hahaha.

Change topic, next week is our camping day and i just can't wait! Friday: outreach sa umaga, camping sa gabi. What about, ang saya non!

one thing na biglang naisip ko ay nakakatawa talaga kapag pinoy: 5th avenue= Caloocan near a place called La Loma na i think libingan yata yon. kapag american: SAKS 5TH AVENUE= ang rich sounding. haaay nako. tawa na lang. pilipinas= libingan, sa states= love it. pero hey, i love our country and i'm proud to be pinoy. not like the short guy named Alec Mapa. my mom went to the states last time and she was buying stuff from Gucci and that gay guy works there eh my mom knows that he's a filipino so she aksed him something pinoy- ish things (pero in english pa rin of course) and basta he's denying that he's filipino. like whatever. i like him pa naman sa connie and carla. sad, i'm sure konti lang ang pinoy na nagtratrabaho sa Gucci and he's denying it pa. be proud noh! haha.

onga pala, our korean friend who is presently staying here in our country, will later on study at the Parsons School of Design in New York. naka ng loka siya ang daya niya!! haha! Hello, project runway?!? pero hindi siya into fashion design... she's more of a graphics design artist and back in Seoul, may mga malls na sa mga buong wall, siya yung gumawa ng design. so yeah ang galing galing niya. siya pa yung type na kung mag- shop, hindi niya tinitignan yung price tapos lahat ng colors nung certain thing na yon, bibilhin niya. i wanted to kill myself nung kasama ko siya. Haha. Anyway, she's so nice and thoughtful; she likes the new album of Hale pa, haha.

2006-11-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Inside a snow globe on my father's desk, there was a penguin wearing a red and white striped scarf. When I was little, my father would pull me into his lap and reach for the snow globe. He would turn it over, letting all the snow collect on the top, then he quickly inverts it. The two of us watched the snow fall gently around the penguin. The penguin was alone in there, I thought, and I worried for him... When I told my father this, he said: "Don't worry, Susie; he has a nice life. He's trapped in a perfect world."

that was just the first page and the first part of the book I'm reading right now.. I've been waiting for so long to read that book but my sister doesn't want me to. She says I'm still too young. Like yeah, whatever. who gives a shit, right? But no, I tried snatching it from inside her room but I just can't. I felt scared. I was the only one in the house bragging about reading that certain book and when she realizes that it is missing, she would go after me… I certainly don't want that to happen!! So pinahiram niya sa iba yung book tapos di na niya maalala kung sino yung pinahiraman niya. (one word: shiyet) THANKS to my mom, she bought me a hardbound copy of that book, booyah!!
Title: The Lovely Bones. it's about a 14- year old girl named Susie Salmon who was brutally murdered and raped by her crazy neighbour. The book is about her life’s story and the new thing about it is that she’s telling her story from heaven. really, it's a good read... the author was a rape victim herself so yun.

I LOVE YOUTUBE. PERO BITIN. shet yan. nahanap ko na rin at last yung Michael Jackson interview from Access Hollywood, and damn, bitin. more please. dude, more... haha.

ayan na kadiri. our yayang tibo strikes back. may iba nang yayang nililigawan. damn. kadiri shet. yung yaya pang gusto niya gusto ko yun na yaya. okay yaya review: yaya ko na 16 years nang nasa amin, yaya stealth walker slash freaky, yaya tibo and then yaya named maricel. i've been seeing yaya tibo and yaya maricel together often. kinda makes you think, eh? i like yaya maricel pa naman, she calls me baby. LOL. damn! basta she's really nice. hindi siya nanggugulo at all. what else? my yaya, yaya na 16 years nang nasa amin, wants to poison our driver. she hates our driver kuya romy. now why the hell am i sharing this??! now i'd better stop. bye.

2006-11-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

kailangan nang mag- December 2. please lend me the Universal remote so i can fast forward it to that date. please... why December 2? marami akong perks on that day. that's the arrival day of my... i can't write it down since baka gamitin ko yung excuse na yon for future use... so basta. basta December 2. December 2. December 2. i'm waiting for December 2.

we went to Subic a while ago... it was fun! but i'm not really a big beach fan slash lover whatever. maybe if i have a body like _______ (insert a female's name there with a perfect body) i would be. or maybe if i'm a super rich kid so i can make use of the beach as my runway with my designer whatevs. errr... so anyway, i made a list of things about myself when i'm at the beach. so far here are some that are worth sharing...

- ako yung loser na naka- jacket or at the very least longsleeves or sige, 3/4s sa beach
- sunblock forever. sinisiryoso ko ang at least 15 mins. before sun exposure... SUNBURNS hurt like hell. the sunblock should be at least SPF45.
- ako yung loser na mag- babasa lang ng libro or magazine (preferably VOGUE so i can continue my being a dreamer...) while in the beach.
- sunglasses are a must. so i can watch other people without them knowing i'm watching them. ahahaha!
- i would rather walk along the seashore and collect little crabs inside little shells than to swim
- i love climbing big rocks but my dad warns me not to
- i might go near the water when there's a big wave. i love waves.
- i usually feed the fishes at the nearby warf
- i would rather watch people not breathing while they're taking pictures (nakakatawa really, ayaw pa huminga para kunyari payat. wtf) again, look at the sunglasses- are- a- must- part.
- i wouldn't wanna be caught dead wearing "beach clothes"
- banas na banas ako sa mga taong "i enjoy long walks on the beach eklat" one word: gaga. PERO okay aaminin ko, gusto ko naman. (???)
- i will enjoy the beach kapag wala nang sun
- i love the sand when i'm lying down. i love the sand when i'm making sand castles or sculptures. i hate it when i want to get rid of it sa legs and sa paa lalo na kapag basa pa ako eh ayoko na talaga ng sand, ERRRR!!! bahala na, unahan sa banyo! LOL another kapag na- stustuck siya in between the cloth of my swimsuit. gets? i-stestretch mo pa yung swimsuit para lang itapat sa running water para matanggal yung sand na lumusot sa loob. kawawa tuloy yaya ko. =) lastly, i hate the sand kapag meron sa loob ng floor nung room. shetttt!! pati kama ko meron! bwiset! or eto grabe talaga umiyak na ako, why? okay malinis na yung slippers ko. walang ka- sand sand miski yung apakan (ayoko yung scratchy sound sa floor when walking) tapos pati paa ko walang sand. ang sama pero para i- maintain na sandless ako, naglakad ako on top of the beds, sofas and tables para makapunta sa bed ko. yung slippers ko inipit ko under my heavy bag para walang makatapak sabay patunginu (a= u, u= a) may gumalaw nung bag ko tapos natapakan ni daddy yung flip flops ko eh kaka- galing pa lang niya sa labas tas basa pa yung chinlas niya with beach water and... SAND! PATUUUUUU TALAGAAAAA! ano ginawa ko? bin- lame yung nagtanggal nung bag ko gaga siya tapos pinahugas at pinadry ko sa aircon yung flip flops dun sa taong yon. i don't remember who. hahaha.

i forgot about the rest... some of the notes i made was stored inside my phone but it ran out of batteries because my brothers kept on playing a game which i downloaded a week ago.. Game KNB amp. okay fine, loser, cheap, how jologs but ha! it's really addicting!! hahaha

while i was inside the Caban a boy aged i dunno 13-14 was there infront of our caban. he was making a deep hole around him and after doing so, he was making sand sculptures. (fyi, not a boy type who makes sand sculptures like the ones from Boracay. i mean eto chinito na gwapo pa nga eh. hindi maitin na super payat na ate ng ate. so back again...) he was making a sand sculpture of a woman's body. he was focusing on the "top part" and i was there watching him. he was shaping the ____ like crazy, making it look like it's from Ethel booba. he saw me watching then nag- blush siya tapos sinira niya. paano niya sinira? nag- pretend na natulak siya but hello wala namang nasa likod. okay so humiga na lang uli ako at nag- basa ng libro while trying my best not to laugh out loud. ahahaha.

TODAY was fun! YESTERDAY was hot. LAST THURSDAY was alright.

2006-11-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

^ by andrea limjoco ^

^ by don't ask ^

2006-10-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

one day i was in karakuch sitting around with mael sabay may...
girl from a lower batch na lumabas sa gate ng school na pa- feeling pa nag- exit.
eh may guy na taga- admu sa karakuch...

ako: so, feeling naman niya maganda siya, ganon?
mael: AHAHAHAHAHA. puta eh noh? namamakshit.
guy: natawa (then walked away)
mael: napa- smile yung guy o, feeling naman niya nag- gigirl talk tayo.
ako: ???

damn. naalala ko lang... really funny eh. GIRL TALK AMPFF.

new skin!

2006-10-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

so alright, i'll make this skin last for maybe about a month or so.. i really really like the picture. kainis nga eh DANCE VIBRANT ampf eh di man lang nga ako nagsasayaw.. errr.
so may new tagboard na rin ako! i guess hindi na maayos yung dati... nanghihingi pa ng password eh ako ngang may-ari nung tagboard di ko alam kung anong ilalagay ko! wahaha! so anyway, as you can see gold yung font color kasi right now addicted ako sa gold, white and of course black.. (kaya nga gusto ko yung shoes ni cassie sa me & u eh. haha, labo.) back to my tagboard, masakit sa mata i know.. pero okay lang yan. okay na yan. next time ko na iibahin kapag christmas na. :)

so that's it for now. i'll join my mom later sa grocery.
bad trip last night! YM ang saya- saya tawa pa ako ng tawa sabay... brownout. brownout for 15mins. after that i turned on the computer tapos ayan na ang langyang YM, ayaw mag- sign in. sila ate malas nanonood ng 3 men and a baby tapos malapit na sa end tapos nag- brown out. eh kala kasi nila matagal yung brownout so kinwento ko yung end. after ko i-kwento, bumukas yung ilaw. hahahaha. muntikan ko pang i-kwento yung sequel nung movie na yun. yung 3 men and a little lady. hahaha.

i need one

2006-10-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

i just need an ipod of my own. of my own. an ipod of my own. it's a need. not a want. it's a need. i need one. i need one. i need one, now. well not now. i'm just here. i need one later. no not for later since we're going to hear mass. okay, so maybe i don't need one today but i just have to own one.

here's a list of things i want to have inside my ipod:
-michael jackson videos
-michael jackson concerts
-rent
-phantom of the opera
-west side strory
-down with love
-home alone 1 & 2
-american pie 1 & 2
-not another teen movie
-lots of youtube videos
-justin t's gingerbread man video from the ellen degeneres show in youtube din
(^click the link tas tignan niyo yung name nung nag- upload nung video. really weird. danielphyllismichael. like wow! top 2 ko yun ah! daniel radcliffe and michael jackson. tapos name ko pa nasa gitna. that's just sooo weird. haha)
-awholelotmore

if i have an ipod of my own, i would also want my parents to buy me a bose ipod speaker, too. if that's even possible. well, goodluck for me.

during the 27th

2006-10-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

wow, i spent the whole day with the family. first thing is sinamahan ko mom ko sa clinic niya then after 6:30pm, we headed straight to manila. we got there at around past 8 because of the stupid traffic in makati. when we got to the place in manila errr, hindi pa pala nag-stastart. kasi may band performance diko ko (one seat apart) eh hindi pa namin siya napapanood ever so there. kahit na may tests ako the next day, sumama ako just to watch him perform (insert awww). it was all worth it kasi _ _ _ _ _ greeted me!! he greeted me twice!! i can't type his name here kasi PATAY ako kapag binabasa pala nila to. haha! then when they were on stage already, my diko said: "thanks a lot to my family for being here and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA LITTLE SISTER KO." (awww) so they sang 4 songs: slide, sembreak, etc. di ko na alam basta coldplay yung isa (as usual).

sukang suka na nga pala ako sa coldplay langya yan lagi na lang! kasi sa room ako nila kuya natutulog. (eh share silang 2 ng rooms kasi ayaw nila maghiwalay dahil nasanay na daw sila sa old house namin na room mates din sila. pero if i know, DUWAG lang sila. imagine sa old house, tatawagin ako para ako yung unang pumasok sa kwarto nila para buksan yung ilaw. again, DUWAG.) so okay, sa kwarto nila ako natutulog and minsan mga past 1am bigla akong magigising, may cd ng coldplay na nagplaplay sa loob ng room nila eh katabi ko yung speakers tapos bwiset mapapasalita pa ako ng di oras ng: "diko? kuya?" aba tae, tulog na ang mga lintek!! so ako dahil gusto ko nang matulog uli, tatayo pa ako para lang patayin yung speaker. mga leche. one time four times yun nangyari sa isang week. help me. i like coldplay pero sobrang lagi na lang!! as in lagi na lang!! pati mom ko pinapa- change yung cd sa van kapag yun ang laman. everytime sa sasakay si mommy sa van tatanongin niya yung driver: "romy, cd ba ni pj yung nasa loob?" tas kapag sumagot si kuya romy "oo, ma'am" si mommy bababa ng van at maghahanap ng kahit na anong cd para lang mapalitan. seee? at least kapag ako nakikinig ng michael jackson may nakikikanta pa! haha! (except nung time na papunta kaming Subic tapos pini- play ko yung cd ko na mp3 songs sa van na laman 151 songs tapos 34 songs dun michael jackson na sunod- sunod di pa kasali yung mga jackson5 tapos si ate pinag- promise ako na wag ko na i-play yung cd na yun sa trip pauwi. weh, whatever. haha! eh mahiya naman, mga gusto niya boyband songs from before. shit.) so okay enough.

eto tawanan kami before mag- play sila diko. may nag- text ng super loser quote sa mom ko about love na yung quote parang ginawa ng isang taong bigo sa pag- ibig. (<-- whatta description) tapos nag- reply yung mom ko ng: "who is this please?" tapos eto na.. nag- reply yung person (exact words): "ano muna name mo? taga fatboys kba?" wahahahahaha!! FATBOYS amp! hardyharhar!! imagine my mommy's reaction. natawa na lang bigla. FATBOYS. hahaha. eh yung mommy ko hindi rin naman yun ala- typical mommy type na serious at dahil lahat naman kami sa family laging nag- jojoke at humihirit ganun din sila ni daddy... ayyy wait ayoko pala sabihin kung ano yung dapat yung ire- reply ng mom ko basta natawa kami pero sabi namin wag niya i- send. basta, it's funny. hahaha.

nga pala yung place parang bar na ewan na tapos nag- rent/ reserve (whatever) sila ng isang function room dun bar. the others were drinking beer, smoking, etc. (basta what the usual college pati feeling cool highschool people do) eh kasama namin parents right? so ano ang food sa table namin? FRUIT PLATTER. wuhooo! pinipilit pa akong kainin yung pinya eh ayaw ko nga! haha! pinipilit akong kainin yung apple eh i hate apples! real apples make me barf! up to apple juice lang ako! kaya nga i just can't believe na muntikan pang masagasaan dad ko dahil lang sa isang apple pie. hot na hot kumain ng apple pie so tumawid siya sa street eh may padaan na vehicle but no harm done pero sabi ni yaya ang lapit na daw eh. yikes. papa- stop ko ang pag- produce ng apple pies sa buong NCR kapag nangyari yon. hahahaha. anyway, basta pinipilit akong kumain so parang okay, thanks sa mangoes at watermelons napatigil ko ang pagpipipilit nila. haha!

so anyway, pupunta pa daw kami sa graveyard. para daw sa nov.1 sa isang place na lang daw kami pupunta. bye! =)

party moved

2006-10-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

PARTY MOVED

from oct. 28 to nov. 4.

from nov. 4 to nov. 2...

GAWD, don't ask why... tae.

* yung sala part baka mukhang bedroom. wala akong magagawa. TAE ba? oo, TAE TALAGA.

punta pa rin okay? same time, same place, same theme. =D

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE AGLAIA DANCE CLUB FOR WINNING 1st PLACE SA SKECHERS ELIMS EARLIER TODAY!!

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST. =)

CONGRATS AIA AIA BANANA BANANA ANA FONTANA!!

SPECIAL THANKS to "J.A.M." for buying me the "ala Michael Jackson" jacket. it was the best birthday gift ever! wuhooo!!

"S.M.F.O.M.Y.D.D.N.T." kung wala kayo, this day would've definitely sucked. SORRY DIN! ang saya nga pala ng game natin! wahaha!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!

...sayang wala sila DETDET, ANNE, RHODA at OMA.

so sino gustong manuod ng The Prestige? TARA! ;)

nikki tan? YOU, yes YOU. no na yung perfume okay? no na rin yung pumps okay? no na rin yung kung anong balak mo na shoes okay? ako na uli bahala. kung ayaw mo na ng bag, osige.. iba. basta wag ha? and if ever bibili ka na IKAW, tell us. ask us muna. baka nanaman sobra nanaman yan. seryoso talaga sobra for a "mom". okay? love you! and oh, i love your big sister, too!

2006-10-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

LIKE, O- KAY.
THAT'S MORE LIKE IT!

ooh nooo! i think i can't have my wish. The Visionary box set is $149.98! like wow, how the hell can my lola buy me that while sila ate pinapabili lang mga tops from GAP! right... i want one! i want one! i want one! hello lola, sige na!! birthday + christmas + 3 kings + new year+ valentines + graduation + mahal na araw gift na niya yun sa akin, OKAY LANG. and as if naman it's THAT expensive, hello? anyway, i was feeling lucky the other night, i was able to watch a Michael Jackson special on vh1 for like a full hour! turns out he went into rehab for a while.. he was honest enough to say that he's a drug addict and he wanted to stop the habit.
-he paid $150, 000 to a voodoo person to put on a curse for 23 people (including Steven Spielberg for not casting him as Peter Pan in the movie "HOOK").
-he offered to pay a million dollars to buy "Elephant Man's" skeleton!
-when lisa marie and michael were still a couple, they were interviewed and the host can't help but ask the question that's been bugging everyone which is... "do you have sex?" and she answered the quetion with a: "yes... yes. yes!" as in with the palakas ng palakas tone.
-the mistaken "Artist of the Millenium Award" na kasalanan ni Britney Spears kasi mali sentence niya. awww, poor Michael, he was wearing red pa naman!

ANYWAY, i learned a BISAYA LINE!!!
"ayyy ginuo, mamatay naku dire!" that's it, i'm done.

SORRY NA MAEL AT NA- BOLA KITA. I JUST CAN'T HELP IT. YOU KNOW I'M PLAYING SAFE. CLICK amp! ;) Pupunta ako ng MATHROOM. Pupunta akong DISNEY LAND. Pupunta akong....................................

yey! nakita ko na rin ang puppies ko!! 8 cute little puppies!! i was able to touch and carry them for minutes! the father dog is Bruce (my dog) and the biatch dog belongs to my neighbor. the puppies live next door and after one month, i can keep them here! they're sooo soft and cuddly! and they're sooooo clean, too!

that's it, i gotta go! :)

i hate this day

2006-10-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

okay, my dog's name is Bruce and she's calling him Braus. They call me Erose at home tapos kanina sabi nung yaya: "Braus?" so i aswered back: "why?" TAE. sounds like "ros" kasi eh... di nila ma- pronounce yung "rose". okay so anyway, that's not even an inch of my kabadtrip- an for today, basta. ERRRRRRRRR. :)

good thing natawa ako right after: mom's ringtone? SEXY BACK. lol

there's this party...

2006-10-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

...at 11 lopez jaena west, tierra pura homes, q.c.

and everyone's invited!

nov. 2, 2006 (thursday)

6pm onwards!

it's a BLACK and WHITE with HATS PARTY.

Fedoras. Newsboy. Top Hats. Skull Caps. Bonets. Weird Looking ala Costume- Like. Etc.

Absolutely no freakkin' caps, do rags, bandanas, a.k.a. mga ka- cheapan allowed! (niggah pleaze!)

Avoid denims. ONLY denim minis are accepted. Okay, hanggang dun na lang, huwag na idiin.

But of course, kung guy ka, pwede ka mag- denim pero kung pwede ring umiwas… why not diba?! Wala ring lalakeng mag- dedenim mini okay? :)

so guys, let's do it.
do it.

P.S. kapag nakita niyo na yung bahay na malaki na white na glass house na modern... hindi yun yon. yung katabi nun sa right yung party house.

tapos kapag nasa may circle na kayo, wala! malayo pa kayo!

kapag may bahay na parang castle na may cute na mailbox, hindi yun yon. dumiretcho ka pa tapos kapag may pa- curve na way tas may bahay na yellow, hindi rin yun yon. yung katapat nun dapat. okay?

ask me for directions if nalilito kayo! ;)

that's sooo unfair

2006-10-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

our christmas vacation starts daw on Dec. 20 pa! wtf?!?! like haller.

notes...
me: shet, ringtone ba naman nung isa naming yaya na tibo: kung ako na lang sana.
okay, no comment. tatahimik na lang ako. ten thousand, hindi ko narinig. bwahaha.
mael: shiyet! bayaran niya ako twenty thousand. alam ko na nga ringtone niya, alam ko pa na tibo siya! HAHA!

the other day. may shiznit akong tao na nakita at suot niyang t- shirt: ama sexy mama. tarush!!!

for almost the whole week of last week up to now, ang naririnig ko lagi ay: "pucha, ang pangit ng canteen!" or "pucha ang baho ng canteen!" or "pucha amoy basahan!". laging may mura sa unahan at lagi rin may negative at the end. yes, i agree, ANG BAHO NGA NG CANTEEN and yes, i want the old canteen back. the shawarma days... beef jerky! shakes! sizzling! sisig! rice in a box! my gosh. the only thing i like about the canteen now is that i can get a bowl of free soup or if there isn't any, a cup of free gravy. that's it. i hate the thing they're wearing. a yellow shirt with a collar. okay, i get it, kaya may collar para "formal" pero duh, ang panget. ewww. yung iba nga yata isang linggo nang hindi naliligo eh. ewwwww.

my lola went to the states last friday... i even cried not because i will miss her but because ayaw kong sumasakay sa plane ang taong important sa life ko ng hindi ako kasama. ahaha. i dunno, i don't trust planes. i hate planes. plus, i think the airport is one of the loneliest places on earth. before my lola left, i gave her a letter for my aunt (the one with cancer) and i was planning on giving my aunt a hand written letter but no, i was crying in some parts and my tears fell right there and the letter got all messed up. haha! my lola asked us what we want her to give us and i told her the visionary... i told her not to get all excited and buy me one since the complete box set will be out in Nov. 14 pa.

i just can't get enough of Michael Jackson. just yesterday, i watched the concert dvd again but this time with mael and yeah, she likes MJ na rin. i don't know if she really likes him like how i do or gusto lang niya kasi hawak ng hawak sa..... EWAN. knowing mael, nako. hahaha!

do you remember the time when we fell in love? do you remember the time when we first met?

watch this: HIStory CONCERT IN MANILA 1996- HEAL THE WORLD.

prayer leader for today

2006-10-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

yey! one thing na gusto ko kapag outreach is that nakaka- inom ako ng coke and syempre dahil na rin sa aking partner..

stuffs we have in common:
1. our names: phyllis and.. felicidad
2. our zodiac signs: scorpio
3. our year: horse

ANYWAY, ang thoughtful talaga pero natatawa talaga ako dun sa headband na may malaking KAREN. red at white pa talaga eh... my partner geve me a doll. she made the doll's dress and she made me a small blue lalagyan for my rosary since wala akong lalagyan nung akin. awww... tapos wow, ako lang yata ang nakapasok dun sa tulugan nila... nakita ko pa yung place niya and wow, ang dami niyang gamit. may electric fan pa at isang malaking kahon ng toiletries!

what's with this person sa youtube? melatonin7 at puro michael jackson mga ina- upload niya? hahaha! anyway, sa kanya ko nakuha yung mga live in manila michael jackson videos. haha! yey! happy happy joy joy! =)

i'm ready! i'm ready! i'm ready!

2006-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! i can't wait till November 17 when my parents will go and visit my aunt in the US! no wait.. actually, i can't wait till they come back with our you- know- what and something much much better than "my" (soon to be) you- know- what! hahaha! talagang right on time ang pagpunta nila dahil by that time, released na ang pinakahinihintay ko... (nov. 14 yung exact release date) and it's! it's! The Visionary- The Video Singles. <-- click on the link!! it's a complete box set of 20 of his hits! ("hits" amp!) now that's something I've been waiting for almost 2 years now... last cd niya yung number ones nung 2004 na compilation lang (na putra sira- sira na yung akin) tapos before that pa super like 5 years ago pa (2001)! there's more to come kasi they're saying na he's planning on a comeback with will.i.am. of black eyed oh yeah! it's a new kind of MJ daw.. like "street music" daw. grabe talaga, November is going to be the best month ever!!! wuhooooooo!!

what a lame excuse:
mom: nasan ka?
me: ha? diba tinext kita?
mom: wala akong na- recieve..
me: sabi ko kanina nandito ako sa bahay ng lolo at lola ng classmate ko.. we're interviewing them for our CL project...

and yes, it's true. we were there interviewing the grandparents of my classmate and it was really fun. it was loaded with laughter and a dash of seriousness. i mean come on, we were dealing with grandparents here!! it was really fun though, they're not the conservative type and really, their minds are open. they don't just think like any other oldie who talks real slow and boring. they make sense and they give out unbiased opinions. ang sarap pa nung spaghetti. bwahaha!

woah, nahanap ko yung video namin nung 2nd year pa kami and sobrang nakakatawa! take note of the story...

asawa si paula si mika at anak nila si aia. si mika nahuhuli niya si paula na laging lasing at nang- bababae dahil may lipstick siya sa shirt. dadating si tete na conscience ni paula habang nananaginip siya. sabi ni tete, mag- confess siya at mahalin niya yung pamilya niya.

panganay na anak ni andrea si tete at ako naman yung little sister. ako yung favorite daughter kasi mabait at matalino ako dun. si tete, punk rocker. ampf. nainggit siya sa akin kaya pinatay niya ako using a wolverine toy. minulto ko siya and na- guilty siya. tapos pinatawad siya ng pari at si dai yun. bwahaha.

i know. how sophomore like. ang corny corny corny.

pulse. i wanna watch it. so come on, let's watch it!

can't wait din sa pagbili ng pekeng dvd ng Texas Chainsaw The Beggining. yes, it's a new installment nanaman. this time yung first part na. i saw the trailer last time nung nanood ako ng step up. eh kaso rated R eh. bwahaha. same retarded family cast. yung kupal na lola, yung kadiring pekeng sheriff na dumudura, yung pervert na lolong lumpo at syempre yung abnuy na nagtatahi ng balat ng tao para ilagay sa mukha niya. nandun din yata si taba (yung nakatira sa isang rv/ trailer van na nagsabi nung line na: "oh my my my my my..") hahaha. :)

happy birthday mommy!!

2006-10-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

mari's digicam is missing. it's a sony cybershot camera with a touch screen and it's silver. like wow, sana naman hindi yun ninakaw. the other day pinaguusapan namin sa bus kung paano if ever may nagnakaw nga nung camera... pano kaya niya yun ilalabas? pag nakita ng family niya na may ganun siya, hindi ba sila magtataka kung saan nakuha yung camera? well anyway, hopefully hindi yun ninakaw. =)

so the prosec feildtrip thing is finally over. it wasn't really F- U- N- ! but it wasn't bad either. it was just okay... nothing really special happend that day... the food was great and the shopping time was really short. it was just for an hour and ha! during that time, halos mamatay- matay na ako dahil sa sakit ng paa ko. i was wearing pumps and i was telling everyone na pag- tanggal ko ng shoes ko, triangle na rin shape ng paa ko. ampf yan. i can imagine the pain nung mga chinese na nagpa- bind ng paa eh imagine hanggang size 4 lang yata sila. nakakainis talaga kasi super gusto kong (i know panget yun eh pero gusto ko talaga!!) bumili ng havaianas high. yung mataas na purple namay hearts. dapat bibili na ako but noooo, last pair na at size 10 pa! so what about, karen bought a bag from nike, anne bought a belt from topshop and i...... bought a nail buffer! hahahaha!

"i'm the queen of cheap!" -Tyra Banks

after the prosec thing, we went straight to my house and filmed our "SEXY BACK" video for our balitaan. we were running out of time and so we've got no choice but NOT to edit it.. we were just here inside the computer room playing the song and we were dancing like fools while gemmalie stops at every person and blah. weird. totally weird and goodluck sa amin kung mapipili pa kami for the competition. yeah, booyah!

for someone from someone: "...she's really mean and i'm starting to NOT like her because she talks about everyone behind their backs..."

wuhooo! new cd! i have a new cd!! justin timberlake's new cd! bwahahaha. dahil lang sa Sexy Back at dahil na rin sa hot na album cover, bumili na kahapon. thanks ate, thanks a lot. hahaha.

my dad went to singapore last week for a meeting and narealize niya (after sabihin sa kanya) na almost lahat ng tao sa singapore ayaw daw magpakasal. labo, sinabi nga niya yun nung kumakain kami sa powerplant eh ang weird talaga nung topic.

wow eto pa pala, ang super late pero grabe look around, puro putol na trees, sira- sirang signs at ang konti na lang ng billboards along the way and i think everyone here suffered for a day na walang kuryente but lucky for us, hindi umabot ng isang araw na wala kasi ewan. basta hinde. haha! at least hindi na namin kinailangan pang mag check- in pa sa isang hotel para sa cable, internet and electricity. haha! we went to timog and tomas morato last thursday and the place was still jam packed kahit na kaka- bagyo pa lang and yeah isa kami dun! we were there buying food from different places. wala pa si daddy that time so kaming 5 (mom, ate, kuya, diko + erose) lang plus driver tapos iba- iba pa kami ng gusto so we bought the stuff we like para lahat happy. haha! sinong ang cute? si mommy. why? we went around the whole area looking for cake and sisig. sinong malas? ako. burger king na nga lang para sa hi- c na apple juice at burger patties, sarado pa ampuch! pati lord stow's (para sa egg tarts na gusto ko) sarado rin! anyway, we had fun looking around dahil parang adventure. haha! i watched step up last friday!! channing tatum is soooo talented! panira lang talaga porma niya dun. shet yan, salbakuta amp. hahaha! pero grabe ha ang galing and si mario panira lang talaga nose niya. okay, labo. hahaha!

prosec

2006-10-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

alright, tomorrow is our prosec feildtrip day and i'm sooo ready to die. i've got 3 good reasons:

1) i hate my outfit.
2) little money.
3) I HATE MY OUTFIT.

4 words: fcuk. dman. ptua. seht. (just unscramble the letters.. :D)

help me!!!
na- stuck sa utak ko yung song na.... BAKIT NGAYON KA LANG! my gosh!!! :((

support

2006-09-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

oh yeah please support my diko and kuya's bands..

iko's band: one seat apart
ULTIMATE PROGRESSION
when? sept. 30, 2006
where? Eastwood
i think he's the vocalist of this band din. ewan, sana hindi sila kulelat! haha! di ko pa sila naririnig.. si diko kasi kapag kumakanta binabara ko eh...

diko: (singing)
me: ang panget!
diko: mo!
me: oh, bat nanaman? ikaw ba kausap ko? tinamaan ka nanaman kagad.. haha

diko: (singing)
me: ano ba yan, pangpa- leche ng araw may panget na kumakanta ang panget panget pa ng boses! PANGET!
diko: erose, di ako tinamaan kasi alam ko nanamang kausap mo sarili mo... panget! haha

btw, madami pang ibang bands like: pink salad days, something something, unnamed, and a lot more! both indie bands and popular bands will play...

if ever narinig niya na ito sa radio...
"hi! I'm PJ from the UA&P and i would like to invite you to watch Ultimate Progression on September 30.... blahdiblahdiblah..." diko ko yung nagsasalita! bwahaha!

kuya's band: underscore (i know, how lame can their band's name be?)
PINOY DREAM ACADEMY's OPENING BAND
when? Sept.30, 2006
where? i dunno, sa tv? abs- cbn?..
he's the vocalist talaga of the band and their band manager's name is audi/ odi/ audie (di ko alam yung spelling!!!) gimora/ gemora (fcuk, di ko talaga alam yung spelling, shiett! hahaha!) basta whatever. =)

phone: (RINGING)
me: hello?
phone: hello pwede kay greggy?
me: okay! who's this?
phone: si gelo (gelo, friend ni kuya)
me: kuya gelo naman eh wrong timing! panira ng moment! haha!
gelo: bakit nanaman?
me: kakasabi ko lang kay yaya na ibaba yung isang phone kasi naka- hang eh gagamitin ko sabay biglang tumawag ka...!
gelo: osige na nga, mamaya na lang
me: pero wait... sandali lang ba?
gelo: oo, sandali lang... promise..
me: okay fine...

me: KUYA!! si gelo, phone! ang pangit mo daw! hahaha
kuya: erose, ang panget mo!
me: wait lang... promise sandali lang to ha? gagamitin pa ni nikki yung phone tatawag siya sa house niya...
kuya: oo na..

while kuya and gelo were talking, i was beside my kuya saying...
me: ang panget mo. ang panget mo. ang panget mo. maitim ka. negro. ang panget mo.
kuya: okay, may negra dito... may negra dito... ang panget!
gelo: grabe talaga kayong dalawa
kuya: hinde pare, ganyan lang talaga kami mag- express ng love sa isa't isa..
me: yeah, you got it right! kaya nga ang panget mo eh!
kuya: ui pare nood ka tv bukas ha, yung pinoy dream academy.. kami opening band. sabi ni audi talagang pinuwesto niya kami dun eh..
me: (shouting) gelo wag! kung ayaw mo mabulag at mabingi dahil sa kapangitan ng boses at itchura ni kuya..
kuya: what she means is that manood ka dahil gwapo ako at maganda boses ko.

so anyway basta... panget si kuya..
pati si diko, panget lalo. hahahaha!!

lily allen songs are sooo great! =)

2006-09-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

woah, 24 hours a day naka- dextrose siya ng glutathione sa bahay para mapantay yung skin niya dahil sa vitiligo... shocks, kawawa. that's why he's super white (MJ). errr, bad things happen to good people. :(

i know ang corny and lame pero gusto ko panoorin yung first day high. bwahahaha. jologs much? PERO EWW, i hate Geoff, the monay boy. Gael amp.

just a thought.. ano gagawin mo kung may taong lapit ng lapit sa iyo? hindi mo siya kinakausap normally pero lagi ka niya ina- approach. as in lagi to the point na pati ba naman homeworks tatanungin pa sa akin. (ako? homeworks?! wrong girl, dude. haha) tapos may sinusulat lang ako sa notebook ko, tumayo pa sa seat niya tas lumapit nagtaong: "oi, ano yan?" tapos shet nag- ala mahinhin talk na lang ako na: "ha..? wala.." :) (sabay yuko, kunyari may kukuning gamit sa ilalim ng chair habang sinasabi ko na thru mouth ng walang voice "BWISET!!" hahaha) tae! close tayo?! damn girl, that ain't right! i ain't feeling the love ya'll! hahahahahaha! as in gosh lapit talaga ng lapit! imagine mo may seatmate naman siya, sa akin pa hihiram ng pen!! one time nanghiram ng pencil tapos the next day napadaan lang ako sa way niya sabi kagad: "phyl! sorry talaga! nakalimutan ko pencil mo!! sorry talaga! galit ka? galit ka na ba?" (like hello, PENCIL LANG YON!) so parang sabi ko: "sus, wag mo na ibalik, pencil lang yun!" tas lumayo na ako... tapos everytime na madadaan mata ko sa kanya sasabihin niya: "sorry talaga! dadalhin ko bukas, promise!" ERRRR!! damn! lagi pa nakatingin!! kaya nga lately everytime na after niya ako kausapin, tatalikod ako kagad tas pag malayo na ako nilalabas ko na lahat ng inis ko by shouting: "ahhhh!! bwis*t! panget! l*che! ahhhhh!!" HAHAHA. grabe nakaka- inis! as in lahat ng possible ways para lang makausap ka gagawin nung tao. what will you do?

HAHAHA!

i'm sure wala siyang blog and i doubt na alam niyang may blog ako or kung alam niya na meron, never pa niya ito nakikita. (so i'm freeee!!) bwahaha. pag nalaman niyo pa kung sino yun, i'm sure tatawa kayo. i mean, she's an icon! she's QUITE popular, too! bwahahaha! =)

me: weh? hindi ba ako ma- OP dun?
korean person: OP? over price?
me: hinde!! OP= out of place!! ano baaa!
kp: bahala ka! ako na lang lagi!
BWAHAHAHA

me: okay ang weird mo.
kp: bat nanaman?
me: what's with you and cat pictures?
kp: wala, mga collects ko yan.
me: you mean collection.
MWAHAHAHA

i love my CIW partner!!!

2006-09-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Q: ano nga ulit yung song ni Celine Dion na yung video namatay yung boyfriend niya tapos nagmumulto na ewan na yung suot niya super fab na longsleeves na robe??
A: it's all coming back to me now... wuhooo!

we went to the CIW kanina and it was my first visit there since absent ako last time and... I LOVE MY PARTNER!!! she's really really really really nice and I'm positively sure that she's innocent! =) her name (can you believe it) is Felicidad and she's from a literally cool place: Baguio. so i chatted with her and we talked about of course, Baguio. Grabe my Baguio knowledge pa naman is about John Hay, Pancake House, Green Valley, Good Shepherd's, Baguio Country Club, Minesview Park and the ever so famous SM lang. damn! first topic? UBE JAM! na napunta sa STRAWBERRY JAM! na napadpad sa SANTOL PRESERVES! then sa BUKO PIE! na sa Tagaytay lang pala meron and so after nun, medyo lumayo layo na rin yung talk. hahaha! She's totally not creepy not like the most controversial person dun sa CIW dubbed as: "The Adobo Girl". shocks, that woman's story scared the shit out of me. I can still hear her loud laugh, I can still imagine her drinking RC cola from a blue plastic BASO. bwahahaha. SHOCKS, sinabihan niya pa kami ni Tiongson ng: "I love you!"... interested or curious with Adobo Girl's story?? well here it goes...

Sabi nung partner ko super sungit/ lupit daw nung "amo" ni Adobo Girl and so one day binasag niya yung mirror tapos yung anak nung amo niya na 2 years old lang, inopen niya yung chest using the broken mirror and then tinanggal niya yung mga "laman loob" tapos niluto and ginawang adobo... then pinakain niya dun sa parents nung kid tapos tinanong pa daw: "ang sarap nito ah, nasan yung anak ko? papatikim ko to sa kanya..." TAPOS SHET, kinakain na pala nila!!!! =(( tapos may rumor pa na yung head daw nung kid nilagay sa ref!!! WAAA!! =(( PERO, rumor lang. PERO, kinuwento ko kay kuya, diko at yaya yung story (after kumain, bwahaha) tapos sabi ni yaya alam daw niya yung story na yun tapos totoo daw yung head thing. =(( waaaaa!! Adobo Girl was laughing pa kanina ng super loud eh wala namang pumapansin sa kanya and hello, hindi nga siya kasama eh! tapos hindi daw malagay- lagay si Adobo Girl sa mental hospital kasi kapag daw kinakausap at kapag tinatanong siya, maayos daw lahat ng sagot niya. yikes.

so to end this, Felicidad gave me a knitted cellphone case. two pa nga eh! tapos siya pa yung gumawa... awww. =)

still can't stop thinking about Silver? (Ag= A.G.= Adobo Girl ampf! hahaha) then read this:

dad: ocge, bibili ko kayo tigitig- isa.
us: yes! wuhoo! Praise the Lord! haha!
mom (talking to my dad): hui hui anong tig- iisa?? masyado mo silang ini- ispoil!
kuya: bakit? do you give us everything we want? when we say we want to buy a new phone, binibili niyo ba kami kagad?
mom: no
ate: why? when we say we want new clothes, automatic ba na papayag kayo?
mom: no
kuya: kapag gusto ko ng car, will you buy me one?
diko: bakit? kapag ba may gusto akong sapatos bibili na kagad??
mom: no (na medyo hindi na makasingit dahil barado na)
and then here comes my hirit............
me: bakit? binibigyan mo ba si kuya ng pera pang- retoke sa mukha niya?!
all: LOL

so okay, yey! =)

eto pahabol inside a korean's head:

me: hindi ba ako ma- OP dun?
k: ma- OP? over priced?
me: OUT OF PLACE! tae naman! =))
k: eh over priced meaning nun eh!
me: tae!
k: bahala ka! ako na lang lagi!
me: =))

ang sarap mang- bara!! hahaha!

BOOGIE FEEL FOR YOU

2006-09-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to........ =)

To push myself away from you

Is just like splitting myself in two

To pass by you and wouldn't care

Would be just like a man who's unfair

So it's done now

Whatever hope I have would disappear

You love another so I should stop

This boogie feel for you

So I go my way

I'm sure I'll find a better love

I know I'll be happier

I'll get over you

Yes I sound like we were a couple

But I'm just like many who get overly crazy

I'm sure it's more than crush more than like

More than obsession, more than hate

- by ate krina cayabyab -

i love my batchmates

2006-09-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

our week was really fun! considering the fact na halos walang inaral na lesson dahil sa science and math week oh yeah! i really love the idea ng meet the experts, the wall paintings and the quiz bee. sa meet the experts talaga ang super fun. call me weird pero gusto ko ulitin. i love nikki tan. haha! the murals were all really artsy. grabe what a surprise hindi na plain ang walls. like hello after 25 years may kulay na! haha! ang nice pa kasi yung paintings hindi mukhang pang public school na mga painting ng life cycles ng frogs/ mosquitoes/ butterflies or painting sa wall ng parts of a flower or the skeletal system. grabe, yun yung mga type na nakikita ko nung nag- outreach ako nung summer eh. mwahaha. the quiz bee, ang saya kasi yung mga questions interesting and yeah, for a change, hindi lang yung mga top20 yung sumasali. grabe pa yung end nung quiz bee, nung nagsayaw yung mga top20 sa batch! wahaha!

*when the top20 were dancing*

someone: ang hott ni b. lo!

someone: onga, shet!

*during the quiz bee*

a group: oi oi san kayo pupunta?

person: quikie.

D ? A ? N ? G ? ! ?

the week was really tiring to the point na pagdating ko sa bahay matutulog ako from 4:20- 7pm (tamang tama sa sched ko ng tyra show. haha)
example: i was watching the VMA's last wednesday (yata) kasi i was waiting for Justin Timberlake's Sexy Back performance... sabi ko sa sarili ko: "wait sa la z boy na lang ako para di ako makatulog.." after ilang mins.... "fine okay, bed na... lalakasan ko na lang yung tv para kapag Sexy Back na magigising ako..." and damn! hindi ako nagising!! :(( kay beyonce ako umabot eh bwiset yung kantang yun eh! ring the alarm something ewan!! haaayy.. go head, be gone with it. haha!

I LOVE MY BATCHMATES. wuhooo! ang daming wins ng Holy because of the eco- joining peeps! wuhooo! congrats everyone!

TOMORROW is USTET day and for a change, i'm taking it. room mates? mika, rhoda, jaime d, paula a, cathy and more! raymund's building, room 216

SEPT30: Voices for chorale at 3pm PhilAm Theater, Soiree for IV Panana in Mapayapa and well maybe the ADMU play at 7pm. wow. all that in just one day.

ISANG MUNDO, ISANG AWIT

ah! isang mundo!

ah! isang awit!

pa- ibig! ah! pag- ibig!

ngayon mundo'y gulong gulo

at lahat tayo'y litung- lito

pag- ibig sa kapwa tao

sa daigdig dapat ituro

kung bawat puso

ay marunong magmahal

kapayapaa't kasiyahan

tiyak na makakamtan

lahat tayo'y pantay- pantay

sa biyaya ng may kapal

lahat sana'y akbay akbay

handang tumulong kanino man

kung bawat tao

ay marunong magmahal

ano mang kulay o salita

tiyak na makiki- isa

je t'amie, te amo, i love you,

watashi wa anata o aistomasu,

ich liebe dich, iniibig kita, gua ay di

paano man sabihin

ang mundo'y turuan natin

tanging lunas ang

pag- ibig! pag- ibig!

and so...

2006-09-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

i was singing, moving, grooving, jamming, dancing while i was playing some songs... i was standing up while doing my "thing" (haha, damn) sabay wow yung yaya nakatingin sa akin. AYAN NANAMAN EH. the stealth walker strikes back. i was dancing and singing loudly that time pagtingin ko may nakatingin na pala sakin. shit man! as in grabe ano ginawa ko? wala, tumingin ako tas basta nagsignal ako sa kanya na nakita ko siya then tinuloy ko ang aking "thing" tapos pag balik niya haha, nakaupo na ako uli at chinange ko na yung song tapos hindi na ako kumanta. acting like walang nangyari or whatever. haha! wala eh, nahuli na ako, pahiya na eh... HAHAHA. what was the song? di ko sure kung sexy back or london bridge or harder, better, faster, stronger. isa dun. bwahaha. okay, ayoko na. HAHAHA.

person: waaaa! isang taon na mo na siyang di nakikita?
me: ahh.. yeah, more pa. eh pero kasi they're like the blood relative na the type na kapag may news about them you just say: "ahh.." or "okay.." or no reaction lang at all...
person: ahhh, ano alam mo tungkol sa kanya?
me: okay, let's just say na sa family, lola ko yung may pinaka maraming alam about her..
person: ask mo ate mo kung nakausap niya siya ha..
me: ok. pero i doubt..
person: nako kapag nakita ko yun, kakalbuhin ko talaga yun!
me: ahh. kakalbuhin?
person: eh ang tagal ko na kasi siyang di nakikita eh

and so tapos kakalbuhin niya? btw, boy yang person na yan. ang labo ng sense of humor. ewww.

is it true closed na daw ang brewing point? now that's sad! walking distance lang yun from my place ehh!! =( bye bye double chocolate cake, brocolli soup, quesadillas, california maki and potato chips! *i'm not really sure if it's true kasi sinabi lang yan sa akin ng chismosong koreano. yes, peter, ikaw yan. hahaha. what an excuse na narinig mo yan from your neighbor. hahaha! ;)

bad news

2006-09-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh ang dami talagang bad news na nangyayari!!!!! GAWD!
okay just click THIS. <-- @!%$@ nako kung wala lang nag- susumbong about the blogs shocks grabe talagang #%$&%*! alright, i'll shut up muna for now.. sa bus and sa school ko na ilalabas lahat ng p$t#n^i&a$g kadayaan ng mundo. DAMN. one word: ampuchpuch. at least this one's <-- nice. i like that. =)

AND SO BAKIT NAMAN SA YAYA PA?? TAE YANNN!!
i really do hope na fake yan! baka gusto niyang mapapunta pa ako sa Ireland ng di oras niyan!! (Ireland kasi nandun siya ngayon... i think??) OR if he's not there sige, i'll check na rin sa Switzerland. BWAHAHA. whatever na yaya yan. magkano ba kailangan niya? hahahahahaha! so from the king Elvis' daughter Lisa Marie to the assistant nurse nung dermatologist niya to a nanny??! GURR. hahahahahaha!

"Halata, eh nilalandi niya yun eh."

- guess who said that..? basta really, it wasn't me. somebody told me na someone said that... it's funny i'm not laughing. i'm just happy to use that line now kasi bagay sa issue ko. ;)

here's another pamatay funny line:

"Mahiya na lahat ng dapat mahiya." -by M.Y.

ACET DAY. SATURDAY.

we went to shang afterwards. looked around for clothes and then we ate at CPK. then after shang, eastwood for like 20mins. like wow. our day was actually fun but while we were having fun, laughing out loud, singing along, looking for new trends... may family na super ERRR.. it's sooo sad. i don't really know what to say but the news was really shocking. it's sad, really. prayers everyone. please...

major head ache

2006-09-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

curious ako kung bakit sumakit ulo ko sa bahay nila kar pero now may theory na ako. baka dahil kanina binigay na ang aking "HELL PICTURES". damn those crappy looking GRAD PICTURES are like wow.. i mean grabe "like shiit" talaga!! so what about, 40 wallet sizes pa yung kailangan kong problemahin kung saang lupalop ko ibabaon, ililibing at papausukan. O- KAY. so anyway, enough about my hell pictures basta ERRR.

my kuya is acting weird lately... saying things like: "Erose, pa- kiss" like that's so freakkin' EWW. a while ago he was asking me for a little "fashion advice". he needs to wear something daw na yung theme nung party pang- Devil Wears Prada. ang hirap mag- isip ng damit pala for guys.

the other day, may nakita akong ipis and shocks sumigaw ako ng sumigaw ng: "yaya! yaya! yayaaaaaa!!" until dumating si yaya tapos tinuro ko yung ipis tapos she said: "sos, ano ka ba, ipis lang yan, ang liit liit lang nyan!" tapos kumuha siya ng walis at nung dust thingy pan (na pang kuha ng dumi sa floor na may handle na ewan) tapos winalis niya yung ipis and then nilapit ba naman sa akin yung dust whatever pan na may ipis inside!! so i screamed: "oh my gosh, like oh my gosh!" in a really maarte way tapos tumakbo ako sa kwarto, locked the door at nag- kumot. bwahahaha. i'm always like that kapag may tinatakbuhan. whether tita na kupal na magtatanong ng: "May boyfriend ka na ba?" tapos sasagot ako ng mahinhin na eklat na: "No way po, i'm too young for that. Up to crushes lang po ako." sabay walk slowly palayo sa person tapos kapag hindi na nakatingin, takbo, punta sa kwarto, lock ng pinto, nood ng tv tapos kapag may kumatok, pretend na tulog. same thing na rin sa mga titas na nagsasabi nung mga lines na: "Uyyy, dalaga na siya." or "May boyfriend ka na noh? May boyfriend ka na eh!". i mean gosh, get a life!! haha! then there's the thing pa about the ahh well weight thing... "Erose, tumataba ka yata ah..." and you know what i answered? sarcastic na "Good evening din." LOL.

i walked Bruce around the village a few days ago and we walked and jogged for almost an hour. We started at 8:40 and we got back at 9:35. it was fun running around with my mom and bruce at night. my diko was jogging around, too. when my mom and i came across the street with my diko i shouted out: "panget!" hahahahaha.

it has been i think 2 months na lahat kaming kids natutulog in one room. laugh trip nanaman kagabi.. our topic? yung feeling kapag kailangan mo nang gumising sa morning ng early pati na rin yung mga techniques kapag si yaya yung nanggi- gising sa amin kasi hindi talaga kami titigilan kapag hindi kami tumayo or sumagot. that's all. i need to sleep now :)

at last!

2006-09-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, i'm not sick anymore! hahaha! i have recovered from my flamming hot temp (42)! the past week was a pain in the ass for me.. i was just lying in bed watching tv for 4 days! well, almost 4.. it started last tuesday, nag- half day ako because i'm not feeling well and my temp that time was already 37.3 and so the nurse asked me to go home and so my yaya and the driver picked me up.. at home my temp rose up to 39.6 and we did everything for me to cool down because the next day was already our araw ng wika and i need to be there. so i went to school at 9am and i left at 1pm.. i just finished my part, drank c2 and left. my thursday was boring. i was under the blanket for almost the whole day and i slept for like 18 hours. wow. i ate twice that day and that was it.
yesterday was quite different, when i woke up at 12nn i thought i was okay and i started walking all over the house and i was going up and down the stairs because i was looking for a specific cd and when i saw the cd... i cried.. after an hour, i was sick again. what cd was i looking for? my Michael Jackson Number Ones cd.. why did i cry? i saw it on a pile of junk inside our gameroom... the case was all cracked, the cd wasn't there, the case was even open at magkahiwalay na yung lalagyan!!!!!!! GRABE YANNN!!! that's why i cried.. and that's why i got sick again. bwahahaha.. that happened at 2pm and i was just in bed crying the whole cd thing out and so then my mom texted me that we're going to watch the Devil Wears Prada at 7:30. that cheered me up a little but that wasn't enough.. haha!
we left the house at 7:15 pm and got there at 7:45. wow. anyway, the movie was really nice. thanks to mael, she really wanted me to watch it because she says the movie is for me and oh my gosh, i soooo loved the clothes there!!! i love it love it love it love it love it!! eto pa isang i love it! wuhooo, while we were eating aba! sino ang kaharap kong kumakain mag- isa sa Sugarhouse?!?!! si Ian Veneracion. LOL! wahahahaha! shetters kung kasama ko mga "galpals" ko naloka na mga yun. hahaha! well ate ko super gusto na niya tabihan eh. ahahaha! pero pa- joke lang. hahaha.

ayyy before i forget, kaya din pala ako umiyak about the cd kasi frustrated ako dahil hindi ako nakapag- internet the whole time i was sick kasi hindi daw ako pwede mag- pagod so dun lang ako sa room ng parents. natutulog ako sa sofabed!!! tapos bawal daw ako umakyat ng hagdan kasi nga mapapagod daw ako. corny, they even used the term "binat". ahahaha!! so, anong koneksyon sa cd nung hindi ko pag gamit ng internet? kasi si Michael Jackson 48th birthday niya nung Aug. 29 and damn, wala akong news. puro bad news pa narinig ko before nung birthday niya like nung nasunog yung Neverland at nung binebenta na niya yung 4 giraffes niya for $35,000 a pair and i think Gypsy, the elephant was sold to a circus whatever. bad news bad news. btw, yung Neverland fire, a part lang nasunog.. 40acres lang naman... eh since the whole ranch is 2,500 acres, that's not a big deal... hahaha! errr.. Aug. 29... errr... but hey! okay na ako since online na ako! haha! ang dami ko na uling alam about him! haha! okay, from now on, taga Luggala Castle na ako. hahaha! that's where Michael is staying now... and errr, that's in Ireland. wuhooo!

eto sharing... nung tuesday ito nangyari... habang pinapractice ng awit yung positions nila (kasi nga wala ako dahil ako'y nag- half day) for the presentation, yung nasa place ko may ballpen to symbolixe na ako yun. tapos eto laughtrip! may dumaan na car tapos nasagasaan yung ballpen! bwahahahaha!!! tae yan! tawa ako ng tawa nung kinukwento yun sa akin ni mael! bwahahahaha!

home alone

2006-08-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

i watched Home Alone 1-4 and it was my first time to know that there was a part 4 of that. the 4th Home Alone was CORNEHHHH. i mean like really really corny... it wasn't like the ones wherein the
main star was Mac Culkin. Home Alone 1 & 2 are one of the best movies plus my other childhood favorites like Dennis the Menace, Richie Rich (Mac!), Problem Child 3 (when junior fell in love with a girl and there was a dance...), Little Rascals, Now and Then, Big, etc. there's a lot actually.. haha!

i'm thinking of changing my layout and i still can't find the right one... why can't i be like one of those
artists who are creative and technologically inclined who also happened to be computer geeks who knows how to design and make their own layouts? i can design you know... i just don't know how to start making one for my use. you see, i hate using codes! i'd rather watch a python eating a cow or watch someone barfing corn! hahaha! ewww! what i'm looking for right now are those michael jackson layouts. hahaha! i'm not sure if you've seen one already because there's just 3 mj layouts from blogskins. seriously i am looking for one and i was even about to change my template with the one layout i saw but then i changed my mind... you should've seen michael's eyes there! it was red! i don't understand why that person used that picture of him because she says on her description that she's a big mj fan and that's why she made it. BUT WHY THAT? wala na ba siyang ibang picture? tae talaga o...

a while ago, i went inside our neighbor's house to play with the doggy, Chanel. awww! then it started to rain and so i went back but while i was walking, the rain pouring over me felt really good and i decided to stay outside for a while... i was singing and i felt sooo happy! hahaha! suddenly, my dog, Bruce joined me in the rain and we stayed there for almost 30mins. it was really fun and it felt like i was a kid again.

today was our batch picture taking day and the 4 sections formed a 2007 shape out in the feild and the photographer took our shots. we were all holding balloons in 3 colors: blue, red and yellow. mine was blue but i really wanted a red one. haha. there were 3 main poses.. first one: us in our 2007 arrangement holding the balloons.. second: us releasing the balloons still on our 2007 shape and lastly: us looking up in the sky full of balloons. it was really fun and all of this happened after lunch during our 2nd to the last period. what's unique about our picture is that during the whole time we were there in the feild, it was raining. awwwww... COOL. i love you batchmates! =D

i think i saw 2i peeps jogging around our village... what's weird pa is galing sila sa street ko. jill saw them, too. the two joggers really were 2i peeps and the other one?... unidentified. haha!

like a man

2006-08-24T18:12:00.000+08:00

like wow... my yaya suddenly opened the door and she caught me watching......... aiza seguerra. (tama ba spelling?) ampf talaga kinakanta niya pa ng live yung Pagdating ng Panahon... that's like soooo 6th grade. tae. tae. actually, di ko nga alam na pinapanood ko na pala yun until nagulat ako na may pumasok sa pinto. wahahaha. sa sobrang gulat, nalipat ko kagad yung channel. ang corneeeeeeh.

so kanina, grad picture taking day and wattup wit dat, na- late pa ako. no big naman kasi after recess pa ako pero kasi tinamaan nanaman ako ng stomach ache ko. it wasn't like the ones i usually have kasi hindi ko naman isusulat yun dito kung normal lang eh. it was really really painful pero nag- last lang siguro for 20mins. thank God. anyway, nagpahatid na lang ako and really nakalimutan ko kagad yung pain dahil i was playing some Depapepe and Michael Jackson songs so feel good ako kagad pagdating sa school.

during the grad picture eklat, we were waiting for the make up and hair... tapos wow, like after ilang mins. sunod sunod ang pagdating ng mga teachers.. btw, i hate my grad pic. gosh. ewww. what happend?!! okay tama na, ayoko ng dagdagan pa yun pero medyo okay naman yung mga creative shots.. except lang yung pang- gaga kong "nge!" pose. LOL. ayon. after that, bihis uli ng uniform and tanggal ng make up. nung nagtatanggal ako ng make up sa banyo, nilagyan ko ng cold cream (thanks ces.) para tanggal talaga lahat tapos lumabas ako sa corridor ng puro cream yung mukha tapos nag- jojoke around ako na ready na ako for my creative shot.. biglang may pumalo ng malakas sa akin sa shoulder gamit ang music notebook.. sumigaw ako, "ARAY! sino yuuuuun?!" biglang si Lilly pala.. wahahaha.

alright, title ko for this entry is "like a man"... ampf. why? so okay, like i said, my kuya now has a girlfriend and Alexa's (the girlfriend, haha.) ex- boyfriend wants to beat the shit out of my brother.. wahahaha. my brother wants to even things out and he wants to end the conflicts and so he wanted to confront the guy... you see, our family is really open and so my kuya discussed the issue with my us.. my dad was getting cranky saying things like "alam mo dapat gagawin mo. wag kang tatanga- tanga.... dapat sa public place kayo pumunta, wag dun sa konti lang ang tao. wag kang pupunta dun mag- isa." and all that tapos yung mommy ko hindi makatulog kagabi. sabi kasi ni kuya na makikipag- meet up siya with the guy sa starbucks katipunan at 11am. (of today) nalaman ng bestfriend ni kuya na si Shoti yung plan tapos sabi niya "Pare, sasama ako. mag- cucut na lang ako ng class." to which my bro replied.. "Pare, wag na.. okay lang ako.. pero pwede pahiram muna ng mga body guards?" "Pare, sasama talaga ako." and so yun... so ang alam ni kuya na pupunta ng Starbucks ay si kuya Shoti lang and his 2 or 3 body guards... biglang wow, what a surprise, may chismosong dumating sa Starbucks.. hahaha.. my dad. and wow, before 11am nandun na siya. nagulat si Shoti kasi nakita niya dad ko eh mas nauna siyang dumating kay kuya tapos wow, naunahan pa siya ni daddy. hahaha.. so nag- hi pa sila sa isa't isa tapos they took their positions. haha. my dad sat at a table na malayo with a clear veiw of my kuya's table.. Shoti took the table next to my bro's and the 2 body guards were on watch sa labas ng Starbucks. wahahaha. grabe eh noh? i think walang nangyaring "gulo" kasi hindi pa naman umaarte ng weirdo mommy ko. plus kung meron, dapat nareport na yun sa amin. wahahahaha. ang cute cute. lupet eh noh with body guards pa! hahahaha. bakit may body guards si Shoti? kasi kailangan niya ng protection. end of explanation. pero basta super dati na silang friends ni kuya (i think since 2nd year sila..) back to the topic, grabe talaga mga boys. wahahaha. eto pa yun eh, yung ex- boyfriend ni Alexa graduate ng LSGH eh si kuya Ateneo so medyo dun pa lang may problem na. hahaha.

onga pala, kupal yung mga taong BUZZ ng BUZZ. di naman kailangan. ano, feeling nila cute yon? pwede ba. ewwww much. loser. hahahaha.

i'm excited to wear my AVR CURTAIN GREEN Filipiniana costume/ dress whatever for next week. you all know what it is.. it's the Linggo ng Wika and really, we're not ready yet.. our song, Tilibum sucks Big Time and the other song? uhmm.. now, we're done with two pages. TWO PAGES. just TWO FREAKKIN' PAGES and that aint enough! may voicings pa noh! pero kasi ang hirap hirap talaga. anyway, we can do it. we're not thinking of winning naman eh.. duh. hahaha.

i love our Chorale song... here's a line from the song.. Je t'aime. te amo. i love you. watashiwa ana tao ais ti ma. ich li bi dich. iniibig kita. guay di. paano man sabihin, ang mundo'y turuan natin, tanging lunas lang ang pag- ibig! pag- ibig! ahhh pag- ibig!
- maganda yan i swear kapag narinig niyo. imagine mo may voicing tapos mataas yung different languages ng "i love you". awww. so nice. really really nice. right now i have 4 tagalog songs in mind. Tilibum, Muntik na Kitang Minahal, Isang mundo and yung isa pa na for Linggo ng Wika. now i can't stop singing... make me stop.

too shy to function.

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great. how stupid can i be? basta i'm not going to share every detail here kasi tae talaga. eto may friend ako na nung nakita yung crush niya, tumakbo ba naman?! wahahaha. ano naman yun? tumakbo ampf. waaaa! loser! (sinO KayA yun?.. Ano Kaya yOn?.. bAt naman siya tumaKbo?) eto pa yun eh nagtago pa siya at halata daw na umiiwas siya dun sa crush. hahahaha! ayyy eto status message ko for life: too shy to function. & my shyness turns into redness. ANYWAY, it was really fun being around lots of people and meeting them too. almost everywhere i look may kilala ako. to the extent na napatakbo pa... (ahem.) TAE. alright. okay. what's done is done. nalabas ko na lahat ng expressions ko thru songs at nalabas ko na sa pag shoshopping kanina. PERO TALAGA I SWEAR ERRR. grabe alam mo ba we even left the movie house in the middle of the film just to "go around". but no.. they were nowhere in sight... gosh, i was humming the tunes of DEPAPEPE sooooo loud with feelings pa since yesterday... grabe nung pauwi kagabi talaga i can't stop singing. i can't stop thinking about how stupid i was and how i ruined a great opportunity. anyway, i'll hide muna under a rock. hahaha. DAMN!